04 01 2025

1.

it is buying this because you can

using it because you might as well

then moving on with your life 

2.

it is purchasing i because you can

wearing it because you might as well

then moving in with your life 

3.

sustainability is not real

ethical consumption is an oxymoron

we live conservatively, what do you want us to say?

4.        

waiting 4 years to make this purchase >

what you don't purchase is more important than what you do

i purchase to give general social relevance to private thought and life

5. 

i <3 owning very little 

i <3 being the acceptation my my own rule

i <3 contributing to the production and consumption of leisure 

6. 

i shop so hard 

i love you nothing 

i need to obtain this object for my health

i love everything that makes me feel nothing  

i love you but the way you live your life is concerning 

i need something fake (too much real in my life right now)

i do not own a lot because there is not much worth owning

7.

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy

(if you live simply there is nothing to worry about)

8.

it is about loving less than nothing 

9.

it is not only the most beautiful weathered girl, but it is also my boyfriend:

it is about loving less than nothing 

10.

we shop so hard 

11.

choosing to make my life better >

learning how to live my life >

waiting for nothing >

12.

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy

13.

desire = waiting for nothing and

nothing for most people is a lot for me 

14. 

we are shopping so hard 

we are thinking about the eternal for once in our lives

we are living simply so there is nothing to worry about 

15.

we changed our life twice yesterday (shopping)           

16.

what happens in our life is none of our business and we know that 

getting dressed in the morning is about being honest with ourselves

03 31 2025

helvetica

03 30 2025

i <3 faux camping

03 29 2025

purchasing / purchase 

i will purchase it

nightmare purchase 

i will purchase anything 

i love to purchase anything 

waiting 4 years to make this purchase >

at the tiny outfit store making a purchase 

there are so many things i would never purchase 

what you don't purchase is more important than what you do

i purchase to give general social relevance to private thought and life

buying / buy 

new thing i need to buy

i do not buy clothing new 

style = choose not to buy 

i want to teach you how not to buy

buy as little as you can and make it last 

you need someone hot to tell you what to buy

object 

my objects haunt me

you can read any object

free yourself from objects

objects can make my life better

i need to obtain this object for my health

happiness can come from an object check 

owning

i hate owning things 

i enjoy owning very little 

the answer is owning less 

i do not own a lot because there is not much worth owning

as someone who hates things and owning things, this was the perfect opportunity for me 

nothing

you did nothing 

i love you nothing 

nothing never ends 

make everything nothing 

i would like to sell nothing

desire is about waiting for nothing 

it is about loving less than nothing 

nothing for most people os a lot of me 

nothing: the meaningful lack of presence 

when you are giving nothing, you are taking 

i love everything that makes me feel nothing  

if you live simply there is nothing to worry about 

taste 

ridgid taste = sustainable taste

informed taste is not good taste

i would never describe my taste

when you develop discerning taste >

if you don’t have taste you have nothing

your photography doesn't match your music taste

you think ai has developed taste? be so normal right now

i don’t care about ‘good taste’. i care about committed taste.

the principles of ‘good taste’ are inherently anti-consumption

you guys have got to develop discerning taste oh my god just choose what you like

shopping / shop

i shop so hard 

enjoy shopping

i love shopping

boyfriend

it is so boyfriend 

music is my boyfriend outfit

my boyfriend is telling me about the bmp of the first song i sent him

it is not only the most beautiful weathered girl, but also my boyfriend

life / lifestyle

rich indoor life

i love my whole life

life ≠ finding yourself 

life = creating yourself 

shyness steals your life 

you learn how to live your life 

you randomly changed my life 

your life does not concern me 

money is for making life easier 

objects can make my life better

dressing conservatively for life >

choosing to make my life better >

changed my life twice yesterday 

this summer can change my life

everything in my life is so correct 

why am i not allowed to derail my life 

come sit over here with the life enjoyers 

think about the eternal for once in your life

many things in my life are no longer a problem 

what happens in my life is none of my business 

i love you but the way you live your life is concerning 

i need something fake (too much real in my life right now)

i am a compulsive person, when i am not making my work i feel that i am wasting my life away

being

enjoy being

being you >

me being true 

being normal >

the swag of being  

being inefficient >

being unfollowable

secretly being myself 

being annoying with it >

the point of doing in being?

when you are being a little fried >

sometimes i miss being down bad

inspired by the idea of being music

being so me it worked out perfectly 

i <3 being the acceptation my my own rule

getting dressed in the morning is about being honest with yourself 

consumption 

muji makes me so comfortable with unlawful consumption

the principles of ‘good taste’ are inherently anti-consumption

i <3 contributing to the production and consumption of leisure 

your anti-consumption narrative doesn’t match your step count

products 

i hate products

stop using products

03 29 2025

walking sumo

03 29 2025

themes

1. routine 

2. boyfriend 

3. projection

4. being 20 something

5. lifestyle maintenance

6. non disposable single objects 

7. rugs / home objects / domestic 

8. female consumption (products)

