09 15 2025

soho walk

09 14 2025

gum for club chess: hosting on september 30th

09 13 2025

macy objet portrait (what is in my bag) for hestia by me

09 12 2025

anika with civilization

09 12 2025

civilization reading at earth

the person on the right read my purchasing poem (see below)

purchasing / purchase 

i will purchase it

nightmare purchase 

i will purchase anything 

i love to purchase anything 

waiting 4 years to make this purchase >

at the thing outfit store making a purchase 

there are so many things i would never purchase 

what you don't purchase is more important than what you do

i purchase to give general social relevance to private thought and life

it is purchasing i because you can

wearing it because you might as well

then moving in with your life 

09 12 2025

she looks like an iphone

09 12 2025

perfect again

09 12 2025

recovery type

09 12 2025

jenny collins bracelet trade .

09 12 2025

shout out eric

he told me he purchased the iphone 5 because of me

09 11 2025

home time

09 11 2025

perfect em <3

09 11 2025

team

09 11 2025

z and c at market hotel

09 11 2025

noahs iphone

09 11 2025

noah reading ‘the bible’ visionaire 28

09 11 2025

showing noah my visionaire collection

09 11 2025

chandler and zane talking about health (i think)

09 11 2025

chandler recovering

09 11 2025

everyone everything

09 11 2025

jack >

09 11 2025

morgan with the richard price lv bag

09 11 2025

health

09 11 2025

noah covid testing after his show

09 10 2025

boys kicking a pieces of ice in soho

09 10 2025

hellp crowd

09 10 2025

hellp show

09 10 2025

so much of fashion is waiting

09 10 2025

harmony >

09 10 2025

<3

09 10 2025

airline theme shiw.

see my list of airline names below.

airline

air er

no air 

air bar 

free air

fuck air 

stop air

inter air

clear air

fresh air

hair line

prison air

million air 

hair ways 

private air

normal air

clinical air

calend air

instant air

agency air

special airways

minimum airline

puff bar airways

lola dement my airs

09 10 2025

ben doctor show

09 09 2025

perfect tag

09 09 2025

i’m in it: not of it

09 08 2025

thank you angeles apparel

09 08 2025

when i am fake doing research

09 08 2025

i feel so lucky to be an artist

09 08 2025

harmony and zane discussing the new iphones

09 07 2025

zane as just hair

09 07 2025

alex lucky is going to organize my blog by month so it loads easier

thank you alex lucky super star <3

09 07 2025

504 pieces of cinnamon of gum

09 07 2025

notebooks

09 07 2025

you remember when we had a brand and runway shows and a store downtown and we never respond to pulls or emails and we

09 07 2025

my notebook + my grandmothers pray book

she would sleep with this book under her pillow

09 06 2025

i <3 the pain of growth

09 06 2025

working on gum chess boards for my club chess on 09 30 2025

09 09 2025

leif jones at alyssa davis

09 04 2025

lunch on the highline with z

emo perfect windy hair moment

09 09 2025

good chairs at the armory show

09 04 2025

invited to the armory show by aesop? idk

09 04 2025

'what is in my bag' object portraits for hestia

exploring identity through object association with hestia:

we asked friends to share the contents of their bags with us.

together we created portraits in the form of object compositions.

portrait no.

1 bernard cohen: writer

09 03 2025

i forgot how to use my iphone

09 03 2025

set for something random

09 02 2025

tulanes birthday at spring bar

spring bar = perfect place perfect outdoors perfect drink perfect price ($15.00)

gave her =

vintage claw clip = ebay

jacks = gift transfer from masa

los angeles apparel = gift card

silver hoops = los angeles apparel

my copy of found muji = muji style objects / inspiration found in japan

09 01 2025

all you have to do is stop: free yourself

more personally, let me (us) go: it has been a year and you stayed the same

08 31 2025

alec’s birthday at dr. clark

08 31 2025

Revelie Luncheonette / beep cafe: perfect milkshake

thank you masa beep

08 31 2025

sharing one meal always

08 30 2025

getting better often involves doing less work

08 30 2025

pulls for a hilarious shoot

08 30 2025

sometimes i think you are down bad so often because nothing real has ever happened to you

