09 07 2025

zane as just hair

09 07 2025

alex lucky is going to organize my blog by month so it loads easier

thank you alex lucky super star <3

09 07 2025

504 pieces of cinnamon of gum

09 07 2025

notebooks

09 07 2025

you remember when we had a brand and runway shows and a store downtown and we never respond to pulls or emails and we

09 07 2025

my notebook + my grandmothers pray book

she would sleep with this book under her pillow

09 06 2025

i <3 the pain of growth

09 06 2025

gum in bed

09 06 2025

working on gum chess boards for my club chess on 09 30 2025

09 09 2025

leif jones at alyssa davis

09 04 2025

lunch on the highline with z

emo perfect windy hair moment

09 09 2025

good chairs at the armory show

09 04 2025

invited to the armory show by aesop? idk

09 04 2025

'what is in my bag' object portraits for hestia

exploring identity through object association with hestia:

we asked friends to share the contents of their bags with us.

together we created portraits in the form of object compositions.

portrait no.

1 bernard cohen: writer

09 03 2025

i forgot how to use my iphone

09 03 2025

set for something random

09 02 2025

tulanes birthday at spring bar

spring bar = perfect place perfect outdoors perfect drink perfect price ($15.00)

gave her =

vintage claw clip = ebay

jacks = gift transfer from masa

los angeles apparel = gift card

silver hoops = los angeles apparel

my copy of found muji = muji style objects / inspiration found in japan

09 01 2025

all you have to do is stop: free yourself

more personally, let me (us) go: it has been a year and you stayed the same

08 31 2025

alec’s birthday at dr. clark

08 31 2025

Revelie Luncheonette / beep cafe: perfect milkshake

thank you masa beep

08 31 2025

sharing one meal always

08 30 2025

getting better often involves doing less work

08 30 2025

pulls for a hilarious shoot

08 30 2025

sometimes i think you are down bad so often because nothing real has ever happened to you

08 29 2025

you are so good at getting dressed

08 29 2025

08 28 2025

i tried turning my video off: service slow

08 28 2025

gum quilt chess boards for my club chess at the end of september

08 28 2025

iphone made of nothing

08 27 2025

zane was happy with this sticker

08 27 2025

i want to be everything

08 27 2025

shay and alec at dimes: enjoying the end of summer

08 27 2025

dimes with shay because we both felt insane today

08 27 2025

closing out projects: moving others forward: enjoying my work

08 27 2025

went to the gym in the middle of the day for the first time

horrible: will never do that again (back to alarm set for 5:45am )

08 27 2025

resigned lease on 220 sq ft apartment

08 26 2025

i enjoy working for myself

08 26 2025

i am fake studying text again

08 26 2025

text collector

08 25 2025

read + happy hour at baraco with zane

we ordered the following items totally around $45.00

2 beers

1 negroni

1 egg sandwich

1 dirty gin martini

08 25 2025

yahhh + thank you joe endo

08 23 2025

work from home in ridgewood with lucas and ethan

long day of doing nothing (in a negative way b/c so busy right now)

08 23 2025

peace sign nails by joe endo

08 23 2024

tape birkin for a nail-based photoshoot for joe endo

a women stopped me on the train to take photos of the bag and speak to my about it

08 22 2024

atteneded the ear x wackoes x bbpue show at the slipper room

08 22 2024

perfect girls dinner at tulanes

sasha made a whole fish + shrimp salad

i made honeydew melon wrapped in prosciutto + caprese with ricotta

tulane made a coconut lime cake with a vegan coconut whipped cream

08 21 2025

my produce box was accidentally to me this week

so much more food in the house then we need including 12 avocados…

08 20 2025

went to Revelie Luncheonette with masa beep and jade of maulin today

lovely brunch + brandy melville + jack was missed: these are his glasses forgot and found in la

08 19 2025

portrait of z

08 19 2025

zane meditating

08 19 2025

us

08 19 2025

went on the zora livestream today to speak about post harmony

the video livestream can be watched here = video link ☮︎

08 18 2025

back to health

08 17 2025

you used to be me (example)

08 17 2025

i put an acorn branch in the shower…

not sure if it will stay because the acorns keep clogging the drain

08 16 2025

i want to go back to japan

08 16 2025

posting about posting today for zora (and for everyone)

the project is titled posting harmony: 100 guidelines to digital sincerity + relieving posting anxie

08 15 2025

awesome shoot with bernard + we went to commerce inn with zane after and shared blue berry pancakes

we spoke about:

rolos

lying

apple

twins

travel

ios 26

health

coffee

music

twitter

writing

iphone

school

vaping

t shirts

energy

siblings

caffeine

smoking

blogging

exersize

shopping

ridgewood

being quiet

replacement

sleeping pills

08 14 2025

pink is the forever favorite color

also truly the trend color of the season: maybe the year

08 14 2025

i know it makes you made

08 14 2025

i need to see shay everyday to understand a good outfit

08 14 2025

so happy to be home

wombat clear gift from cj <3

zane’s book stack on his side of the usm haller

08 13 2025

split pea soup perfect comfort for lunch

shay in new miu miu ballet flats and ripped jeans by what-it-called brand

we get a drink and speak about how to create clothing for women with an underlying low-grade eternal frustration

08 12 2025

awesome peace sign tattoo on set

08 11 2025

i love you: airport

08 11 2025

back in nyc

08 10 2025

i am so proud of you tech theorist genius: lets go home

08 10 2025

at this point we just wanted to watch skins and eat popcorn

08 10 2025

i have found it more difficult to blog since ending my job

i will return

i love it still (forever)

i will refind regiment

i will never get burnt out

i can keep going for many years

08 10 2025

dover street market… done with la at this point

08 10 2025

this is actually from 08 09 2025

went to the silverlake flea and fluffies with:

lizzy (lizziekleinvaledictorian) and ash (madonnapopstar12realmadonna)

08 10 2025

studio vist with cj of aslan

08 10 2025

jenny :)

studio visit with puppypuppyplaytime

08 10 2025

jenny’s furs

08 15 2025

jenny’s bag

08 10 2025

we are still in la: awesome but time to go home

08 09 2025

trident gum quilt, 2025

61 x 37”

736 wrappers

53 packets of gum

451 days of collection

08 09 2025

y☮︎u used t☮︎ be me

08 10 2025

9 tape bags with masa <3

08 09 2025

i guess it’s my job to make the 1st beautiful ai image

08 09 2025

same swag different formats

08 09 2025

us

08 09 2025

i will get rid of everything i own again

08 09 2025

together

08 09 2025

i don’t have the systems to deal with this energy. 

an energy transfer of heat to cold causes shock: the body freezes.

dying from heat is more painful than dying from cold. 

i will shock myself out of the cold and into the heat.

a fire causes more destruction than a blizzard. 

the land recovers from both. 

i am experiencing something exceptionally painful. 

i am grateful to feel anything. 

it is a privilege to have any of it. 

it was a privilege to love you. 

it is a privilege to hate you. 

08 09 2025

visted hannah’s work / special holistic grocery: la grocer and cafe

caught up with her and shared a burrito the day before she moves home to new york

explained my salad performance to her and then purchased the salad materials to perform for tammer’s family

the materials purchased:

1 lemon

1 shallot

1lb green beans

1 rotisserie chicken

2 lemon cucumbers

1 bag of frozen peas

4 heads of gem lettuce

1 heirloom head of garlic

08 09 2025

my sister

08 09 2025

understanding pink in la

08 09 2025

everything enjoyer

08 08 2025

1 year ago:

08 07 2025

jack and masa going idk where

08 06 2025

ear

08 06 2025

silk family >

08 06 2025

dinner with liam and jamie and zane and tammer at dan sung sa

they introduced us to cheese corn, shaved milk ice, and korean style photo booths: see phots above

08 06 2025

the refrigerator at the ear show ucla house

08 05 2025

the sink at the ear show: hosted at a ucla music / party house

the sink at lauren’s house: silverlake

08 05 2024

color matched

08 05 2025

walk with lauren and miska + we talk about:

boys

being

travel

aesop

luxury

sisters

moving

driving

copying

becoming

production

not going on

having a brand

getting dressed

grocery shopping

cost of owning a pet

08 05 2025

i <3 the nature of silverlake

08 05 2025

both us

08 04 2025

pesto rice at sqirl

a perfect breakfast i will learn to make

thinking of purchasing the sqirl cookbook

08 03 2025


>

08 03 2025

HAPPY

08 03 2025

MASA JACK PHOTOSHOOT

08 03 2025

UNDERSTAND

08 03 2025

A STYLIST NOTE TO LAUREN

08 03 2025

LAUREN >

08 03 2025

TAPE SELLING WITH MASA IN THE WOODS

08 03 2025

HIM VS. ME

08 02 2025

PURE LIGHT

08 02 2025

SUNSET

08 02 2025

ZANE TAMMER AND DOM

08 02 2025

SO beautiful

08 02 2025

soccer ball bag

08 02 2025

selling these today at fwb

08 01 2025

in idyllwild california for fwb

zane is speaking on curation today

07 31 2025

traveling with tammer, reid, and dom to idyllwild california

07 30 2025

I <3 this

07 30 2025

I WORSHIP WHAT I LOVE

07 30 2025

ITS PERFECT I CAN NOT GET OVER IT $14.00

07 30 2025

FLIGHT SELFIE


07 30 2025


SO 8 HOUR FLIGHT DELAY: THE THING ABOUT SUFFERING IS IT ENDS

07 30 2025

ZANE LAYING OUT HIS OUTFIT THE NIGHT BEFORE OUR FLIGHT TO LA

07 29 2025

NEW jewelry —->

07 27 2025

BAG NO.1

07 28 2025

BAG NO.2

07 26 2025

text enjoyer

07 25 2025

masa came over to tape bags

madison came over to build her blog

i provided them caprese and protein chocolate

07 25 2025

heart

07 25 2025

us when we watch skins: again

07 25 2025

5 minute egg = needs 1 more minute

07 25 2025

jewelry pack out

07 25 2025

the swag of becoming

07 25 2025

five sentences on text by me: one sentence on text by tan lin

shipping today = thank you
loladementmyers.com/shop

07 24 2025

cellar 36

07 24 2025

‘one foot’ tattoo = short of ‘one foot in front of the other’ but it was never finished