9. shopping / consumerism (blasé) 

notes

tethered to desired 

real but just out of reach

not net positive experience

owning digital vs. physically 

sudo reality / parallel universe 

finding sincerity in consumption 

desired for things you can’t afford

matching the aseptic of what you buy

ads in magazine - wanting to be that ad 

always trying for something that is out of reach 

humanizing an object through making an image of it

perfume boxes to draw on because they get thrown away

picking record no one will buy to make them worth something 

fuck you i am buying this because stress about having to keep up 

03 28 2025

travel items

03 28 2025

avon fragrance sticks

03 27 2025

coffee this morning in mcminnville oregon

we are going to breitenbush hot springs today : )

03 26 2025

flying to oregon today >

flight essentials

advil

k pin

personal tea

iphone 13 pro

santal 33 sample

canon power shot elph 135

cinnamon gum in muji case

03 25 2025

meeting with rory for the closet sale’s identity

packing the following for 4 days in oregon (03 26 to 04 01)

money clip

2 tan thongs

4 black socks

1 white socks

burberry jeans

4 black thongs

2 white tank tops

2 black tank tops

black resist band

celine planet boots

zucca bag black leather

brown converse sneakers

lulu lemon black yoga pants

lulu lemon black zip up jacket

brandy mellville grey yoga pants

american apparel black bikini top

undercover music long sleeve shirt

american apparel black bikini bottom

abercrombie & fitch grey zip up hoodie

maybe bringing:

helmut lang leather leggings

uniqlo grey v neck sweater

03 24 2025

☮︎ posting

03 23 2025

i <3 new media

03 22 2025

we designed a posting format

03 21 2025

silk staff lunch

03 20 2025

shyness steals your life

03 19 2025

me when my outfit is confusing

03 18 2025

shamrock shake (health)

1 banana

5 - 7 mint leaves

1/2 pint vanilla halo top

fat free whipped cream

1 cup spinach (for color)

1/4 cup core power (fairlife)

1/2 tsp (or less) peppermint extract

03 17 2025

what is lola

what is new

what is yours

what is smart

what is being

what is health

what is wrong

what is career

what is saving

what is skinny

what is having

what is waiting

what is on time

what is nothing

what is copying

what is stealing

what is wanting

what is working

what is needing

what is knowing

what is 10:37pm

what is becoming

what is obsession

what is formatting

what is abstaining

what is taking space

what is good morning

what is saving daylight

what is the weight of a gun

03 16 2025

shoot for *** *** published by ****** ********

03 15 2025

i <3 music

i love music

music themed outfit

music is my boyfriend

music is my boyfriend outfit

the inability to sing should not

prevent you from making music

i wish we knew how to make music

carrying about music in a stupid way

directing a music video over facetime

subcultures are too much about music

we need alternative financial practices ($5)

why do all boyfriends make beautiful music

and why do all girlfriends make beautiful art

we are from the US and we love your music i

would like u sample my voice in 1 of your songs

your photography doesnt match your music taste

ever since i broke my brain tiktok music hits so hard

music is the only natural way boys can express themselves

pull up to his crib and the music he's making is devastating

03 14 2025

03 13 2025

personal use

03 12 2025

from: 10 04 2024

to: 03 12 2025

159 days

159 days = 5 months, 8 days

159 days = 3,816 hours

159 days = 228,960 minutes

159 days = 13,737,600 seconds

159 days = 22 weeks (plus 5 days)

03 11 2025

hate drugs

hate drinking

hate partying

hate indulging

love LOLA

love the EARTH

03 10 2025

1 egg + 1 orange =

A

D

C

E

K

B1

B2

b3

B4

b5

b6

B7

B9

B12

03 09 2025

post gym lunch

02 08 2025

shays new baby dove with my celine planet boot

03 07 2025

i am able to get to the gym efficiently at 6:00am because:

i wake up at 5:40 and immediately get out of bed

i do not look at or engage with my phone (it stays on the charger until i leave)

I turn on my muji naoto fukasawa cd player or connect to my ue boom white speaker

i set out my contacts, birth control (yaz), hairbrush, bobby pins, and hair ties the night before

i set out my odyXxey radio water bottle, muji electric kettle and my book (how to ruin your murder your life my cat marnell)

i set out apple cider vinegar, gt daves’ kombucha, green tea and a mango green tea fizz free celsius (200 mg of caffeine)

i set out three kinto glasses: one for apple cider vinegar mixed with gt dave’s kombucha, one for celsius, and one for green tea

i set out my exercise outfit:

white socks

leather gloves

winter jacket of choice

black intimissimi thong

brown Converse Mt Star 3 Sneaker

lululemon black exercise jacket size 0

lululemon hemmed black yoga pants size 2

black los angeles apparel apparel sport bra

03 06 2025

kisa with taylor and tulane

$32.00 perfect free latte (red bean coffee or hot chocolate)

03 05 2025

i love you 5:45am

03 05 2025

i send an average of 300 + emails a day.

i have a system that keeps only 'active emails' in my inbox.

my inbox will hold 3 - 45 emails at any given time.

my efficiency is determined by 1 principle:

if it takes 2 minutes or less, do it right away (always)

03 04 2025

hopefully we can get smoothies and sit in the park on my lunch break

03 03 2025

tammer haircut

03 02 2025

my sale haul

3 domus magazines

comme des garcons runway track cd

03 01 2025

rabbits!