08 29 2025

you are so good at getting dressed

08 29 2025

08 28 2025

i tried turning my video off: service slow

08 28 2025

gum quilt chess boards for my club chess at the end of september

08 28 2025

iphone made of nothing

08 27 2025

zane was happy with this sticker

08 27 2025

i want to be everything

08 27 2025

shay and alec at dimes: enjoying the end of summer

08 27 2025

dimes with shay because we both felt insane today

08 27 2025

closing out projects: moving others forward: enjoying my work

08 27 2025

went to the gym in the middle of the day for the first time

horrible: will never do that again (back to alarm set for 5:45am )

08 27 2025

resigned lease on 220 sq ft apartment

08 26 2025

i enjoy working for myself

08 26 2025

i am fake studying text again

08 26 2025

text collector

08 25 2025

read + happy hour at baraco with zane

we ordered the following items totally around $45.00

2 beers

1 negroni

1 egg sandwich

1 dirty gin martini

08 25 2025

yahhh + thank you joe endo

08 23 2025

work from home in ridgewood with lucas and ethan

long day of doing nothing (in a negative way b/c so busy right now)

08 23 2025

peace sign nails by joe endo

08 23 2024

tape birkin for a nail-based photoshoot for joe endo

a women stopped me on the train to take photos of the bag and speak to my about it

08 22 2024

atteneded the ear x wackoes x bbpue show at the slipper room

08 22 2024

perfect girls dinner at tulanes

sasha made a whole fish + shrimp salad

i made honeydew melon wrapped in prosciutto + caprese with ricotta

tulane made a coconut lime cake with a vegan coconut whipped cream

08 21 2025

my produce box was accidentally to me this week

so much more food in the house then we need including 12 avocados…

08 20 2025

went to Revelie Luncheonette with masa beep and jade of maulin today

lovely brunch + brandy melville + jack was missed: these are his glasses forgot and found in la

08 19 2025

portrait of z

08 19 2025

zane meditating

08 19 2025

us

08 19 2025

went on the zora livestream today to speak about post harmony

the video livestream can be watched here = video link ☮︎

08 18 2025

back to health

08 17 2025

you used to be me (example)

08 17 2025

i put an acorn branch in the shower…

not sure if it will stay because the acorns keep clogging the drain

08 16 2025

i want to go back to japan

08 16 2025

posting about posting today for zora (and for everyone)

the project is titled posting harmony: 100 guidelines to digital sincerity + relieving posting anxie

08 15 2025

awesome shoot with bernard + we went to commerce inn with zane after and shared blue berry pancakes

we spoke about:

rolos

lying

apple

twins

travel

ios 26

health

coffee

music

twitter

writing

iphone

school

vaping

t shirts

energy

siblings

caffeine

smoking

blogging

exersize

shopping

ridgewood

being quiet

replacement

sleeping pills

08 14 2025

pink is the forever favorite color

also truly the trend color of the season: maybe the year

08 14 2025

i know it makes you made

08 14 2025

i need to see shay everyday to understand a good outfit

08 14 2025

so happy to be home

wombat clear gift from cj <3

zane’s book stack on his side of the usm haller

08 13 2025

split pea soup perfect comfort for lunch

shay in new miu miu ballet flats and ripped jeans by what-it-called brand

we get a drink and speak about how to create clothing for women with an underlying low-grade eternal frustration

08 12 2025

awesome peace sign tattoo on set

08 11 2025

i love you: airport

08 11 2025

back in nyc

08 10 2025

i am so proud of you tech theorist genius: lets go home

08 10 2025

at this point we just wanted to watch skins and eat popcorn

08 10 2025

i have found it more difficult to blog since ending my job

i will return

i love it still (forever)

i will refind regiment

i will never get burnt out

i can keep going for many years

08 10 2025

dover street market… done with la at this point

08 10 2025

this is actually from 08 09 2025

went to the silverlake flea and fluffies with:

lizzy (lizziekleinvaledictorian) and ash (madonnapopstar12realmadonna)