07 24 2025

new project

07 24 2025

tomatoes on display

07 23 2025

we usually use ricotta for the caprese

but i wanted to try the traditional mozzarella version

result = prefer the ricotta ten fold

07 23 2025

so major

07 23 2025

can not stop making caprese

07 23 2025

extremely beautiful tomatoes

07 23 2025

union square farmers market haul

never going to on a saturday again

12 eggs: hala pastures

1 butter lettuce: unsure

1 tomatillo: hala pastures

1 thai basil: hala pastures

1 albino cucumber: hala pastures

1 albino bell pepper: hala pastures

4 heirloom tomatoes: halal pastures

07 23 2025

new tape bag

07 22 2025

i have one of 220 people buyee follows on twitter

07 22 2025

major buyee purchases

07 21 2025

preparing to leave

07 21 2025

buxton / the clark

07 21 2025

mom wearing her birthday present: symbol necklace no.4

07 20 2025

gazebo for fairy house

07 20 2025

fairy house

07 20 2025

mom found us

07 20 2025

sasha and tulane = happy

07 20 2025

something about everything

07 20 2025

text is more like an object than a thought to me

07 20 2025

perfect swimming: bish bash falls

07 19 2025

croquet

07 19 2025

my moms 60th birthday

beautiful day in the berkshires at their house

lots of croquet + food + drinking + we brought tulane + sasha + a whole pig

07 18 2025

us when we watch skins

07 18 2025

understand

07 28 2025

muji japan exclusive portable utensils holder

07 28 2025

shipping orders

loladementmyers.com/shop

07 17 2025

starting a video interview series for my favorite magazine

this was a practice video with zane: went well -> 10 questions only

more on this soon: september

07 17 2025

i <3 airport infrastructure

07 17 2025

plane home

07 16 2025

everything about you enjoyer

07 16 2025

dragon park engraving in mcminville Oregon

07 15 2025

butter window on my walk with august to the second hand shop

07 15 2025

me? yes i am wearing a 1962 worlds fair century 21 exhibition charm bracelet

07 14 2025

7 object from Oregon

07 14 2025

do you look?

do you read this?

do you remember?

do you wish it was the same again?

07 14 2025

i photoshopped 5 people out of this image

07 14 2025

i hope we feel like this forever

07 14 2025

so joy so love

07 14 2025

earth peace

07 14 2025

i want it forever

07 14 2025

i took this for a different version of me

07 14 2025

fair goers

07 14 2025

a dream or a goal or a want

07 14 2025

until

07 15 2025

drawings about Oregon

07 14 2025

fly fishing lures >

07 14 2025

today we go to the fair

i did 200 push-ups before zane woke up

we have spoke about this everyday for 1 year

07 14 2025

i love infrastructure

07 14 2025

i wish i was a light post

bright

strong

simple

one task

important

functional

connected to all other light posts (electrical system)

07 14 2025

expereincing this with you >

07 13 2025

joy

07 13 2025

everything

07 13 2025

love

07 13 2025

loving text in a confusing way

07 13 2025

in this time i am very free

07 13 2025

if not here

07 13 2025

excited to find helen’s rock

07 13 2025

pov

07 13 2025

zane fell in

07 13 2025

when it ends

07 13 2025

interesting yet jarring

07 13 2025

strange

05 13 2025

good sign durning camping

07 12 2025

my first time camping

07 12 2025

so awesome

07 12 2025

i <3 the youth rodeo

07 12 2025

zane’s sister participated in three events

1. barrel racing

2. pole bending

3. goat tying

07 12 2025

attended my first rodeo today

07 12 2025

zane’s sisters horse: jelly bean

07 11 2025

i feel lucky everyday

07 11 2025

peace barn in sisters, oregon

07 10 2025

packing for oregon

07 10 2025

tape bag no.4 with masa

07 10 2025

tape bag no. 5 with masa

07 10 2025

without me

07 09 2025

private data transfer

07 08 2025

text lover

07 07 2025

collection grower

07 06 2025

ivy gifted me her ren mei bag

07 05 2025

trying out handwashing my exercise outfit

07 04 2025

discoverrd pur new best bar near the house: vol de nuit

deer garden outdoor area smoke inside euro trash understand understood

after perfect bar we saw The Phoenician Scheme at the angelic theater in soho: very perfect night

07 03 2025

home back with z

the perfect summer summer snack: caprese with heirloom tomatoes

07 02 2025

road trip breakfast with mom

chicago to new york 10 hours 12 hours

we always share 1 pancake when we go to a diner

07 01 2025

chicago -> new york road trip

06 30 2025

this was awesome

06 30 2025

white chess piece

06 30 2025

organization >

06 30 2025

rock bag

06 30 2025

happiness

06 30 2025

moms picks

06 30 2025

rock collecting chess pieces for chess club

06 30 2025

outfit haver

06 30 2025

super dawg with mom before rock collecting

06 29 2025

random health

06 29 2025

objects never end

06 29 2025

chicago athletic association locker

this is the gym i went to when i lived in chicago

06 29 2025

echo

06 28 2025

tape shoe from a second hand store in iowa

06 28 2025

4 four leaf clovers

06 28 2025

my uncles knife throwing set up

06 28 2025

harley

06 28 2026

minxy

06 28 2025

mom in a hippy style hat made by my grandmother

06 28 2025

<3

06 28 2025

my uncle is the new patriarch of our family

06 28 2025

here crochet was passed out for the grandchildren

06 28 2025

the urns for my family: pink for my name sake grandmother (lola mae after mae dement)

06 28 2025

we are in iowa for my grandmothers, grandfathers an great grand mothers memorial

these pastries were about 11” long and together, cost six dollars: my mom was impressed by this

06 27 2025

do white usps stamp exist?

06 27 2025

this was my second time drawing the symbols

06 27 2025

SIDE OF BIRTHDAY CARD

06 27 2025

BIRTHDAY CARD FOR MY SISTER FROM 2021

06 27 2025

BREAFAST WITH CLAIRE MOM AND IVY AT GIRL AND THE GOAT CAFE

CHICAGO’S FOOD BEATS NEW YORK’S FOOD EVERY TIME (WITHOUT FAIL)

06 26 2025

I AM SO BUBBLE GUM ICE CREAM

06 26 2025

THE CHICNESS OF A TSA BIN PHOTO >

06 26 2025

8AM FLIGHT FROM LAGAURDia to OHARE: NYC TO CHICAGO

06 25 2025

good bye dinner at baltazar with sergio AND GENTRY

SEAFOOD TOWER AND EVERY DESSERT WAS AN OBVIOUS CHOICE

06 24 2025

today is my last day of work

i have been with my job for 966 days

i love you job

06 23 2025

me being so summer >

06 22 2025

portable salad

06 22 2025

i will perform the salad for you

06 21 2025

farmers market haul

$5 basil

$4 turnip

$3 radish

$3 carrots

$11 pork rib

$5 watercress

$10 blue eggs

$3 snap peas

$3 butter lettuce

$12 strawberries

$6 romaine lettuce

$6 heirloom tomatos

Total: $68

06 21 2025

caprese with ricotta

05 21 2025

zane enjoying another perfect farmers market sponsored snack

caprese but with whipped ricotta from murray’s cheese shop (only $3.99 for 6oz)

06 21 2025

love and qzar (us)

06 21 2025

audrey show inspired scramble eggs, feta, lime and peas

big day of moving my things from the studio to the storage unit so we had a proper breakfast

06 20 2025

we went to betty after work for lunch

then we went to kings leap to see audrey’s show

so awesome perfect zane and i loved the work in the basement space

06 19 2025

perfect snack: lettuce wrap

pickle

radish

endive

turkey slice

butter lettuce

ricotta cheese

mustard seeds

honey mustard

06 18 2025

☀︎ sunshower

06 17 2025

her name is friendship

06 16 2025

tape bag no.2

hermes birkin bag

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 15 2025

tape bag no.3

balenciaga city bag

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 14 2025

i also made masa and zane lunchbreakfast

masa came over to wrap bags in tape with me

we wrapped 1 balenciaga city bag and hermes 1 birkin bag

justin came over and mounted our new 72” h mirror (awesome day)

06 13 2025

when i visted my printer in long island city

06 12 2025

this is so alice freedom

06 13 2025

annoying

06 13 2025

portable black burry jam

06 13 2025

gum quilt

06 12 2025

9 working days until i end my job (06 24)

i will have been at my company for 966 days when i end

06 12 2025

summer so >

shay and sabrina on the way to winnies

06 12 2025

took this to show zane

anthony edwards = good phone background for men

06 12 2025

thea sabrina and i helped shay come up with her new brands name: alice freedom

06 11 2025

monday = ok work: restart

tuesday = good work: start

wednesday = good work: end

thursday = bad work: friday

friday = no work: friday

06 10 2025




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06 09 2025



06 08 2025

tape bag: balenciaga rodeo small leather tote

masa beep x lola dement myers

06 08 2025

i own 48 pairs of the same underwear

06 08 2025

thank you ml <3 cool & sexy brat star shirt

06 08 2025

grape ikebana

06 08 2025

so summer

06 08 2025

me when i am writing three proposals

06 07 2025

k@tzy ☮︎

06 07 2025

celine planet boots team members

06 07 2025

elliot as “bruh”

06 07 2025

funny bar again tonight?

05 07 2025

akash and helen at funny bar

06 06 2025

mar’s new convertible

06 06 2025

kai show

06 06 2025

hi summer

06 05 2025

:)

06 04 2025

i quit my job

06 03 2025

commerce inn with shay and ramon

06 02 2025

bag tour

06 01 2025

sky ting with anna claire and taylor

06 01 2025

anna claire in her new final home jacket

06 01 2025

sky ting….