(happy first of the month)

closet sale day

this was our presale breakfast

did not get any photos of the day / sale but 500+ people attended!

02 28 2025

work from home + sale prep

02 27 2025

breakfast with z

perfect morning ever morning until its backwards

02 27 2025

closet sale flyer by rory

02 26 2025

girls dinner

first time hosting 5 people

6 total = emily + clare + lizzy + erin + zane + me

provided:

strawberries

one red wine

one white wine

one orange wine

vanilla chia pudding

chocolate chia pudding

topics discussed:

skims

bedstuy

thin walls

closet sale

roommates

getting paid

high school

bored neighbors

saying thank you

water-stained table

“no reason” breakup

choosing to not get paid

good boyfriend behavior

just reasons for breakups

secret reasons for breakups

sashimi regular from tomo 21

how to structure your morning

banging on the ceiling with a broom

leaving a letter on your neighbors door

hearing your neighbors fight through the walls

02 25 2025

dinner with ivy

02 24 2025

doing my taxes…

02 23 2025

awesome tuna salad with feta

02 23 2025

books

02 22 2025

tammer and zane mog off

02 22 2025

tammer and nisreens birthday

02 22 2025

she is in control

she wants it forever

she will never burn out

she knows it makes you mad

she can keep going for many years

she is the exception to her own rule

she is wearing underwear as shorts

she she takes it too far

02 22 2025

new awesome heater

02 21 2025

really horrible

02 21 2025

she looks like an iphone

02 20 2025

dinner + lunch

feta

garlic

spinach

poached egg

har boiled eggs

chicken apple sausage

02 19 2025

product unbranding tutorial below

i use this method when i do not like the branding or color of an object

02 18 2025

26 gram protein drink + eggs

earl grey tea + coffee

notebook + keys

02 17 2025

moma with zane

02 17 2025

two computers

02 16 2025

awesome day of personal admin activity

02 15 2025

z and i took a walk to get breakfast from ursla

02 15 2025

obsessed with the white sky of an overcast day

wish i was not shadowbanned on twitter right now

02 14 (*16) 2025

nightcap with nisreen at the river

*image is out of order because the image colors looked better

02 14 2025

rook and pawn

we played human chess hosted by our friends who run a chess club (alec and corrine)

02 14 2025

from z

02 14 2025

valentines day <3

02 14 2025

valentines day themed plate

02 14 2025

02 14 2025

favorites from love design

02 13 2025

a paper bag held at the top without a handle

02 12 2025

snowday

02 11 2025

perfect morning prescription

02 10 2025

abby brought me cds <3

20 10 2025

perfect right

02 10 2025

being >

02 10 2025

drawing

Helvetica documentary

smoked ahi tuna with seaweed

you want to say something?

say nothing (helvetica).

we always had a tendency to use very few typefaces.

it is not that we don’t believe in type.

we believe that there are not that many good typefaces.

02 09 2025

motion

02 08 2025

got so sick

stayed at zanes for three days

02 07 2025

jane / wade

02 06 2025

nyfw

getting ready for jane / wade and gabe gordon tonight

02 05 2025

new desk for studio

it is too small and upsetting

02 05 2025

i love this aspect of your apartment

02 04 2025

z is sick

i walk to the asian mark to pick up patis (fish sauce)

I am making him arroz caldo to heal his sickness / stomach

02 03 2025

paper bag collection

02 02 2025

studio bathroom + raw milk ice cream with olive

02 02 2025

moving items out of lucky jewel studio in a fur jacket

02 02 2025

z building a third ikea chair to prepare for tammer’s addition to the house

pastries from gem home with abbie: consulting her for music videos (so excited)

02 01 2025

dance

02 01 2025

breakfast with tammer + zane

01 31 2025

waiting for the train to go to funny bar

funny bar is exactly wanted nyc to feel like

01 30 2025

left: me when i finish an apple

right: playlist 1 + playlist 2 by zane made for me to play on my muji cd player (gifted to me by zane)