08 10 2025

studio vist with cj of aslan

08 10 2025

jenny :)

studio visit with puppypuppyplaytime

08 10 2025

jenny’s furs

08 15 2025

jenny’s bag

08 10 2025

we are still in la: awesome but time to go home

08 09 2025

trident gum quilt, 2025

61 x 37”

736 wrappers

53 packets of gum

451 days of collection

08 09 2025

y☮︎u used t☮︎ be me

08 10 2025

9 tape bags with masa <3

08 09 2025

i guess it’s my job to make the 1st beautiful ai image

08 09 2025

same swag different formats

08 09 2025

us

08 09 2025

i will get rid of everything i own again

08 09 2025

together

08 09 2025

i don’t have the systems to deal with this energy. 

an energy transfer of heat to cold causes shock: the body freezes.

dying from heat is more painful than dying from cold. 

i will shock myself out of the cold and into the heat.

a fire causes more destruction than a blizzard. 

the land recovers from both. 

i am experiencing something exceptionally painful. 

i am grateful to feel anything. 

it is a privilege to have any of it. 

it was a privilege to love you. 

it is a privilege to hate you. 

08 09 2025

visted hannah’s work / special holistic grocery: la grocer and cafe

caught up with her and shared a burrito the day before she moves home to new york

explained my salad performance to her and then purchased the salad materials to perform for tammer’s family

the materials purchased:

1 lemon

1 shallot

1lb green beans

1 rotisserie chicken

2 lemon cucumbers

1 bag of frozen peas

4 heads of gem lettuce

1 heirloom head of garlic

08 09 2025

my sister

08 09 2025

understanding pink in la

08 09 2025

everything enjoyer

08 08 2025

1 year ago:

08 07 2025

jack and masa going idk where

08 06 2025

ear

08 06 2025

silk family >

08 06 2025

dinner with liam and jamie and zane and tammer at dan sung sa

they introduced us to cheese corn, shaved milk ice, and korean style photo booths: see phots above

08 06 2025

the refrigerator at the ear show ucla house

08 05 2025

the sink at the ear show: hosted at a ucla music / party house

the sink at lauren’s house: silverlake

08 05 2024

color matched

08 05 2025

walk with lauren and miska + we talk about:

boys

being

travel

aesop

luxury

sisters

moving

driving

copying

becoming

production

not going on

having a brand

getting dressed

grocery shopping

cost of owning a pet

08 05 2025

i <3 the nature of silverlake

08 05 2025

both us

08 04 2025

pesto rice at sqirl

a perfect breakfast i will learn to make

thinking of purchasing the sqirl cookbook

08 03 2025

>

08 03 2025

HAPPY

08 03 2025

MASA JACK PHOTOSHOOT

08 03 2025

UNDERSTAND

08 03 2025

A STYLIST NOTE TO LAUREN

08 03 2025

LAUREN >

08 03 2025

TAPE SELLING WITH MASA IN THE WOODS

08 03 2025

HIM VS. ME

08 02 2025

PURE LIGHT

08 02 2025

SUNSET

08 02 2025

ZANE TAMMER AND DOM

08 02 2025

SO beautiful

08 02 2025

soccer ball bag

08 02 2025

selling these today at fwb

08 01 2025

in idyllwild california for fwb

zane is speaking on curation today

07 31 2025

traveling with tammer, reid, and dom to idyllwild california

07 30 2025

I <3 this

07 30 2025

I WORSHIP WHAT I LOVE

07 30 2025

ITS PERFECT I CAN NOT GET OVER IT $14.00

07 30 2025

FLIGHT SELFIE

07 30 2025

SO 8 HOUR FLIGHT DELAY: THE THING ABOUT SUFFERING IS IT ENDS

07 30 2025

ZANE LAYING OUT HIS OUTFIT THE NIGHT BEFORE OUR FLIGHT TO LA

07 29 2025

NEW jewelry —->

07 27 2025

BAG NO.1

07 28 2025

BAG NO.2

07 26 2025

text enjoyer

07 25 2025

masa came over to tape bags

madison came over to build her blog

i provided them caprese and protein chocolate

07 25 2025

heart

07 25 2025

us when we watch skins: again

07 25 2025

5 minute egg = needs 1 more minute

07 25 2025

jewelry pack out

07 25 2025

the swag of becoming

07 25 2025

five sentences on text by me: one sentence on text by tan lin

shipping today = thank you
loladementmyers.com/shop

07 24 2025

cellar 36

07 24 2025

‘one foot’ tattoo = short of ‘one foot in front of the other’ but it was never finished