06 01 2025

zane moved in and we rearranged the entire house >

06 01 2025

awesome breakfast by me

06 01 2025

rabbits! (first of the month)

05 31 2025

new storage unit (us)

05 30 2025

told the host at minetta tavern my boyfriend was moving in with me

she wrote our 10:45 reservation in as “our lovely new neighbors” and gave us a hug

05 30 2025

long day of packing and moving (happy)

05 29 2025

seen on my way to girls dinner in park slope

05 28 2025

richard turley studio day

05 27 2025

i made a portable version of the buvette salad for the awesome picnic

05 27 2025

awesome picnic in fort greene

05 26 2025

dinner with madison at frenchette

this dinner was a gift inexchange for guidance on her blog

05 27 2025

being this everyday

05 26 2025

understood

05 26 2025

understand

05 25 2025

egg and hummus from buba bureka

05 25 2025

first time trying buba bureka

05 25 2025

odyxxey radio water bottle and keys for exercise

05 25 2025

alternatives to sleep:

pills

time

night

party

sugar

coffee

drinking

adderall

05 24 2025

we had a perfect do-nothing day

i life an entire day before i wake up zane

7:00 wake up

7:01 get dressed for exercise

7:05 drink tea

7:06 put in contacts

7:08 brush teeth

7:10 grab odyxxey radio water bottle and keys

7:11 put on sneakers

7:12 leave house and walk to gym

7:22 arrive at gym

9:24 leave gym

9:34 arrive home

9:35 grab wallet

9:37 leave house

9:42 walk to bodega for advil, david bars (4) and eggs (6)

9:47 pick up laundry

9:51 pick up small ice coffee (1), small hot coffee (1), side of oat milk (1)

9:54 arrive home

9:56 reorganize refrigerator

10:12 drink apple cider vinegar and tea

10:16 put away laundry

10:22 everything shower

10:36 lotion, hair oil, and sunscreen

10:39 blow dry hair

10:53 get dressed in house clothing

10:56 get back in bed with zane and fall asleep

12:23 wake up with zane

12:24 talk with zane

12:50 reheat hot coffee and give zane ice coffee and oat milk

12:55 discuss breakfast options

12:59 decide to go through silk shirt photoshoot selects

1:31 decide to eat homemade buvette salad with new dimes dressing alternative

1:34 prepare salad (cut radish, cucumber, green beans, butter lettuce and blanch green beans and peas)

1:32 go through silk shirt photoshoot selects

2:02: eat buvette salad and watch helvetica documentary

2:36 i fall asleep while watching helvetica documentary

3:20 wake up and discuss the rest of the day

3:46 get dressed to take a walk and purchase snacks

3:51 walk to nice grocery shop in west village to purchase bjorn qorn (nutritional yeast popcorn), ginger konbucha, and additional snack

4:23 leave nice grocery shop with LesserEvil Organic Popcorn Himalayan Gold, nick’s Strawbär Swirl, sport drink, and health aid Cayenne Cleanse kombucha

4:31 continue search for bjorn qorn in west village

4:39 pick up chocolate croissant at Aux Merveilleux de Fred

4:45 look for bjorn qorn at bodega on 8th (no)

4:51 stop into saint george’s coffee (brandy melville cafe) and purchase a white thread on white tote bag

4:58 look for bjorn qorn at bodega on bleeker (no)

5:06 look for bjorn qorn at murry’s on bleeker (no) instead purchase roonybrook chocolate milk

5:10 purchase 5 cds from street vendor (ga ga ga ga by spoon, amorica by the black crowes, see how we are by x, noturama by nick cave, + green mind dinosaur jr.)

5:14 look for bjorn qorn at popup grocer (no)

5:22 go home without bjorn qorn

5:24 prepare snacks (popcorn with lemon and salt to mimic the nitehawk popcorn, trader joes pink coconut water, roonybrook chocolate milk and sports drink)

5:37 watch wall-e in bed with snacks

6:23 heat chocolate croissant from Aux Merveilleux de Fred and share while watching wall-e

8:00 continue to watch wall-e and look over zanes letterbox

8:04 discuss dinner options and decide on hamburger america

8:12 get dressed to walk to hamburger america (decide between wearing uggs or sneakers)

8:26 arrive at hamburger america and order a double smash burger (1), single smash burger (1), and shoe string french fries

8:41 wait for order and discuss nba finals and talk about dizzee rascal

8:44 conversation about dizzee rascal leads us to decide to watch skins uk

8:50 arrive home with dinner

8:56 redress in house clothing

9:02 prepare dinner for bed watching (place burgers and fries on lunch trays, add pickles, lettuce, and ketchup)

9:23 watch episode one of skins uk

9:44 shop on depop for LA apparel bikinis and tank tops

10:14 clean up dinner and turn on the nba game

11:33 finish the nba game and decide to watch another skins uk episode

12:10 decide to share one nick’s Strawbär Swirl bar while watching episode 2 of skins uk

12:53 finished episode 2 of skins uk

12:55 clean up, brush teeth, and wash face

1:04 sleep

05 24 2025

birthday card for shay

05 23 2025

flowers from dimes by taylor Augustine for shay’s birthday

we did karaoke at asia roma and i sang “by you a drank” by t-pain with zane and eddie

05 22 2025

split pea soup from smile-to-go

05 22 2025

wrapped books at a reading in the upper east side

attending the reading with lauren (esoteric girl on twitter)

05 22 2025

me ($ + gin)

05 22 2025

my pocket version of the us constitution and my passport

05 22 2025

masa beep

05 21 2025

lainer

05 20 2025

salade de poulet by buvette
performed by lola dement myers

☮︎

ingredients

salt
pepper
1 cup peas
4 cups butter lettuce
1 - 2 cup microgreens
1 roast chicken: warm
5 radishes, thinly sliced
25 - 35 haricots verts: ends trimmed
1/2 cup vinaigrette: see recipe below

vinaigrette Ingredients

1 tsb water
1/2 tsp salt
1/2 cup olive oil
1 tbs dijon mustard
few grinds of pepper
2 shallot: finely diced
2 tbs champagne vinegar
1 tbs whole grain mustard
1 tsp fresh thyme: chopped
3 garlic clove: finely minced

☮︎

salade instructions

boil haricots verts: 3 minutes.
drain and transfer to a plate to cool.

place the greens on a platter.
sprinkle the greens with salt + pepper.
pour a small amount of the dressing over the greens.

add the radishes, haricots verts, and peas.
pull off the meat from the chicken and place on top.

drizzle the remaining dressing.

☮︎

vinaigrette instructions

whisk all of the ingredients together

☮︎

enjoy

05 19 2025

doing something to these (ebay)

05 18 2025

pink protein

05 18 2025

indoors

05 17 2025

i <3 immediately deleting a zip file and then opening the folder to see all the small files inside

it is like bringing a jacket but not needing it

it is also like holding your items in your hands instead of your bag

05 17 2025

hayden’s birthday paella

05 17 2025

sasha and tulane dinner

05 16 2025

game 7 swag

05 16 2025

understand

05 15 2025

=

05 14 2025

first lobster roll of the season

05 14 2025

chess club at funny bar

05 13 2025

siblings

05 12 2025

my purchase from yours sale

05 11 2025

eating this today

05 11 2025

obsessed with pink plum salt from gem home

05 10 2025

yours: a sale

05 10 2025

symbols for yours: sale

tables designed and fabricated by basil marrow and myself

05 10 2025

yours: a sale

i am proud of bowman, shay and i for this

we will celebrate with a nice dinner on wednesday: maybe baltazar

05 09 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

peace sign pin given to bowman

he wore it to yours: it matched his flannel

05 08 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

peace signs for yours: a sale

05 09 2025

raindrop hoodies for yours: a sale

05 08 2025

pins for yours: a sale

these were designed by zane: inspired by the pin from up (the movie)

i paid $2 per pin to have my jeweler (danny) punch two holes into the bottle caps

the sellers will wear these at the sale to identity them as selling: this will be a keepsake post-sale

05 08 2025

tan lin signing my new first edition of joy of cooking

he signed another first edition with heath legers signature

tan gave me 6 first editions of his books:

he put them in my bag and later in the evening

he remarked that “my bag was incredibly heavy”

i said that was because someone had put 6 first editions of his books into my bag

our energy matched each other equally

speaking to him was like looking into a mirror

have you ever met your twin but he is a 60 year old man?

i want to remember everything from my frist conversation with tan because he is the sole reason i write

he asked me over because he is "including my materials iin a writing course he is teaching at cornell this summer”.

he told me he was just like me at my age because all he liked to do was go out to eat, and blog (haphazardly)

i already knew this because i know most published things about him

we are similar in these ways:

we like tea

we speak fast

we like shopping

we like chocolate

we like aurthur russell

we do not mind spending

we like furniture and design

we like fashion: specifically: prada, marni, miu miu, lulu lemon etc.