01 29 2025

as per duh

01 29 2025

it is not even that dark at 6am anymore <3

01 28 2025

tea at laduree with olive after work

dinner with shay and olive at minetta tavern

no reservation so we ate at the bar (45 minute wait)

olive entertained most of the 45 minutes with her dream sequence

at dinner we shared:

apple tart

side salad

french fries

beef tar tar

one scoop of vanilla ice cream

two medium rare minetta burgers (2/3 each)

drink breakdown:

olive

1. 1 extra dirty gin martini (house gin)

2. last word with requested cherry

shay

1. dirty martini with vodka (house vodka)

me

1. hot toddy (in a wine glasss…)

2. dirty gin martini (hendricks gin)

01 27 2025

right: us as beer in molo glasses

left: z turning on the muji cd player

01 27 2025

me

01 26 2025

perfect snow

01 25 2025

patrick in the snow

01 25 2025

bye vermont

01 25 2025

weekend in vermont with 17 friends

01 24 2025

ice skating in vermont

01 24 2025

left: pumpernickel bread with butter and jam

right: pumpernickel bread with butter, peanut butter, bananas, Cinnamon and coffee

01 23 2025

pure

01 23 2025

z got me:

mre

liger pin

muji / naoto fukasawa cd player

2 burned cds of the playlists he has made me

i also got z a giami hat and prada sport messenger bag

see zane wearing all gifts below:

01 22 2025

we both got each other napoleon dynamite related gifts

i got him a napoleon dynamite liger t shirt

he got me a napoleon dynamite liger pin

01 21 2025

perfect outfit

01 21 2025

upsetting meal for gut health

01 20 2025

reorganized my junk drawer

01 20 2025

new outfit fixation

01 20 2025

understand

01 20 2025

contacts + paper incense from taylor (gift exchange)

01 19 2025

inspiring text on my sunday walk to the park

01 19 2025

7: wake up

7: make tea

7: get dressed

8: take laundry to laundromat

8: get celsius

8: drink celsius and walk to gym

8: gym

8: read at gym

9: read at park

9: life thyme (groceries)

9: walk home

10: shower

10: put away groceries

10: get dressed

11: hair

12: meet ivy and giane for brunch

12: brunch

1: shopping (beacons closet and brandy meville)

1: find fur coat at beacons (reading cat marnell right now…)

2: read

3: blog

4: clean

5: get laundry

6: get dressed (new fur jacket, diesel jeans, white tank, helmut land sweater, white tabi sneakers, brown soccer ball bag)

7: meet naomie and teegan for a hot toddy

7: considered going to earth for “silence”

8: check livestream of “silence”, decide not to go

9: dinner at forget me not (cesar salad with chicken and no croutons + another hot toddy)

10: f train home

10: get ready to sleep

10: sleep

01 18 2025

gift exchange with taylor, sasha, and tulane

tulane gave us juicy couture underwear and a foot mask

i gave everyone a pair of earrings (mixed and matched styles)

sasha gave me a hair mask, Tulane got a guinness glass, and taylor got leaf incense

i gave sasha rhinestone tights, tulane got a bergamot perfume, and taylor got brown knit mittens

taylor gave me a magnet and paper incense holder, sasha got a cheburashka cancel, and tulane got a bone salt spoon and bone dish

01 18 2025

girls dinner with taylor, sasha and tulane

01 18 2025

Feeling really in defense of the poor image

01 20 2025

contacts and paper incense holder from taylor (gift exchange mentioned below)

01 18 2025

zand + i will meet olive + lucas

at forget me not to watch arsnal/villa

i will order a hot toddy (no sugar) + Cesar salad with no croutons and steak (or chicken)

i assume zane will order a bloody mary and a breakfast burrito maybe a beer maybe a coffee

lucas will order the boston breakfast or other breakfast plate, a coffee and or a beer depending on if he is biking today

olive has already stated she will order a bloody mary and i can see her going for the breakfast burrito as well (she will bring a yerba matte)

01 17 2025

music themed outfit

01 16 2025

studio coming together

built the judd day bed + organized boxes

still need a desk + shelving + lighting + fridge

01 15 2025

noise canceling headphone for privacy

01 15 2025

was invited to a herman miller event

learned i was invited as a designer <3

01 15 2025

denim consideration

01 15 2024

protein

01 14 2025

cabbage + grapes for lunch

will use the cabbage to make tuna wraps

01 13 2025

new kinto cups

took 4 months to decide to buy these

01 12 2025

mom showing off her new boots

she purchased these for her Live action role play d&d game

01 12 2025

mom also showing off her new objects

she says the cement cones are “me (her), stacey, Lola (me), and ivy / our family”