07 24 2025

new project

07 24 2025

tomatoes on display

07 23 2025

we usually use ricotta for the caprese

but i wanted to try the traditional mozzarella version

result = prefer the ricotta ten fold

07 23 2025

so major

07 23 2025

can not stop making caprese

07 23 2025

extremely beautiful tomatoes

07 23 2025

union square farmers market haul

never going to on a saturday again

12 eggs: hala pastures

1 butter lettuce: unsure

1 tomatillo: hala pastures

1 thai basil: hala pastures

1 albino cucumber: hala pastures

1 albino bell pepper: hala pastures

4 heirloom tomatoes: halal pastures

07 23 2025

new tape bag

07 22 2025

i have one of 220 people buyee follows on twitter

07 22 2025

major buyee purchases

07 21 2025

preparing to leave

07 21 2025

buxton / the clark

07 21 2025

mom wearing her birthday present: symbol necklace no.4

07 20 2025

gazebo for fairy house

07 20 2025

fairy house

07 20 2025

mom found us

07 20 2025

sasha and tulane = happy

07 20 2025

something about everything

07 20 2025

text is more like an object than a thought to me

07 20 2025

perfect swimming: bish bash falls

07 19 2025

croquet

07 19 2025

my moms 60th birthday

beautiful day in the berkshires at their house

lots of croquet + food + drinking + we brought tulane + sasha + a whole pig

07 18 2025

us when we watch skins

07 18 2025

understand

07 28 2025

muji japan exclusive portable utensils holder

07 28 2025

shipping orders

loladementmyers.com/shop

07 17 2025

starting a video interview series for my favorite magazine

this was a practice video with zane: went well -> 10 questions only

more on this soon: september

07 17 2025

i <3 airport infrastructure

07 17 2025

plane home

07 16 2025

everything about you enjoyer

07 16 2025

dragon park engraving in mcminville Oregon

07 15 2025

butter window on my walk with august to the second hand shop

07 15 2025

me? yes i am wearing a 1962 worlds fair century 21 exhibition charm bracelet

07 14 2025

7 object from Oregon

07 14 2025

do you look?

do you read this?

do you remember?

do you wish it was the same again?

07 14 2025

i photoshopped 5 people out of this image

07 14 2025

i hope we feel like this forever

07 14 2025

so joy so love

07 14 2025

earth peace

07 14 2025

i want it forever

07 14 2025

i took this for a different version of me

07 14 2025

fair goers

07 14 2025

a dream or a goal or a want

07 14 2025

until

07 15 2025

drawings about Oregon

07 14 2025

fly fishing lures >

07 14 2025

today we go to the fair

i did 200 push-ups before zane woke up

we have spoke about this everyday for 1 year

07 14 2025

i love infrastructure

07 14 2025

i wish i was a light post

bright

strong

simple

one task

important

functional

connected to all other light posts (electrical system)

07 14 2025

expereincing this with you >

07 13 2025

joy

07 13 2025

everything

07 13 2025

love

07 13 2025

loving text in a confusing way

07 13 2025

in this time i am very free

07 13 2025

if not here

07 13 2025

excited to find helen’s rock

07 13 2025

pov

07 13 2025

zane fell in

07 13 2025

when it ends

07 13 2025

interesting yet jarring

07 13 2025

strange

05 13 2025

good sign durning camping

07 12 2025

my first time camping

07 12 2025

so awesome

07 12 2025

i <3 the youth rodeo

07 12 2025

zane’s sister participated in three events

1. barrel racing

2. pole bending

3. goat tying

07 12 2025

attended my first rodeo today

07 12 2025

zane’s sisters horse: jelly bean

07 11 2025

i feel lucky everyday

07 11 2025

peace barn in sisters, oregon

07 10 2025

packing for oregon

07 10 2025

tape bag no.4 with masa

07 10 2025

tape bag no. 5 with masa

07 10 2025

without me

07 09 2025

private data transfer

07 08 2025

text lover

07 07 2025

collection grower

07 06 2025

ivy gifted me her ren mei bag

07 05 2025

trying out handwashing my exercise outfit

07 04 2025

discoverrd pur new best bar near the house: vol de nuit

deer garden outdoor area smoke inside euro trash understand understood

after perfect bar we saw The Phoenician Scheme at the angelic theater in soho: very perfect night