05 07 2025

new obsession

05 06 2025

when groceries end

05 05 2025

jesus on the cross type meal

05 05 2025

perfect

05 04 2025

home made (white) shamrock shake

05 04 2025

peace posting

05 03 2025

we are so mgmt performance ‘kids’ to a crowd of 14 people at wesleyan in 2003

05 03 2025

reading in washington square park

05 02 2025

our party at 101 nightclub

05 01 2025

haley and bill shooting me for health gossip

05 01 2025

meat stick on grand

05 01 2025

0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

05 01 2025

ebay >

04 30 2025

being so me

04 20 2025

thank you youth the people

04 29 2025

picnic in washington square park with zane

italian sub from regina’s ( i ran) and 1 ghia each

04 28 2025

incense clip

04 27 2025

so much computer work + lunch

04 26 2025

zane carrying my laundry

04 26 2025

good outfit haver

04 25 2025

chia seed pineapple greek yogurt coconut water: perfect

04 24 2025

lunch at happier with joel and zane

04 24 2025

perfect shared meal at commerce inn

zane and i got called “regulars”

04 23 2025

imaan and tammer at funny bar

04 23 2025

my refrigerator

04 22 2025

graffiti history morning

04 21 2025

happy work

04 20 2025

perfect easter breakfast at commerce inn with claire

we order

1 ginger soda (her)

1 sourdough (both)

2 raw oysters (both)

1 potted shrimp (both)

1 smashed peas (both)

1 hash browns (neither)

1 spiced ice coffee (me)

2 pickled oysters (both)

2 scrambled eggs (both)

2 pork sausage patties (both)

04 19 2025

dia beacon with mom tammer zane and claire

04 19 2025

my both

04 19 2025

my favorite

04 19 2025

more prefecter

04 19 2025

mom matching

04 19 2025

ryman love

04 19 2025

mom for scale with the robert ryman

04 19 2025

everything when the weather is warm >

04 18 2025

dinner with lucas and his mom and claire

04 18 2025

osakana with claire

04 18 2025

tankair with claire

04 18 2025

gift from claire

04 18 2025

bon bon with claire

04 17 2025

recovery from nothing

04 16 2025

me

04 15 2025

pink lunch

04 14 2025

mousse: 19.25 grams of protein

8 rasberries

sprinkle of baking chocolate powder

1/2 serving no sugar chocolate pudding jello mix

1 tbsp no sugar maple syrup (bad / would use honey instead)

1/2 cup good culture low fat cottage cheese = 14 grams of protein

1/2 scoop orgain chocolate protein powder = 5.25 grams of protein

04 14 2025

4 bag laundry day

like an everything shower but for laundry

04 13 2025

yours: nyc closet sale on 05 10

04 13 2025

yours > mine

04 13 2025

doing everything from here >

04 13 2025

10 second sinigang soup: closer to tea

04 12 2025

yours graphic of shay

04 12 2025

resurgence of the normal outfit

04 12 2025

shooting items for tashi / joel / drew

04 12 2025

enjoying nyc with zane despite the rain

04 11 2025

bowman stopping to take photos of bird cement prints after visiting a potential closet sale space

04 10 2025

i <3 doing work

04 09 2025

my first pair of uggs

04 09 2025

every pair of shoes i own

04 09 2025

looking at a photo on my phone >

04 08 2025

walking home on my lunch break to open a package >

04 08 2025

loladementmyers.com/shop

04 07 2025

facetime salad

04 06 2025

thank you adidas

04 06 2025

doing this with you >

04 06 2025

made cardamon black paper apple cider maple syrup marshmallows made with madison

04 05 2025

deranged trip to wholefoods before filming my first self tape

wholefoods haul:

2 lemons

rasberries

blue berries

frozen peas

green grapes

cherry tomatoes

2 satsuma oranges

6 small cucumbers

1 papple (pear apple)

365 brand dill pickles

3 romaine lettuce heads

4 fage total 0% nonfat plain greek yogurt

2 365 brand Salted Skipjack Tuna in Water

2 wildplant organic roasted chicken breast

2 wild plant Albacore Wild Tuna Single-Serve Pouch

04 04 2025

meeting about yours (closet sale) with bowman and shay at dimes

in our meeting we:

visted 1 space

decided a posting style

did outreach to other spaces

discussed a true business model

spoke about merch / yours products

planned a meeting with c***** for wedneday at 7:30

bowman got the breakfast sandwich with bacon and no drink

shay and i both got the pozole: hers with a side of bacon and mine with black cofee

04 03 2025

travel system

04 03 2025

love your account, it looks like my room

04 02 2025

buvette last night

we share one salade de poulet

me: dirty gin martini with an olive

zane: Gin Fizz Grapefruit & Sichuan Pepper with egg whites

04 01 2025

1.

it is buying this because you can

using it because you might as well

then moving on with your life 

2.

it is purchasing i because you can

wearing it because you might as well

then moving in with your life 

3.

sustainability is not real

ethical consumption is an oxymoron

we live conservatively, what do you want us to say?

4.        

waiting 4 years to make this purchase >

what you don't purchase is more important than what you do

i purchase to give general social relevance to private thought and life

5. 

i <3 owning very little 

i <3 being the acceptation my my own rule

i <3 contributing to the production and consumption of leisure 

6. 

i shop so hard 

i love you nothing 

i need to obtain this object for my health

i love everything that makes me feel nothing  

i love you but the way you live your life is concerning 

i need something fake (too much real in my life right now)

i do not own a lot because there is not much worth owning

   

7.

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy

(if you live simply there is nothing to worry about)

8.

it is about loving less than nothing 

9.

it is not only the most beautiful weathered girl, but it is also my boyfriend:

it is about loving less than nothing 

10.

we shop so hard 

11.

choosing to make my life better >

learning how to live my life >

waiting for nothing >

12.

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy

13.

desire = waiting for nothing and

nothing for most people is a lot for me 

14. 

we are shopping so hard 

we are thinking about the eternal for once in our lives

we are living simply so there is nothing to worry about 

15.

we changed our life twice yesterday (shopping)           

16.

what happens in our life is none of our business and we know that 

getting dressed in the morning is about being honest with ourselves

03 31 2025

helvetica

03 30 2025

i <3 faux camping

03 29 2025

purchasing / purchase 

i will purchase it

nightmare purchase 

i will purchase anything 

i love to purchase anything 

waiting 4 years to make this purchase >

at the tiny outfit store making a purchase 

there are so many things i would never purchase 

what you don't purchase is more important than what you do

i purchase to give general social relevance to private thought and life


buying / buy 

new thing i need to buy

i do not buy clothing new 

style = choose not to buy 

i want to teach you how not to buy

buy as little as you can and make it last 

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy


object 

my objects haunt me

you can read any object

free yourself from objects

objects can make my life better

i need to obtain this object for my health

happiness can come from an object check 


owning

i hate owning things 

i enjoy owning very little 

the answer is owning less 

i do not own a lot because there is not much worth owning

as someone who hates things and owning things, this was the perfect opportunity for me 


nothing

you did nothing 

i love you nothing 

nothing never ends 

make everything nothing 

i would like to sell nothing

desire is about waiting for nothing 

it is about loving less than nothing 

nothing for most people os a lot of me 

nothing: the meaningful lack of presence 

when you are giving nothing, you are taking 

i love everything that makes me feel nothing  

if you live simply there is nothing to worry about 


taste 

ridgid taste = sustainable taste

informed taste is not good taste

i would never describe my taste

when you develop discerning taste >

if you don’t have taste you have nothing

your photography doesn't match your music taste

you think ai has developed taste? be so normal right now

i don’t care about ‘good taste’. i care about committed taste.

the principles of ‘good taste’ are inherently anti-consumption

you guys have got to develop discerning taste oh my god just choose what you like

shopping / shop

i shop so hard 

enjoy shopping

i love shopping


boyfriend

it is so boyfriend 

music is my boyfriend outfit

my boyfriend is telling me about the bmp of the first song i sent him

it is not only the most beautiful weathered girl, but also my boyfriend


life / lifestyle

rich indoor life

i love my whole life

life ≠ finding yourself 

life = creating yourself 

shyness steals your life 

you learn how to live your life 

you randomly changed my life 

your life does not concern me 

money is for making life easier 

objects can make my life better

dressing conservatively for life >

choosing to make my life better >

changed my life twice yesterday 

this summer can change my life

everything in my life is so correct 

why am i not allowed to derail my life 

come sit over here with the life enjoyers 

think about the eternal for once in your life

many things in my life are no longer a problem 

what happens in my life is none of my business 

i love you but the way you live your life is concerning 

i need something fake (too much real in my life right now)

i am a compulsive person, when i am not making my work i feel that i am wasting my life away


being

enjoy being

being you >

me being true 

being normal >

the swag of being  

being inefficient >

being unfollowable

secretly being myself 

being annoying with it >

the point of doing in being?

when you are being a little fried >

sometimes i miss being down bad

inspired by the idea of being music

being so me it worked out perfectly 

i <3 being the acceptation my my own rule

getting dressed in the morning is about being honest with yourself 


consumption 

muji makes me so comfortable with unlawful consumption

the principles of ‘good taste’ are inherently anti-consumption

i <3 contributing to the production and consumption of leisure 

your anti-consumption narrative doesn’t match your step count


products 

i hate products

stop using products


03 29 2025

walking sumo

03 29 2025

themes

  1. routine 

  2. boyfriend 

  3. projection

  4. being 20 something

  5. lifestyle maintenance

  6. non disposable single objects 

  7. rugs / home objects / domestic 

  8. female consumption (products)

  9. shopping / consumerism (blasé) 


notes

tethered to desired 

real but just out of reach

not net positive experience

owning digital vs. physically 

sudo reality / parallel universe 

finding sincerity in consumption 

desired for things you can’t afford

matching the aseptic of what you buy

ads in magazine - wanting to be that ad 

always trying for something that is out of reach 

humanizing an object through making an image of it

perfume boxes to draw on because they get thrown away

picking record no one will buy to make them worth something 

fuck you i am buying this because stress about having to keep up 

03 28 2025

love your account, it reminds me of my room

03 28 2025


avon fragrance sticks

03 27 2025

coffee this morning in mcminnville oregon

we are going to breitenbush hot springs today : )