01 11 2025

two best friends purchase a pair of earrings to share

01 11 2025

closet sale

i <3 owning very little

sold more than half of my wardrobe

01 10 2025

made breakfast for z

it was his first time having this

there are so many names for this dish (see below)

popeye

bullseye

one-eyed

hole in one

hobo eggs

pirates eye

egg in a nest

egg in a hole

toad in a hole

one eyed jack

one eyed sam

buckeye toast

one eyed pete

egg in a frame

egg in a basket

gashouse eggs

gashouse special

01 09 2025

perfect

01 08 2025

girls dinner at emily’s

we spoke about:

the fires

boyfriends

bv medication

unemployment

making money

up-side down sweater

60 year old influencers

1 bedroom apartments

drinking on bv medication

2016 vermont house rules

ghia non alcoholic beverage

01 08 2025

today is almost tomorrow

01 08 2025

this is what it feels like this:

i own a black comb + a black mason pearson brush.

all other bathroom appliances + products are white.

my soap is white.

my flat iron is white

my towels are white.

my blow dryer is white.

my laundry bin is white.

my tooth brush is white.

my bath products are white.

my bathroom it’s self is white.

the black brush and comb bother me.

but the mason pearson brush was $150

+ is repeatedly damaged by my hair dryer.

i don’t bother replacing the brush because of that.

the brush and the comb work well together

+ i keep them in a cabinet so they are not

measured against the other white products.

when i visit my family for the holiday,

my sister offers my black comb to my mother.

she does this b/c my mother forgot to bring a comb.

i’m not sure why my sister feels

comfortable offering my objects to my mother.

i assume she does this b/c

i had noticed she had the same comb in white

+ i remarked i wish mine was white as well.

the offering of my comb throws me.

i’m upset because i don’t like when things change.

regardless, i let my mom keep the comb.

she doesn’t understand my fit

+ offers to purchase me a new comb.

Yes: she could buy the comb in white.

no: she can’t buy the comb in white

b/c then it won’t match the brush.

no: i would have to spend another $150

on a new white mason pearson brush.

no: i don’t want to do that.

yes: but… i do want the white brush eventually.

yes: so i should purchase the white comb because eventually i will have the white brush.

no: it will throw me to have the

white comb while i’m waiting for the white brush.

yes: she could get me a black comb…

+ it would match the black brush.

i already have the black brush and black comb,

so i would be reset to what was already there.

no: because i want the white brush eventually.

nothing: there is no soliton.

no: even if i purchase the white brush and the white comb eventually,

i don’t want to damage the new white brush with the hair dryer.

no: damaging the black brush with the hairdryer was unintentional,

+ cannot be repeated with the white brush.

no: even if i get the white comb + the white brush,

i will have to keep the black brush to use while i blow dry my hair.

her final solution is suggesting i purchase a silver metal brush for blow drying my hair.

there is no solution.

nothing is purchased.

an equation without an answer.

(black brush - black comb)

+ white brush + white comb

=

01 07 2025

i’m going to make an outfit so boring

01 07 2025

6am wake up to extended the day by 2 hours

12 06 2024

i can see the end at the beginning

01 05 2024

us

01 05 2025

uhaul for zane’s bed frame + mattress + my colombo trolly + random roller chair from denmark

12 05 2025

us again

12 05 2025

2025 =

purity ring

no makeup

nyt crossword

dirt under nails

iphone 8 button

luka modric headband

ian level of normal style

lush product in metal tin

basketball ball ambient sound

twee adjacent outfit (peacoat + a hoodie)

bringing your boyfriend on the family vacation

12 05 2025

us again and again until its backwards

01 04 2024

IN

blogs

health

shame

posting

humility

honesty

manners

autotune

expired id

monogamy

owning less

snow globes

normal outfit

forgiving him

thin eyebrows

fake piercings

subversive drip

grocery shopping = hanging out

laying out outfit the night before

OUT

shyness

being tired

purchasing

rebranding

opium style

being crass

buying new

dating apps

dishes in sink

remembering

viral products

dressing down

private account

1:1 protein intake

being on your phone

being negative online

being down bad (publicly)

01 03 2025

borscht by grace

01 02 2024

i <3 the delusion of a new year

01 01 2025

zane waiting for me to be ready

new years day: central park + bagels + everything enjoyers

01 01 2025

new year: nothing needs to change

12 31 2024

8: wake up

9: tea + acv

10: post + exercise

11: gym

12: shower + hair + laundry

1: clean house

2: reduce closet

3: errands / shop

4: ^

5: ^

6: get dressed + train

7: dinner

8: ^

9: head to sashas

10: drink

11: ^

12: new year

1: harrison’s

2: office

12 31 2024

karaoke to welcome 2025

12 30 2024

pb2

eggs

kefir

olives

lemon

grapes

papaya

bananas

tomatoes

cucumber

blueberry

bone broth

raspberries

juniper kraut

whtie kimchi

micro greens

protein power

cottage cheese

oil free tuna salad

organic turkish figs

12 29 2024

hanukah at other lolas house

12 29 2024

finally home

12 28 2024

in chicago for a silk meetup at final blow

12 27 2024

i <3 THE AIRPORT

12 27 2024

zane 10 am baileys airport moment

12 27 2024

tiny 6 person plane to get from montserrat to antigua

12 27 2024

i love almost everthing about traveling

12 27 2024

montserrat airport bathroom

12 27 2025

the celery we used for daily the holiday bloody mary

12 26 2024

indoor outdoor house is so perfect

12 25 2024

was moved to draw on my wrapping

12 25 2024

z trying to plank

12 24 2024

a perfect beach day

i found a few A letters this day

12 24 2024

ivy on the black beach

the sand is black because of the volcano

12 24 2025

happy holidays

we <3 new media

12 24 2024

we went on a tour of the “exclusionary zone”
this is the area that the volcano hit badly in 2010