07 03 2025

home back with z

the perfect summer summer snack: caprese with heirloom tomatoes

07 02 2025

road trip breakfast with mom

chicago to new york 10 hours 12 hours

we always share 1 pancake when we go to a diner

07 01 2025

chicago -> new york road trip

06 30 2025

this was awesome

06 30 2025

white chess piece

06 30 2025

organization >

06 30 2025

rock bag

06 30 2025

happiness

06 30 2025

moms picks

06 30 2025

rock collecting chess pieces for chess club

06 30 2025

outfit haver

06 30 2025

super dawg with mom before rock collecting

06 29 2025

random health

06 29 2025

objects never end

06 29 2025

chicago athletic association locker

this is the gym i went to when i lived in chicago

06 29 2025

echo

06 28 2025

tape shoe from a second hand store in iowa

06 28 2025

4 four leaf clovers

06 28 2025

my uncles knife throwing set up

06 28 2025

harley

06 28 2026

minxy

06 28 2025

mom in a hippy style hat made by my grandmother

06 28 2025

<3

06 28 2025

my uncle is the new patriarch of our family

06 28 2025

here crochet was passed out for the grandchildren

06 28 2025

the urns for my family: pink for my name sake grandmother (lola mae after mae dement)

06 28 2025

we are in iowa for my grandmothers, grandfathers an great grand mothers memorial

these pastries were about 11” long and together, cost six dollars: my mom was impressed by this

06 27 2025

do white usps stamp exist?

06 27 2025

this was my second time drawing the symbols

06 27 2025

SIDE OF BIRTHDAY CARD

06 27 2025

BIRTHDAY CARD FOR MY SISTER FROM 2021

06 27 2025

BREAFAST WITH CLAIRE MOM AND IVY AT GIRL AND THE GOAT CAFE

CHICAGO’S FOOD BEATS NEW YORK’S FOOD EVERY TIME (WITHOUT FAIL)

06 26 2025

I AM SO BUBBLE GUM ICE CREAM

06 26 2025

THE CHICNESS OF A TSA BIN PHOTO >

06 26 2025

8AM FLIGHT FROM LAGAURDia to OHARE: NYC TO CHICAGO

06 25 2025

good bye dinner at baltazar with sergio AND GENTRY

SEAFOOD TOWER AND EVERY DESSERT WAS AN OBVIOUS CHOICE

06 24 2025

today is my last day of work

i have been with my job for 966 days

i love you job

06 23 2025

me being so summer >

06 22 2025

portable salad

06 22 2025

i will perform the salad for you

06 21 2025

farmers market haul

$5 basil

$4 turnip

$3 radish

$3 carrots

$11 pork rib

$5 watercress

$10 blue eggs

$3 snap peas

$3 butter lettuce

$12 strawberries

$6 romaine lettuce

$6 heirloom tomatos

Total: $68

06 21 2025

caprese with ricotta

05 21 2025

zane enjoying another perfect farmers market sponsored snack

caprese but with whipped ricotta from murray’s cheese shop (only $3.99 for 6oz)

06 21 2025

love and qzar (us)

06 21 2025

audrey show inspired scramble eggs, feta, lime and peas

big day of moving my things from the studio to the storage unit so we had a proper breakfast

06 20 2025

we went to betty after work for lunch

then we went to kings leap to see audrey’s show

so awesome perfect zane and i loved the work in the basement space

06 19 2025

perfect snack: lettuce wrap

pickle

radish

endive

turkey slice

butter lettuce

ricotta cheese

mustard seeds

honey mustard

06 18 2025

☀︎ sunshower

06 17 2025

her name is friendship

06 16 2025

tape bag no.2

hermes birkin bag

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 15 2025

tape bag no.3

balenciaga city bag

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 14 2025

i also made masa and zane lunchbreakfast

masa came over to wrap bags in tape with me

we wrapped 1 balenciaga city bag and hermes 1 birkin bag

justin came over and mounted our new 72” h mirror (awesome day)