03 26 2025

flying to oregon today >

flight essentials

advil

k pin

personal tea

iphone 13 pro

santal 33 sample

canon power shot elph 135

cinnamon gum in muji case

03 25 2025

meeting with rory for the closet sale’s identity

packing the following for 4 days in oregon (03 26 to 04 01)

money clip

2 tan thongs

4 black socks

1 white socks

burberry jeans

4 black thongs

2 white tank tops

2 black tank tops

black resist band

celine planet boots

zucca bag black leather

brown converse sneakers

lulu lemon black yoga pants

lulu lemon black zip up jacket

brandy mellville grey yoga pants

american apparel black bikini top

undercover music long sleeve shirt

american apparel black bikini bottom

abercrombie & fitch grey zip up hoodie

maybe bringing:

helmut lang leather leggings

uniqlo grey v neck sweater

03 24 2025

☮︎ posting

03 23 2025

i <3 new media

03 22 2025

we designed a posting format

03 21 2025

silk staff lunch

03 20 2025

shyness steals your life

03 19 2025

me when my outfit is confusing

03 18 2025

shamrock shake (health)


1 banana

5 - 7 mint leaves

1/2 pint vanilla halo top

fat free whipped cream

1 cup spinach (for color)

1/4 cup core power (fairlife)

1/2 tsp (or less) peppermint extract

03 17 2025

what is lola

what is new

what is yours

what is smart

what is being

what is health

what is wrong

what is career

what is saving

what is skinny

what is having

what is waiting

what is on time

what is nothing

what is copying

what is stealing

what is wanting

what is working

what is needing

what is knowing

what is 10:37pm

what is becoming

what is obsession

what is formatting

what is abstaining

what is taking space

what is good morning

what is saving daylight

what is the weight of a gun

03 16 2025

shoot for *** *** published by ****** ********

03 15 2025

i <3 music

i love music

music themed outfit

music is my boyfriend

music is my boyfriend outfit

the inability to sing should not

prevent you from making music

i wish we knew how to make music

carrying about music in a stupid way

directing a music video over facetime

subcultures are too much about music

we need alternative financial practices ($5)

why do all boyfriends make beautiful music

and why do all girlfriends make beautiful art

we are from the US and we love your music i

would like u sample my voice in 1 of your songs

your photography doesnt match your music taste

ever since i broke my brain tiktok music hits so hard

music is the only natural way boys can express themselves

pull up to his crib and the music he's making is devastating

03 14 2025

03 13 2025

personal use

03 12 2025

from: 10 04 2024

to: 03 12 2025

159 days

159 days = 5 months, 8 days

159 days = 3,816 hours

159 days = 228,960 minutes

159 days = 13,737,600 seconds

159 days = 22 weeks (plus 5 days)

03 11 2025

hate drugs

hate drinking

hate partying

hate indulging

love LOLA

love the EARTH

03 10 2025

1 egg + 1 orange =

A

D

C

E

K

B1

B2

b3

B4

b5

b6

B7

B9

B12

03 09 2025

post gym lunch

02 08 2025

shays new baby dove with my celine planet boot

03 07 2025

i am able to get to the gym efficiently at 6:00am because:

i wake up at 5:40 and immediately get out of bed

i do not look at or engage with my phone (it stays on the charger until i leave)

I turn on my muji naoto fukasawa cd player or connect to my ue boom white speaker

i set out my contacts, birth control (yaz), hairbrush, bobby pins, and hair ties the night before

i set out my odyXxey radio water bottle, muji electric kettle and my book (how to ruin your murder your life my cat marnell)

i set out apple cider vinegar, gt daves’ kombucha, green tea and a mango green tea fizz free celsius (200 mg of caffeine)

i set out three kinto glasses: one for apple cider vinegar mixed with gt dave’s kombucha, one for celsius, and one for green tea

i set out my exercise outfit:

white socks

leather gloves

winter jacket of choice

black intimissimi thong

brown Converse Mt Star 3 Sneaker

lululemon black exercise jacket size 0

lululemon hemmed black yoga pants size 2

black los angeles apparel apparel sport bra

03 06 2025

kisa with taylor and tulane

$32.00 perfect free latte (red bean coffee or hot chocolate)

03 05 2025

i love you 5:45am

03 05 2025

i send an average of 300 + emails a day.

i have a system that keeps only 'active emails' in my inbox.

my inbox will hold 3 - 45 emails at any given time.

my efficiency is determined by 1 principle:

if it takes 2 minutes or less, do it right away (always)

03 04 2025

hopefully we can get smoothies and sit in the park on my lunch break

03 03 2025

tammer haircut

03 02 2025

my sale haul

3 domus magazines

comme des garcons runway track cd

03 01 2025

rabbits!

(happy first of the month)

closet sale day

this was our presale breakfast

did not get any photos of the day / sale but 500+ people attended!

02 28 2025

work from home + sale prep

02 27 2025

breakfast with z

perfect morning ever morning until its backwards

02 27 2025

closet sale flyer by rory

02 26 2025

girls dinner

first time hosting 5 people

6 total = emily + clare + lizzy + erin + zane + me

provided:

strawberries

one red wine

one white wine

one orange wine

vanilla chia pudding

chocolate chia pudding

topics discussed:

skims

bedstuy

thin walls

closet sale

roommates

getting paid

high school

bored neighbors

saying thank you

water-stained table

“no reason” breakup

choosing to not get paid

good boyfriend behavior

just reasons for breakups

secret reasons for breakups

sashimi regular from tomo 21

how to structure your morning

banging on the ceiling with a broom

leaving a letter on your neighbors door

hearing your neighbors fight through the walls

02 25 2025

dinner with ivy

02 24 2025

doing my taxes…

02 23 2025

awesome tuna salad with feta

02 23 2025

books

02 22 2025

tammer and zane mog off

02 22 2025

tammer and nisreens birthday

02 22 2025

she is in control

she wants it forever

she will never burn out

she knows it makes you mad

she can keep going for many years

she is the exception to her own rule

she is wearing underwear as shorts

she she takes it too far

02 22 2025

new awesome heater

02 21 2025

really horrible

02 21 2025

she looks like an iphone

02 20 2025

dinner + lunch

feta

garlic

spinach

poached egg

har boiled eggs

chicken apple sausage

02 19 2025

product unbranding tutorial below

i use this method when i do not like the branding or color of an object

02 18 2025

26 gram protein drink + eggs

earl grey tea + coffee

notebook + keys

02 17 2025

moma with zane

02 17 2025

two computers

02 16 2025

awesome day of personal admin activity

02 15 2025

z and i took a walk to get breakfast from ursla

02 15 2025

obsessed with the white sky of an overcast day

wish i was not shadowbanned on twitter right now

02 14 (*16) 2025

nightcap with nisreen at the river

*image is out of order because the image colors looked better

02 14 2025

rook and pawn

we played human chess hosted by our friends who run a chess club (alec and corrine)

02 14 2025

from z

02 14 2025

valentines day <3

02 14 2025

valentines day themed plate

02 14 2025

02 14 2025

favorites from love design

02 13 2025

a paper bag held at the top without a handle

02 12 2025

snowday

02 11 2025

perfect morning prescription

02 10 2025

abby brought me cds <3

20 10 2025

perfect right

02 10 2025

being >

02 10 2025

drawing

Helvetica documentary

smoked ahi tuna with seaweed

you want to say something?

say nothing (helvetica).

we always had a tendency to use very few typefaces.

it is not that we don’t believe in type.

we believe that there are not that many good typefaces.

02 09 2025

motion

02 08 2025

got so sick

stayed at zanes for three days

02 07 2025

jane / wade

02 06 2025

nyfw

getting ready for jane / wade and gabe gordon tonight

02 05 2025

new desk for studio

it is too small and upsetting

02 05 2025

i love this aspect of your apartment

02 04 2025

z is sick

i walk to the asian mark to pick up patis (fish sauce)

I am making him arroz caldo to heal his sickness / stomach

02 03 2025

it girl

there is a kind of girl that doesn’t exist, but before you have spent enough time being, you think she does. her bmi is low and her attitude is poor. she believes she can be awful to anyone and and still receive exceptional treatment. she prefers to disrespect herself and other because the emptiness is unnameable. socially nothing matters to her because she does not posses the truth. she is not real. she is a troupe of something sometimes called an It Girl. she exists in coming of age movies and on tumblr. she can not function in the world because her beauty holds no value when paired with indifference. she does not create anything of substance because she doesnt exist yet.

 

02 03 2025

paper bag collection

02 02 2025

studio bathroom + raw milk ice cream with olive

02 02 2025

moving items out of lucky jewel studio in a fur jacket

02 02 2025

z building a third ikea chair to prepare for tammer’s addition to the house

pastries from gem home with abbie: consulting her for music videos (so excited)

02 01 2025

dance

02 01 2025

breakfast with tammer + zane

01 31 2025

waiting for the train to go to funny bar

funny bar is exactly wanted nyc to feel like

01 30 2025

left: me when i finish an apple

right: playlist 1 + playlist 2 by zane made for me to play on my muji cd player (gifted to me by zane)

01 29 2025

as per duh

01 29 2025

it is not even that dark at 6am anymore <3

01 28 2025

tea at laduree with olive after work

dinner with shay and olive at minetta tavern

no reservation so we ate at the bar (45 minute wait)

olive entertained most of the 45 minutes with her dream sequence

at dinner we shared:

apple tart

side salad

french fries

beef tar tar

one scoop of vanilla ice cream

two medium rare minetta burgers (2/3 each)

drink breakdown:

olive

  1. 1 extra dirty gin martini (house gin)

  2. last word with requested cherry

shay

  1. dirty martini with vodka (house vodka)

me

  1. hot toddy (in a wine glasss…)

  2. dirty gin martini (hendricks gin)

01 27 2025

right: us as beer in molo glasses

left: z turning on the muji cd player

01 27 2025

me

01 26 2025

perfect snow

01 25 2025


patrick in the snow

01 25 2025


bye vermont

01 25 2025

weekend in vermont with 17 friends

01 24 2025

ice skating in vermont

01 24 2025

left: pumpernickel bread with butter and jam

right: pumpernickel bread with butter, peanut butter, bananas, Cinnamon and coffee

01 23 2025

pure

01 23 2025

z got me:

mre

liger pin

muji / naoto fukasawa cd player

2 burned cds of the playlists he has made me

i also got z a giami hat and prada sport messenger bag

see zane wearing all gifts below:

01 22 2025

we both got each other napoleon dynamite related gifts

i got him a napoleon dynamite liger t shirt

he got me a napoleon dynamite liger pin

01 21 2025

perfect outfit

01 21 2025

upsetting meal for gut health

01 20 2025

reorganized my junk drawer

01 20 2025

new outfit fixation

01 20 2025

understand

01 20 2025

contacts + paper incense from taylor (gift exchange)

01 19 2025

inspiring text on my sunday walk to the park

01 19 2025

7: wake up

7: make tea

7: get dressed

8: take laundry to laundromat

8: get celsius

8: drink celsius and walk to gym

8: gym

8: read at gym

9: read at park

9: life thyme (groceries)

9: walk home

10: shower

10: put away groceries

10: get dressed

11: hair

12: meet ivy and giane for brunch

12: brunch

1: shopping (beacons closet and brandy meville)

1: find fur coat at beacons (reading cat marnell right now…)

2: read

3: blog

4: clean

5: get laundry

6: get dressed (new fur jacket, diesel jeans, white tank, helmut land sweater, white tabi sneakers, brown soccer ball bag)

7: meet naomie and teegan for a hot toddy

7: considered going to earth for “silence”

8: check livestream of “silence”, decide not to go

9: dinner at forget me not (cesar salad with chicken and no croutons + another hot toddy)

10: f train home

10: get ready to sleep

10: sleep

01 18 2025

gift exchange with taylor, sasha, and tulane

tulane gave us juicy couture underwear and a foot mask

i gave everyone a pair of earrings (mixed and matched styles)

sasha gave me a hair mask, Tulane got a guinness glass, and taylor got leaf incense

i gave sasha rhinestone tights, tulane got a bergamot perfume, and taylor got brown knit mittens

taylor gave me a magnet and paper incense holder, sasha got a cheburashka cancel, and tulane got a bone salt spoon and bone dish

01 18 2025


girls dinner with taylor, sasha and tulane

01 18 2025


Feeling really in defense of the poor image

01 20 2025


contacts and paper incense holder from taylor (gift exchange mentioned below)

01 18 2025

zand + i will meet olive + lucas

at forget me not to watch arsnal/villa

i will order a hot toddy (no sugar) + Cesar salad with no croutons and steak (or chicken)

i assume zane will order a bloody mary and a breakfast burrito maybe a beer maybe a coffee

lucas will order the boston breakfast or other breakfast plate, a coffee and or a beer depending on if he is biking today

olive has already stated she will order a bloody mary and i can see her going for the breakfast burrito as well (she will bring a yerba matte)

01 17 2025

music themed outfit

01 16 2025

studio coming together

built the judd day bed + organized boxes

still need a desk + shelving + lighting + fridge

01 15 2025

noise canceling headphone for privacy

01 15 2025

was invited to a herman miller event

learned i was invited as a designer <3

01 15 2025

denim consideration

01 15 2024

protein

01 14 2025

cabbage + grapes for lunch

will use the cabbage to make tuna wraps

01 13 2025

new kinto cups

took 4 months to decide to buy these

01 12 2025

mom showing off her new boots

she purchased these for her Live action role play d&d game

01 12 2025

mom also showing off her new objects

she says the cement cones are “me (her), stacey, Lola (me), and ivy / our family”

01 11 2025

two best friends purchase a pair of earrings to share

01 11 2025

closet sale

i <3 owning very little

sold more than half of my wardrobe

01 10 2025

made breakfast for z

it was his first time having this

there are so many names for this dish (see below)

popeye

bullseye

one-eyed

hole in one

hobo eggs

pirates eye

egg in a nest

egg in a hole

toad in a hole

one eyed jack

one eyed sam

buckeye toast

one eyed pete

egg in a frame

egg in a basket

gashouse eggs

gashouse special

01 09 2025

perfect

01 08 2025

girls dinner at emily’s

we spoke about:

the fires

boyfriends

bv medication

unemployment

making money

up-side down sweater

60 year old influencers

1 bedroom apartments

drinking on bv medication

2016 vermont house rules

ghia non alcoholic beverage

01 08 2025

today is almost tomorrow

01 08 2025

this is what it feels like this:

i own a black comb + a black mason pearson brush.

all other bathroom appliances + products are white.

my soap is white.

my flat iron is white

my towels are white.

my blow dryer is white.

my laundry bin is white.

my tooth brush is white.

my bath products are white.

my bathroom it’s self is white.

the black brush and comb bother me.

but the mason pearson brush was $150

+ is repeatedly damaged by my hair dryer.

i don’t bother replacing the brush because of that.

the brush and the comb work well together

+ i keep them in a cabinet so they are not

measured against the other white products.

when i visit my family for the holiday,

my sister offers my black comb to my mother.

she does this b/c my mother forgot to bring a comb.

i’m not sure why my sister feels

comfortable offering my objects to my mother.

i assume she does this b/c

i had noticed she had the same comb in white

+ i remarked i wish mine was white as well.

the offering of my comb throws me.

i’m upset because i don’t like when things change.

regardless, i let my mom keep the comb.

she doesn’t understand my fit

+ offers to purchase me a new comb.

Yes: she could buy the comb in white.

no: she can’t buy the comb in white

b/c then it won’t match the brush.

no: i would have to spend another $150

on a new white mason pearson brush.

no: i don’t want to do that.

yes: but… i do want the white brush eventually.

yes: so i should purchase the white comb because eventually i will have the white brush.

no: it will throw me to have the

white comb while i’m waiting for the white brush.

yes: she could get me a black comb…

+ it would match the black brush.

i already have the black brush and black comb,

so i would be reset to what was already there.

no: because i want the white brush eventually.

nothing: there is no soliton.

no: even if i purchase the white brush and the white comb eventually,

i don’t want to damage the new white brush with the hair dryer.

no: damaging the black brush with the hairdryer was unintentional,

+ cannot be repeated with the white brush.

no: even if i get the white comb + the white brush,

i will have to keep the black brush to use while i blow dry my hair.

her final solution is suggesting i purchase a silver metal brush for blow drying my hair.

there is no solution.

nothing is purchased.

an equation without an answer.

(black brush - black comb)

+ white brush + white comb

=

01 07 2025

i’m going to make an outfit so boring

01 07 2025

6am wake up to extended the day by 2 hours

12 06 2024

i can see the end at the beginning

01 05 2024

us

01 05 2025

uhaul for zane’s bed frame + mattress + my colombo trolly + random roller chair from denmark

12 05 2025

us again

12 05 2025

2025 =

purity ring

no makeup

nyt crossword

dirt under nails

iphone 8 button

luka modric headband

ian level of normal style

lush product in metal tin

basketball ball ambient sound

twee adjacent outfit (peacoat + a hoodie)

bringing your boyfriend on the family vacation

12 05 2025

us again and again until its backwards

01 04 2024

IN

blogs

health

shame

posting

humility

honesty

manners

autotune

expired id

monogamy

owning less

snow globes

normal outfit

forgiving him

thin eyebrows

fake piercings

subversive drip

grocery shopping = hanging out

laying out outfit the night before

OUT

shyness

being tired

purchasing

rebranding

opium style

being crass

buying new

dating apps

dishes in sink

remembering

viral products

dressing down

private account

1:1 protein intake

being on your phone

being negative online

being down bad (publicly)

01 03 2025

borscht by grace

01 02 2024

i <3 the delusion of a new year

01 01 2025

zane waiting for me to be ready

new years day: central park + bagels + everything enjoyers

01 01 2025


new year: nothing needs to change

12 31 2024



8: wake up

9: tea + acv

10: post + exercise

11: gym

12: shower + hair + laundry

1: clean house

2: reduce closet

3: errands / shop

4: ^

5: ^

6: get dressed + train

7: dinner

8: ^

9: head to sashas

10: drink

11: ^

12: new year

1: harrison’s

2: office

12 31 2024

karaoke to welcome 2025

12 30 2024

pb2

eggs

kefir

olives

lemon

grapes

papaya

bananas

tomatoes

cucumber

blueberry

bone broth

raspberries

juniper kraut

whtie kimchi

micro greens

protein power

cottage cheese

oil free tuna salad

organic turkish figs

12 29 2024

hanukah at other lolas house

12 29 2024

finally home

12 28 2024

in chicago for a silk meetup at final blow

12 27 2024

i <3 THE AIRPORT

12 27 2024

zane 10 am baileys airport moment

12 27 2024

tiny 6 person plane to get from montserrat to antigua

12 27 2024

i love almost everthing about traveling

12 27 2024

montserrat airport bathroom

12 27 2025

the celery we used for daily the holiday bloody mary

12 26 2024

indoor outdoor house is so perfect

12 25 2024

was moved to draw on my wrapping

12 25 2024

z trying to plank

12 24 2024

a perfect beach day

i found a few A letters this day

12 24 2024

ivy on the black beach

the sand is black because of the volcano

12 24 2025

happy holidays

we <3 new media

12 24 2024

we went on a tour of the “exclusionary zone”
this is the area that the volcano hit badly in 2010

12 23 2024

us >

12 23 2024

z sleep while i do yoga with my mom

12 22 2024

my moms are thinking of purchasing this home on Monserrat

12 22 2024

potential new home features

12 22 2024

yoga with mom

volcano smoke in the background

12 22 2024

the (active) volcano and a 6 inch caterpillar

12 22 2024

walking to the simone’s rock field station

tree with veins + tree with wasp nest i think

12 22 2024

beautiful tiled tub in potential new home

12 22 2024

shavers only plugs

12 22 2024

me as a fan by zane kind

12 22 2024

photo idea by zane:

12 21 2024

travel colors

12 21 2024

arrival in montserrat

gps in japanese that reminds me of the maps in battle royal

12 21 2024

stacey’s crutches in the stand

new symbol necklace on zane

12 20 2024

long day of travel

12 20 2024

8 person plane to the island

12 20 2024

z

12 20 2024

cool growth

12 20 2024

jfk <3

12 20 2024

egg bites from dd

12 19 2024

releasing today at 12:00 <3

12 19 2024

gift wrapping >

12 18 2024

painting the floors white + moving in

12 18 2024

all food feels like poison

trying chicken noodle soup for breakfast

12 17 2024

studio move in day

12 16 2024

hair wash day

12 15 2024

new studio with jonah >

painted with z and jonah

12 15 2024

cookie swap at aimees house

12 16 2024

fridays breakfast posted on sunday

12 16 2024

kolaches before home depop run to purchase paint for the new studio floor

12 14 2024

r = r e s p e c t

other lola’s perfect home

12 14 2024

headshots of other lola for a job application

12 14 2024

soon >

12 14 2024

z sleeping in after randomly live night

12 13 2024

me anyways

12 12 2024

recession diary:

11:35 at for eggs + sausage + green tea at landmark diner

12 11 2024

learning to wake up early so i can live well

12 11 2024

being >

12 11 2024

choosing the comfort of familiarity over the pain of growth <

12 10 2024

orders packaged

12 10 2024

symbol earrings

12 09 2024


lola wish list for bella m lucio 2024


ck one

pet rock

cup speaker

sound paper

white sox hat

head and heart

health by tan lin

supernormal egg

michelle lamy doll

reusable hand warmer

margiela hair necklace

corrugated metal sheet

yaya ho by ingo maurer

random mutagenesis gun

glove chair by joe colombo

dirk bikkemberg football bag

siren alarm kit (3200PSSRN)

haim steinbach wall sculpture

model release by richard kern

Hans Haacke, Grass Grow, 1967

Hair necklace by christoph zellweger

foreign bodies by christoph zellweger

Millipore XX6310000 single chambler field incubator

supernormal by jasper morrison and natao fukasawa

Apple Mac Mini A1347 (Late 2012) Core i5-3210M 2.50GHz 4GB 500GB HDD Mac OS X

12 09 2024

enjoying everything with you even when i don’t understand

12 09 2024

matching

12 08 2024

faux jason isip video coming soon

12 08 2024

baby your drip is so subversive

12 08 2024

infrastructure >

12 08 2024

western MA with z to visit my mom + stacey

12 08 2024

i wish i was snowing

12 07 2024

control yourself, take only what you need from it

12 06 2024

wfh flowers

12 05 2024

personal fog

12 05 2024

i need to go gym about this

12 05 2024

living in the west village makes me feel like the only person

12 04 2024

landlord

12 04 2024

top artists

1 voice actor

2 2hollis

3 esp

4 brat star

5 suzy sheer

top songs

1 you'll come back

2 thinkin of u

3 home

4 sister

5 tewmuch

minutes listened

47,323

12 04 2024

i am in a subway ad for zora (subways below)

broadway lafayette (b,d, f, m) manhattan

canal street (n,q) manhattan

montrose avenue (l) brooklyn

morgan avenue (l) brooklyn

dekalb avenue (l) brooklyn

myrtle-wyckoff avenues (l) brooklyn

halsey street (l) brooklyn

12 03 2024

twee af

12 03 2024

what camera do you use:

12 03 2024

new

12 02 2024

tomorrow

12 02 2024

one full month of blogging everyday

its like breathing air its nothing it means nothing

12 02 2024

lunch at happier with gentry

spicy squash soup (perfect)

lamb meat ball (cold?)

12 02 2024

tomorrow

12 02 2024

6am gym

30 minutes stairmaster

105 flights (level 7 - 15)

12 01 2024

sunday:

wake up (no alarm)

apple cider vinegar

tea

exercise

shower

straighten hair

get dressed (soccer theme: adidas track pants + bomber jacket + loafers)

blog

grocery shop for full english breakfast

coffee

blog on m train (style =)

watch liverpool v man city

cook full english breakfast

send work email

walk to coffee + friend

shop with friend

m train to chinatown optical

tea

buy apple cider vinegar

home

wash hair

lovely day (restaurant)

blog

bed

12 01 2024

style = you

style = saying no

style = consistency

style = having limits

style ≠ new clothing

style ≠ finding yourself

style ≠ over-calculated

style = creating yourself

style = choosing not to buy

style = more than waradrobe

style = manners, habits, cadence

style = how you treat your possessions

style ≠ changing your style every season

style = you don’t have a choice but to live by

style = relearning how to wear what you have

12 01 2024

lucas and olive watching the liverpool v man city game

11 30 2024

watching the thanksgiving day parade in Oregon

11 29 2024

z’s fathers farm

11 29 2024

miguel adrover inspired farm photos

11 29 2024

z’s barn

11 29 2024

z with the families horse

11 29 2024

cute structures

11 29 2024

us

11 28 2024

august’s genius cinnamon rolls

11 27 2024

frontier bathroom infrastructure

11 27 2024

is this anything?

11 27 2024

airport obsessed forever and ever


11 27 2024

i love when you (you) are wearing greasy hair

bomber jacket blue green jeans no id trainers no

bag knit scarf missing tooth dirt under nails 1

silver ring 2 silver rings

11 27 2024

it means nothing it’s like water it’s breathing air

11 27 2024

.. , ; ‘‘ , ,, .. .. .. . .. ‘.. ;; . . . + . . .. . . - -

11 27 2024

finalize packing for portland

11 26 2024

my extra dirty martini with hendricks

vs. shay’s extra dirty spicy martini with titos (“dirty jeans”)

11 26 2024

more packing for portland

chose the helmut lang (left) over the paloma wool

11 26 2024

packing for thanksgiving in portland with z’s family

i need “walking shoes” for a thanksgiving day run we will attend

i am bringing the tabis for waking and my margiela heeled boots for everything else

11 26 2024

favorite window in soho

i think the proenza schouler psi is the next it-bag btw

11 26 2024

every internet addicted girl is my sister

every girl with a vape is my responsibility

11 25 2024

for me, the biggest indie sleaze revival is the uptick of neckface tags in soho

11 24 2024

felix for lunch with ivy

this was my second time eating escargot in two days

we ordered: escargot, peppermint tea, trout, spinach, salmon + green beans

11 24 2024

i am grateful to live alone on sundays

11 24 2024

hair wash day

11 24 2024

my $22.00 straightener from don quijote

rare to find a straightener with a white cord

believe me, i have been looking for a long time

11 24 2024

How can the body be so strong

and so weak at the same time

How can glue curl my eyelashes

how can heat straighten my hair 

How can i make it permanent 

11 24 2024

perfect object on a photo book of naturally growing arugula

11 24 2024

organizing the clothing i would like to give away / sell

i am interested in hosting a clothing swap with winter

11 24 2024

gave ivy new symbol earring for her birthday

11 23 2024

dinner at frenchette with lucas

unbelievable meal

snails in scrambled eggs

and duck and chocolate ice cream

and charred carrots and cruciferous greens

11 23 2024

bathroom in shana cave’s greenpoint studio

11 23 2024

24,745 steps today

11 23 2024

i walked a family from barcalona to the f train today so they could go to Rockefellers center

11 23 2024

drinking recovery:

apple cider vinegar + Japanese turmeric drink

11 22 2024

sake with other lola at dimes

11 22 2024

other lola doing her makeup at dimes before we went to sovereign house

11 22 2024

open bag +

deplorable soup:

tamarind ginger chia seed bone broth sauerkraut


11 22 2024

perfect givenchy silk bomber

i want to sell everything i own again


11 22 2024


zanes keys

my keys

11 22 2024

wfh desk

11 21 2024

needed a midday walk

went to dimes on my lunch break

tried to read the new dean kissik harpers essay

sent it to my mom who sent back screenshots of her favorite parts (see below)

“these concerns raises another question:

When the world's most influential, best-funded exhibitions

are dedicated to amplifying marginalized voices, are those voices still marginalized?”

“Curators keep fighting a culture war that has already ended in the world outside.”

i sent the silk node discord this one.

“If the role of the contemporary artist was to consume the world,

Obrist believed the role of the curator was to connect it, to become

the conduit through which all twenty-first-century creativity and thought might flow.

still need to finish it so i can talk to zane about it.

i also edited an interview i did a few months ago.

i usually forget what i said and in-turn surprise myself with my answers.

i want to share this thought on ai i had from our conversation (see below).

i think a lot about ai because

i think about what we can register as genuine.

we have this innate ability to register genuine behavior.

constantly. whether it's an image, a social interaction, writing, etc.

you can tell when someone is plagiarizing. it doesn't sound natural.

remembering the feeling of creating something genuine and trying to escape that.

just really thinking this output is true to me.

sometimes i get frustrated with what i actually make.

its like, that's it?

that's the product?

that came from here (head) and here (heart)?

that's crazy.

but then again, that is gorgeous because, that's me.

that's really special.