12 23 2024

us >

12 23 2024

z sleep while i do yoga with my mom

12 22 2024

my moms are thinking of purchasing this home on Monserrat

12 22 2024

potential new home features

12 22 2024

yoga with mom

volcano smoke in the background

12 22 2024

the (active) volcano and a 6 inch caterpillar

12 22 2024

walking to the simone’s rock field station

tree with veins + tree with wasp nest i think

12 22 2024

beautiful tiled tub in potential new home

12 22 2024

shavers only plugs

12 22 2024

me as a fan by zane kind

12 22 2024

photo idea by zane:

12 21 2024

travel colors

12 21 2024

arrival in montserrat

gps in japanese that reminds me of the maps in battle royal

12 21 2024

stacey’s crutches in the stand

new symbol necklace on zane

12 20 2024

long day of travel

12 20 2024

8 person plane to the island

12 20 2024

z

12 20 2024

cool growth

12 20 2024

jfk <3

12 20 2024

egg bites from dd

12 19 2024

releasing today at 12:00 <3

12 19 2024

gift wrapping >

12 18 2024

painting the floors white + moving in

12 18 2024

all food feels like poison

trying chicken noodle soup for breakfast

12 17 2024

studio move in day

12 16 2024

hair wash day

12 15 2024

new studio with jonah >

painted with z and jonah

12 15 2024

cookie swap at aimees house

12 16 2024

fridays breakfast posted on sunday

12 16 2024

kolaches before home depop run to purchase paint for the new studio floor

12 14 2024

r = r e s p e c t

other lola’s perfect home

12 14 2024

headshots of other lola for a job application

12 14 2024

soon >

12 14 2024

z sleeping in after randomly live night

12 13 2024

me anyways

12 12 2024

recession diary:

11:35 at for eggs + sausage + green tea at landmark diner

12 11 2024

learning to wake up early so i can live well

12 11 2024

being >

12 11 2024

choosing the comfort of familiarity over the pain of growth <

12 10 2024

orders packaged

12 10 2024

symbol earrings

12 09 2024

lola wish list for bella m lucio 2024

ck one

pet rock

cup speaker

sound paper

white sox hat

head and heart

health by tan lin

supernormal egg

michelle lamy doll

reusable hand warmer

margiela hair necklace

corrugated metal sheet

yaya ho by ingo maurer

random mutagenesis gun

glove chair by joe colombo

dirk bikkemberg football bag

siren alarm kit (3200PSSRN)

haim steinbach wall sculpture

model release by richard kern

Hans Haacke, Grass Grow, 1967

Hair necklace by christoph zellweger

foreign bodies by christoph zellweger

Millipore XX6310000 single chambler field incubator

supernormal by jasper morrison and natao fukasawa

Apple Mac Mini A1347 (Late 2012) Core i5-3210M 2.50GHz 4GB 500GB HDD Mac OS X

12 09 2024

enjoying everything with you even when i don’t understand

12 09 2024

matching

12 08 2024

faux jason isip video coming soon

12 08 2024

baby your drip is so subversive

12 08 2024

infrastructure >

12 08 2024

western MA with z to visit my mom + stacey

12 08 2024

i wish i was snowing

12 07 2024

control yourself, take only what you need from it

12 06 2024

wfh flowers

12 05 2024

personal fog

12 05 2024

i need to go gym about this

12 05 2024

living in the west village makes me feel like the only person

12 04 2024

landlord

12 04 2024

top artists

1 voice actor

2 2hollis

3 esp

4 brat star

5 suzy sheer

top songs

1 you'll come back

2 thinkin of u

3 home

4 sister

5 tewmuch

minutes listened

47,323

12 04 2024

i am in a subway ad for zora (subways below)

broadway lafayette (b,d, f, m) manhattan

canal street (n,q) manhattan

montrose avenue (l) brooklyn

morgan avenue (l) brooklyn

dekalb avenue (l) brooklyn

myrtle-wyckoff avenues (l) brooklyn

halsey street (l) brooklyn

12 03 2024

twee af

12 03 2024

what camera do you use:

12 03 2024

new

12 02 2024

tomorrow

12 02 2024

one full month of blogging everyday

its like breathing air its nothing it means nothing

12 02 2024

lunch at happier with gentry

spicy squash soup (perfect)

lamb meat ball (cold?)