06 13 2025

when i visted my printer in long island city

06 12 2025

this is so alice freedom

06 13 2025

annoying

06 13 2025

portable black burry jam

06 13 2025

gum quilt

06 12 2025

9 working days until i end my job (06 24)

i will have been at my company for 966 days when i end

06 12 2025

summer so >

shay and sabrina on the way to winnies

06 12 2025

took this to show zane

anthony edwards = good phone background for men

06 12 2025

thea sabrina and i helped shay come up with her new brands name: alice freedom

06 11 2025

monday = ok work: restart

tuesday = good work: start

wednesday = good work: end

thursday = bad work: friday

friday = no work: friday

06 10 2025

*

06 09 2025

06 08 2025

tape bag: balenciaga rodeo small leather tote

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 08 2025

i own 48 pairs of the same underwear

06 08 2025

thank you ml <3 cool & sexy brat star shirt

06 08 2025

grape ikebana

06 08 2025

so summer

06 08 2025

me when i am writing three proposals

06 07 2025

k@tzy ☮︎

06 07 2025

celine planet boots team members

06 07 2025

elliot as “bruh”

06 07 2025

funny bar again tonight?

05 07 2025

akash and helen at funny bar

06 06 2025

mar’s new convertible

06 06 2025

kai show

06 06 2025

hi summer

06 05 2025

:)

06 04 2025

i quit my job

06 03 2025

commerce inn with shay and ramon

06 02 2025

bag tour

06 01 2025

sky ting with anna claire and taylor

06 01 2025

anna claire in her new final home jacket

06 01 2025

sky ting….

06 01 2025

zane moved in and we rearranged the entire house >

06 01 2025

awesome breakfast by me

06 01 2025

rabbits! (first of the month)

05 31 2025

new storage unit (us)

05 30 2025

told the host at minetta tavern my boyfriend was moving in with me

she wrote our 10:45 reservation in as “our lovely new neighbors” and gave us a hug

05 30 2025

long day of packing and moving (happy)

05 29 2025

seen on my way to girls dinner in park slope

05 28 2025

richard turley studio day

05 27 2025

i made a portable version of the buvette salad for the awesome picnic

05 27 2025

awesome picnic in fort greene

05 26 2025

dinner with madison at frenchette

this dinner was a gift inexchange for guidance on her blog

05 27 2025

being this everyday

05 26 2025

understood

05 26 2025

understand

05 25 2025

egg and hummus from buba bureka

05 25 2025

first time trying buba bureka

05 25 2025

odyxxey radio water bottle and keys for exercise

05 25 2025

alternatives to sleep:

pills

time

night

party

sugar

coffee

drinking

adderall

05 24 2025

we had a perfect do-nothing day

i life an entire day before i wake up zane

7:00 wake up

7:01 get dressed for exercise

7:05 drink tea

7:06 put in contacts

7:08 brush teeth

7:10 grab odyxxey radio water bottle and keys

7:11 put on sneakers

7:12 leave house and walk to gym

7:22 arrive at gym

9:24 leave gym

9:34 arrive home

9:35 grab wallet

9:37 leave house

9:42 walk to bodega for advil, david bars (4) and eggs (6)

9:47 pick up laundry

9:51 pick up small ice coffee (1), small hot coffee (1), side of oat milk (1)

9:54 arrive home

9:56 reorganize refrigerator

10:12 drink apple cider vinegar and tea

10:16 put away laundry

10:22 everything shower

10:36 lotion, hair oil, and sunscreen

10:39 blow dry hair

10:53 get dressed in house clothing

10:56 get back in bed with zane and fall asleep

12:23 wake up with zane

12:24 talk with zane

12:50 reheat hot coffee and give zane ice coffee and oat milk

12:55 discuss breakfast options

12:59 decide to go through silk shirt photoshoot selects

1:31 decide to eat homemade buvette salad with new dimes dressing alternative

1:34 prepare salad (cut radish, cucumber, green beans, butter lettuce and blanch green beans and peas)