11 20 2024

for @ autostudio.nyc on ig

bags are cars for girls

bag dump no. 008

contents:

advil

nail file

lip balm

mascara

bb crème

canon ixy

tooth paste

fake piercings

muji bag hook

contact lenses

margiela wallet

cold sore cream

lighter with tape

muji makeup case

brown eyeliner pencil

muji portable ash tray

blip nicotine tookpicks

cinnamon gum in case

studded leather gloves

muji portable tooth brush

sd card converter to iphone

are.na catalogue of simple pleasures

11 20 2024

walking home photo

waiting for z outside his founders mixer situation also in soho

11 20 2024

big fire on broadway

11 20 2024

ivy and minxy came to my office for lunch

11 20 2024

new favorite onion soup

with herbs and nuts and

hot sauce from le botaniste

i always though it was so chic

now not so much, but the food is still healthy for an office lunch

my aunt used to take me to le botaniste as a child

we would go after gymnastics or shopping in soho

we do not talk anymore and she has unfollowed me on instagram

11 19 2024

morning prep the night before

preparing tea pot and tea kettle

preparing dilated apple cider vinegar

preparing lunch of almonds and deer jerk

preparing cup for tea by adding cold water

11 19 2024

this is her tooth on top of a ceramic tray i made and printed an image of myself on

the other object is a piece of my unreleased jewelry collection that i gave to zane for his birthday

but he traded out for a different piece after his mother said this one looked like a clit… anyways

i have carried this tooth around for so long

i often loose it but its one of those things that always comes back

i will find it on my floor or in my pocket or in my laundry or in my sock drawer

11 19 2024

i recommend meticulously documenting your life and mythologizing yourself into exceptionalism

11 18 2024

switching my makeup from muji bags to a muji container

11 18 2024

laundry day

11 18 2024

morning tea + apple cider vinegar

bringing lunch to work >

11 18 2024

siwa bag

11 17 2024

tulanes perfect cake

tulane and i took an uber two-stop home from ridgewood to manhattan after dinner around midnight

11 17 2024

tulane and sasha smoking on the fire escape after our dinner

me: kale salad, squash with tahini, purple cabbage, white wine

sasha: pork lion with dates, oilves, cilantro, some perfect sauce, etc.

tulane: spiced chia cake with poppy seed cream cheese buttermilk frosting

11 17 2024

gifting lucas a wooden doll

11 17 2024


apple cider vinegar because health = wealth

kale salad + squash as my contribution to girls dinner tonight (dinner with sasha and tulane)

11 17 2024

i will always love you posh grocery store (happier grocery)

11 17 2024

grocery hall from happier grocer

organic granola

purple cabbage

pickled red onion

epic deer jerky x2

epic bison jerky x2

2 hard boiled eggs

low fat cottage cheese

green buttermilk chive dressing

premade kale salad + premade squad with tahini

about $72.00 total

11 17 2024

sunday

wake up at bfs

go to health food store (bedstuy)

go to health foods grocery (tribeca)

walk home

laundry

blog

exercise

shower '

hair wash day

use new japanese blow dryer

take walk

give a wooden doll as a gift

make dinner with friends

etc.

11 16 2024

studded sticks

+ ig / twitter announcements for our popup

11 16 2024

new york band + toxe djing lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup

11 16 2024

zora x lucky jewel keys

vegan and non vegan available

11 16 2024

lucky x zora key design by mira on shoppers bags

each shoppe was gifted a free key when they downloaded the zora app

all 60 keys were given away <3

11 16 2024

good outfit havers

zane + drew at popup

11 16 2024

proud of today

185 - 250 people turn out

consistent attendance throughout the day

rack at lj x grotesque x zora popup

11 16 2024

lucky jewel studded stick

11 16 2024

lantern wine perfect wine bottle

11 16 2024

lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup sponsored by lantern wines

11 15 2024

lunch snack

11 15 2024

friday wfh tea

given to me by clare for my birthday

she used the tea to make my cake which was a peanut butter and jelly buckwheat roll

she did this because i asked for a low sugar birthday cake this year (it felt more 27 i think + we were in maine so this made sense to me)

11 15 2024

stick with studs as prep for the lucky jewel popup on 11 16 2024

if you are reading this, you should come to my pop up in fidi (139 fulton street suite 319)

i am studding these sticks because bless service (brand) always has a stick in their home installations

i felt jealous of the bless sticks so i had to make my own for lucky jewel (they cost $15.00 each and were sent to me via uber package by my florist friend, taylor)

11 15 2024

zane sleeping with my laptop

new comme des garcon archive poster that is perfect because it is also the Beatles

11 15 2024

z trying the buckwheat tea

i asked him what his thinks of this kind of tea because most people say it tasks like dirt

he said ‘not my favorite but good. i prefer earl grey’

11 14 2023

breakfast because i drank on a school night and now feel a little broken

11 12 2024


wooden dolls + ivory bell from osaka

11 12 2024

prep of the lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup on 11 16 2024

11 12 2024

shopping is a feeling

11 12 2024

i wanted home on my lunch break to eat this

11 11 2024



i am home

so many gifts to give

i will write a list of all items tonight

10 days is the ideal lenghth of a trip when you are alloted 3 - 4 weeks of pto

11 11 2024

i met a lovely person in the narita airport on the way home from japan

she posted this today :,)

“Curating images that piqued my interest in

design, whether it be fashion, furniture, art,

or a particular pattern, was my obsession. As I

learned more, I discovered Braun, Vitsoe and

Dieter Rams the most fascinating German

industrial designer. Rams introduced the idea of

sustainable development and product that are

unattainable by the masses, good design and

functional; ULM STYLE - many moons ago I

discovered a girl named Lola Dement Myers on

Instagram who shares a similar design philosophy

with Braun and Dieter Rams. After seeing her

work, I became a fan and she became someone I

looked up to in terms methodology.

GUESS WHAT

The world decided to make me happy by bringing

us together in the airport on the day we were

departing Japan. Thank you, life”

11 11 2024

japan object gift and clothing haul for zane

zane reviewing a photo book purchased in shinjuku

on the usm:

metal tray

fino hair oil

photo book

metal dishes

muji xacto knife

portable charger

fake eyelashes x2

muji white-out pen

monchichi in yellow

muji portable tooth paste

Kiss Me Heroine Make Long Up Mascara

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11 07 2024


you + me

deer park in nara :)

11 07 2024

deer lineup

everything perfect

11 07 2024

exactly

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it is not an issue

11 07 2024

extremely perfect map on the bus in nara

11 07 2024

purchased list

css cd

siwa bag

muji food

black cigs

yogurt cigs

cough cigs

fav lipgloss

tinned ham

tinned fished

socks fron 711

burberry jeans

muji xacto knife

military can opener

helmut lang sweater

muji mini tooth paste

muji chopstick holder

perfect leather jacket

vintage wooden doors

muji fork + spoon holder

11 06 2024


ate a prawn and a giant crab leg in osaka

pink images over and over in Kuromon Ichiba Market

11 06 2024

pink theme in osaka

11 06 2024

claire eating candied grapes (she didn’t like)

claire eating a square crepe with squid (she loved)

11 06 2024

inspiring storage image

foam boxes at a fish ship

11 06 2024

images mean everything to me

11 05 2024

view from the bullet train

mount fuji being snowless for the first time in 130 years <

11 05 2024

bullet train station photography

11 05 2024

food forms

permanent food

11 05 2024

i am inventing a new kind of girl:

girl Obsessed with wearing fake piercings

11 05 2024

travel closet + bag

when i travel

i always pack lightly

i often want to only own what i have on me

packing list:

diesel jeans

tabi sneakers

3 black socks

3 tan thongs

5 black thongs

black moto boots

3 white tabi sock

grey ripped shirt

2 white tank tops

2 black tank tops

gap leather jacket

waxed canvas bag

paloma wool back pants

paloma wool 89 sweater

grey compression socks

black marc le bihan dress

zucca black lamb skin bag

uniqlo sheer black cardigan

chrome hearts leather pants

brandy melville grey zip hoodie

brandy melville grey yoga pants

chrome hearts leather button down

11 05 2024

snack documentation + wearing the following:

white tank top

siwa paper bag

leather moto boots

paloma wool pants

lariat dice necklace on bag

edition cropped leather jacket

11 05 2024

various walk images

i prefer a pink undertone in my photos like below

11 05 2024

massive clover in koenji

11 04 2024

show me to me

11 04 2024

beautiful claire

11 04 2024

claire cd shopping

about 80 cents each

i was lucky to find a css cd

11 05 2024

perfect pink bathroom


11 04 2024

morning walk to fujiya


this is the biggest camera store in koenji

famous for its customer service and large collection of cameras




claire and i both purchase digital cameras

i brought two cameras on this trip (knowing i would buy more)


claire purchases a canon ixy in blue

similar to my canon poweshot elph 1135

i purchased a canon ixy 3 as well in silver

the edges are sharp + it takes a mirco sd card + good flash

amazing to both have a camera now

it is helping me get over my fear of seeing images of myself

11 04 2024

we wake up at 5am

and do not go back to sleep

our hosts makes us steam egg and seaweed for breakfast

we eat this with tea and speak with tom, the other person staying in our hosts home

see both breakfasts from 11 03 and 11 04 below

11 03 2024

posts outside of a shrine

reminds me of giant studs

11 03 2024

facade obsessed

11 03 2024

blue images

11 03 2024

we go to sleep exhausted at 9pm

we sleep for 10 hours and wake up at 7am

we stay in koenji

the vintage clothing district friends suggested

our hosts makes us steamed tofu and rice

we eat, wash our dishes, drink team, and get dressed in the same outfit

the same outfit is as follows:

blue jeans

leather jacket

white tank top

white sneakers

this is the perfect unisex outfit

i recommend this outfit 2 - 3 times a week at minimum

11 03 2024

claire getting a little bit detained because she said her medicine was narcotics in customs >


11 03 2024


post plane photography

11 02 2024


plane outfit


no makeup

straight hair

us passport

white tank top

uniqlo sports bra

intermissa thong

leather moto boots

waxed canvas bag

grey compression socks

zucca black lamb skin bag

brandy melville grey zip hoodie

brandy melville grey yoga pants

11 02 2024

14 hour flight to tokyo

i use the restroom 5 times

three times to brush my teeth

i once learned airplane food

is extremely carb dense to keep you tired

i do not sleep on the flight

instead i watch the brandy melville documentary

while wearing full brandy melville (grey hoodie + grey yoga pants)

11 02 2024


i have never been punished and

nothing bad has ever happened to me



if something bad happens

it is none of my business



the thing about suffering

is it ends



a 14 hour flight isn't even a memory

it's closer to a the kind physical pain that happens when you

reach too high or too long and your tendon twists in that way

that shocks briefly but can't be replicated even by repeating

the same action

11 01 2024


this is my first blog post

i am in japan from 11/1 to 11/11 enjoying everything