12 02 2024

tomorrow

12 02 2024

6am gym

30 minutes stairmaster

105 flights (level 7 - 15)

12 01 2024

sunday:

wake up (no alarm)

apple cider vinegar

tea

exercise

shower

straighten hair

get dressed (soccer theme: adidas track pants + bomber jacket + loafers)

blog

grocery shop for full english breakfast

coffee

blog on m train (style =)

watch liverpool v man city

cook full english breakfast

send work email

walk to coffee + friend

shop with friend

m train to chinatown optical

tea

buy apple cider vinegar

home

wash hair

lovely day (restaurant)

blog

bed

12 01 2024

style = you

style = saying no

style = consistency

style = having limits

style ≠ new clothing

style ≠ finding yourself

style ≠ over-calculated

style = creating yourself

style = choosing not to buy

style = more than waradrobe

style = manners, habits, cadence

style = how you treat your possessions

style ≠ changing your style every season

style = you don’t have a choice but to live by

style = relearning how to wear what you have

12 01 2024

lucas and olive watching the liverpool v man city game

11 30 2024

watching the thanksgiving day parade in Oregon

11 29 2024

z’s fathers farm

11 29 2024

miguel adrover inspired farm photos

11 29 2024

z’s barn

11 29 2024

z with the families horse

11 29 2024

cute structures

11 29 2024

us

11 28 2024

august’s genius cinnamon rolls

11 27 2024

frontier bathroom infrastructure

11 27 2024

is this anything?

11 27 2024

airport obsessed forever and ever

11 27 2024

i love when you (you) are wearing greasy hair

bomber jacket blue green jeans no id trainers no

bag knit scarf missing tooth dirt under nails 1

silver ring 2 silver rings

11 27 2024

it means nothing it’s like water it’s breathing air

11 27 2024

.. , ; ‘‘ , ,, .. .. .. . .. ‘.. ;; . . . + . . .. . . - -

11 27 2024

finalize packing for portland

11 26 2024

my extra dirty martini with hendricks

vs. shay’s extra dirty spicy martini with titos (“dirty jeans”)

11 26 2024

more packing for portland

chose the helmut lang (left) over the paloma wool

11 26 2024

packing for thanksgiving in portland with z’s family

i need “walking shoes” for a thanksgiving day run we will attend

i am bringing the tabis for waking and my margiela heeled boots for everything else

11 26 2024

favorite window in soho

i think the proenza schouler psi is the next it-bag btw

11 26 2024

every internet addicted girl is my sister

every girl with a vape is my responsibility

11 25 2024

for me, the biggest indie sleaze revival is the uptick of neckface tags in soho

11 24 2024

felix for lunch with ivy

this was my second time eating escargot in two days

we ordered: escargot, peppermint tea, trout, spinach, salmon + green beans

11 24 2024

i am grateful to live alone on sundays

11 24 2024

hair wash day

11 24 2024

my $22.00 straightener from don quijote

rare to find a straightener with a white cord

believe me, i have been looking for a long time

11 24 2024

How can the body be so strong

and so weak at the same time

How can glue curl my eyelashes

how can heat straighten my hair 

How can i make it permanent 

11 24 2024

perfect object on a photo book of naturally growing arugula

11 24 2024

organizing the clothing i would like to give away / sell

i am interested in hosting a clothing swap with winter

11 24 2024

gave ivy new symbol earring for her birthday

11 23 2024

dinner at frenchette with lucas

unbelievable meal

snails in scrambled eggs

and duck and chocolate ice cream

and charred carrots and cruciferous greens

11 23 2024

bathroom in shana cave’s greenpoint studio

11 23 2024

24,745 steps today

11 23 2024

i walked a family from barcalona to the f train today so they could go to Rockefellers center

11 23 2024

drinking recovery:

apple cider vinegar + Japanese turmeric drink

11 22 2024

sake with other lola at dimes

11 22 2024

other lola doing her makeup at dimes before we went to sovereign house

11 22 2024

open bag +

deplorable soup:

tamarind ginger chia seed bone broth sauerkraut

11 22 2024

perfect givenchy silk bomber

i want to sell everything i own again

11 22 2024

zanes keys

my keys

11 22 2024

wfh desk

11 21 2024

needed a midday walk

went to dimes on my lunch break

tried to read the new dean kissik harpers essay

sent it to my mom who sent back screenshots of her favorite parts (see below)

“these concerns raises another question:

When the world's most influential, best-funded exhibitions

are dedicated to amplifying marginalized voices, are those voices still marginalized?”

“Curators keep fighting a culture war that has already ended in the world outside.”

i sent the silk node discord this one.