1:32 go through silk shirt photoshoot selects

2:02: eat buvette salad and watch helvetica documentary

2:36 i fall asleep while watching helvetica documentary

3:20 wake up and discuss the rest of the day

3:46 get dressed to take a walk and purchase snacks

3:51 walk to nice grocery shop in west village to purchase bjorn qorn (nutritional yeast popcorn), ginger konbucha, and additional snack

4:23 leave nice grocery shop with LesserEvil Organic Popcorn Himalayan Gold, nick’s Strawbär Swirl, sport drink, and health aid Cayenne Cleanse kombucha

4:31 continue search for bjorn qorn in west village

4:39 pick up chocolate croissant at Aux Merveilleux de Fred

4:45 look for bjorn qorn at bodega on 8th (no)

4:51 stop into saint george’s coffee (brandy melville cafe) and purchase a white thread on white tote bag

4:58 look for bjorn qorn at bodega on bleeker (no)

5:06 look for bjorn qorn at murry’s on bleeker (no) instead purchase roonybrook chocolate milk

5:10 purchase 5 cds from street vendor (ga ga ga ga by spoon, amorica by the black crowes, see how we are by x, noturama by nick cave, + green mind dinosaur jr.)

5:14 look for bjorn qorn at popup grocer (no)

5:22 go home without bjorn qorn

5:24 prepare snacks (popcorn with lemon and salt to mimic the nitehawk popcorn, trader joes pink coconut water, roonybrook chocolate milk and sports drink)

5:37 watch wall-e in bed with snacks

6:23 heat chocolate croissant from Aux Merveilleux de Fred and share while watching wall-e

8:00 continue to watch wall-e and look over zanes letterbox

8:04 discuss dinner options and decide on hamburger america

8:12 get dressed to walk to hamburger america (decide between wearing uggs or sneakers)

8:26 arrive at hamburger america and order a double smash burger (1), single smash burger (1), and shoe string french fries

8:41 wait for order and discuss nba finals and talk about dizzee rascal

8:44 conversation about dizzee rascal leads us to decide to watch skins uk

8:50 arrive home with dinner

8:56 redress in house clothing

9:02 prepare dinner for bed watching (place burgers and fries on lunch trays, add pickles, lettuce, and ketchup)

9:23 watch episode one of skins uk

9:44 shop on depop for LA apparel bikinis and tank tops

10:14 clean up dinner and turn on the nba game

11:33 finish the nba game and decide to watch another skins uk episode

12:10 decide to share one nick’s Strawbär Swirl bar while watching episode 2 of skins uk

12:53 finished episode 2 of skins uk

12:55 clean up, brush teeth, and wash face

1:04 sleep

05 24 2025

birthday card for shay

05 23 2025

flowers from dimes by taylor Augustine for shay’s birthday

we did karaoke at asia roma and i sang “by you a drank” by t-pain with zane and eddie

05 22 2025

split pea soup from smile-to-go

05 22 2025

wrapped books at a reading in the upper east side

attending the reading with lauren (esoteric girl on twitter)

05 22 2025

me ($ + gin)

05 22 2025

my pocket version of the us constitution and my passport

05 22 2025

masa beep

05 21 2025

lainer

05 20 2025

salade de poulet by buvette
performed by lola dement myers

☮︎

ingredients

salt
pepper
1 cup peas
4 cups butter lettuce
1 - 2 cup microgreens
1 roast chicken: warm
5 radishes, thinly sliced
25 - 35 haricots verts: ends trimmed
1/2 cup vinaigrette: see recipe below

vinaigrette Ingredients

1 tsb water
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 cup olive oil
1 tbs dijon mustard
few grinds of pepper
2 shallot: finely diced
2 tbs champagne vinegar
1 tbs whole grain mustard
1 tsp fresh thyme: chopped
3 garlic clove: finely minced

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salade instructions

boil haricots verts: 3 minutes.
drain and transfer to a plate to cool.

place the greens on a platter.
sprinkle the greens with salt + pepper.
pour a small amount of the dressing over the greens.

add the radishes, haricots verts, and peas.
pull off the meat from the chicken and place on top.

drizzle the remaining dressing.

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vinaigrette instructions

whisk all of the ingredients together

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enjoy

05 19 2025

doing something to these (ebay)

05 18 2025

pink protein

05 18 2025

indoors

05 17 2025

i <3 immediately deleting a zip file and then opening the folder to see all the small files inside

it is like bringing a jacket but not needing it

it is also like holding your items in your hands instead of your bag

05 17 2025

hayden’s birthday paella

05 17 2025

sasha and tulane dinner

05 16 2025

game 7 swag

05 16 2025

understand

05 15 2025

=

05 14 2025

first lobster roll of the season

05 14 2025

chess club at funny bar

05 13 2025

siblings

05 12 2025

my purchase from yours sale

05 11 2025

eating this today

05 11 2025

obsessed with pink plum salt from gem home

05 10 2025

yours: a sale

05 10 2025

symbols for yours: sale

tables designed and fabricated by basil marrow and myself

05 10 2025

yours: a sale

i am proud of bowman, shay and i for this

we will celebrate with a nice dinner on wednesday: maybe baltazar

05 09 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

peace sign pin given to bowman

he wore it to yours: it matched his flannel

05 08 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

raindrop hoodies for yours: a sale

05 08 2025

pins for yours: a sale

these were designed by zane: inspired by the pin from up (the movie)

i paid $2 per pin to have my jeweler (danny) punch two holes into the bottle caps

the sellers will wear these at the sale to identity them as selling: this will be a keepsake post-sale

05 08 2025

tan lin signing my new first edition of joy of cooking

he signed another first edition with heath legers signature

tan gave me 6 first editions of his books:

he put them in my bag and later in the evening

he remarked that “my bag was incredibly heavy”

i said that was because someone had put 6 first editions of his books into my bag

our energy matched each other equally

speaking to him was like looking into a mirror

have you ever met your twin but he is a 60 year old man?

i want to remember everything from my frist conversation with tan because he is the sole reason i write

he asked me over because he is "including my materials iin a writing course he is teaching at cornell this summer”.

he told me he was just like me at my age because all he liked to do was go out to eat, and blog (haphazardly)

i already knew this because i know most published things about him

we are similar in these ways:

we like tea

we speak fast

we like shopping

we like chocolate

we like aurthur russell

we do not mind spending

we like furniture and design

we like fashion: specifically: prada, marni, miu miu, lulu lemon etc.

05 07 2025

new obsession

05 06 2025

when groceries end

05 05 2025

jesus on the cross type meal

05 05 2025

perfect

05 04 2025

home made (white) shamrock shake

05 04 2025

peace posting

05 03 2025

we are so mgmt performance ‘kids’ to a crowd of 14 people at wesleyan in 2003

05 03 2025

reading in washington square park

05 02 2025

our party at 101 nightclub

05 01 2025

haley and bill shooting me for health gossip

05 01 2025

meat stick on grand

05 01 2025

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05 01 2025

ebay >

04 30 2025

being so me

04 20 2025

thank you youth the people

04 29 2025

picnic in washington square park with zane

italian sub from regina’s ( i ran) and 1 ghia each

04 28 2025

incense clip

04 27 2025

so much computer work + lunch

04 26 2025

zane carrying my laundry

04 26 2025

good outfit haver

04 25 2025

chia seed pineapple greek yogurt coconut water: perfect

04 24 2025

lunch at happier with joel and zane

04 24 2025

perfect shared meal at commerce inn

zane and i got called “regulars”

04 23 2025

imaan and tammer at funny bar

04 23 2025

my refrigerator

04 22 2025

graffiti history morning

04 21 2025

happy work

04 20 2025

perfect easter breakfast at commerce inn with claire

we order

1 ginger soda (her)

1 sourdough (both)

2 raw oysters (both)

1 potted shrimp (both)

1 smashed peas (both)

1 hash browns (neither)

1 spiced ice coffee (me)

2 pickled oysters (both)

2 scrambled eggs (both)

2 pork sausage patties (both)

04 19 2025

dia beacon with mom tammer zane and claire

04 19 2025

my both

04 19 2025

my favorite