“If the role of the contemporary artist was to consume the world,

Obrist believed the role of the curator was to connect it, to become

the conduit through which all twenty-first-century creativity and thought might flow.

still need to finish it so i can talk to zane about it.

i also edited an interview i did a few months ago.

i usually forget what i said and in-turn surprise myself with my answers.

i want to share this thought on ai i had from our conversation (see below).

i think a lot about ai because

i think about what we can register as genuine.

we have this innate ability to register genuine behavior.

constantly. whether it's an image, a social interaction, writing, etc.

you can tell when someone is plagiarizing. it doesn't sound natural.

remembering the feeling of creating something genuine and trying to escape that.

just really thinking this output is true to me.

sometimes i get frustrated with what i actually make.

its like, that's it?

that's the product?

that came from here (head) and here (heart)?

that's crazy.

but then again, that is gorgeous because, that's me.

that's really special.

11 20 2024

for @ autostudio.nyc on ig

bags are cars for girls

bag dump no. 008

contents:

advil

nail file

lip balm

mascara

bb crème

canon ixy

tooth paste

fake piercings

muji bag hook

contact lenses

margiela wallet

cold sore cream

lighter with tape

muji makeup case

brown eyeliner pencil

muji portable ash tray

blip nicotine tookpicks

cinnamon gum in case

studded leather gloves

muji portable tooth brush

sd card converter to iphone

are.na catalogue of simple pleasures

11 20 2024

walking home photo

waiting for z outside his founders mixer situation also in soho

11 20 2024

big fire on broadway

11 20 2024

ivy and minxy came to my office for lunch

11 20 2024

new favorite onion soup

with herbs and nuts and

hot sauce from le botaniste

i always though it was so chic

now not so much, but the food is still healthy for an office lunch

my aunt used to take me to le botaniste as a child

we would go after gymnastics or shopping in soho

we do not talk anymore and she has unfollowed me on instagram

11 19 2024

morning prep the night before

preparing tea pot and tea kettle

preparing dilated apple cider vinegar

preparing lunch of almonds and deer jerk

preparing cup for tea by adding cold water

11 19 2024

this is her tooth on top of a ceramic tray i made and printed an image of myself on

the other object is a piece of my unreleased jewelry collection that i gave to zane for his birthday

but he traded out for a different piece after his mother said this one looked like a clit… anyways

i have carried this tooth around for so long

i often loose it but its one of those things that always comes back

i will find it on my floor or in my pocket or in my laundry or in my sock drawer

11 19 2024

i recommend meticulously documenting your life and mythologizing yourself into exceptionalism

11 18 2024

switching my makeup from muji bags to a muji container

11 18 2024

laundry day

11 18 2024

morning tea + apple cider vinegar

bringing lunch to work >

11 18 2024

siwa bag

11 17 2024

tulanes perfect cake

tulane and i took an uber two-stop home from ridgewood to manhattan after dinner around midnight

11 17 2024

tulane and sasha smoking on the fire escape after our dinner

me: kale salad, squash with tahini, purple cabbage, white wine

sasha: pork lion with dates, oilves, cilantro, some perfect sauce, etc.

tulane: spiced chia cake with poppy seed cream cheese buttermilk frosting

11 17 2024

gifting lucas a wooden doll

11 17 2024

apple cider vinegar because health = wealth

kale salad + squash as my contribution to girls dinner tonight (dinner with sasha and tulane)

11 17 2024

i will always love you posh grocery store (happier grocery)

11 17 2024

grocery hall from happier grocer

organic granola

purple cabbage

pickled red onion

epic deer jerky x2

epic bison jerky x2

2 hard boiled eggs

low fat cottage cheese

green buttermilk chive dressing

premade kale salad + premade squad with tahini

about $72.00 total

11 17 2024

sunday

wake up at bfs

go to health food store (bedstuy)

go to health foods grocery (tribeca)

walk home

laundry

blog

exercise

shower '

hair wash day

use new japanese blow dryer

take walk

give a wooden doll as a gift

make dinner with friends

etc.

11 16 2024

studded sticks

+ ig / twitter announcements for our popup

11 16 2024

new york band + toxe djing lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup

11 16 2024

zora x lucky jewel keys

vegan and non vegan available

11 16 2024

lucky x zora key design by mira on shoppers bags

each shoppe was gifted a free key when they downloaded the zora app

all 60 keys were given away <3

11 16 2024

good outfit havers

zane + drew at popup

11 16 2024

proud of today

185 - 250 people turn out

consistent attendance throughout the day

rack at lj x grotesque x zora popup

11 16 2024

lucky jewel studded stick

11 16 2024

lantern wine perfect wine bottle

11 16 2024

lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup sponsored by lantern wines

11 15 2024

lunch snack

11 15 2024

friday wfh tea

given to me by clare for my birthday

she used the tea to make my cake which was a peanut butter and jelly buckwheat roll

she did this because i asked for a low sugar birthday cake this year (it felt more 27 i think + we were in maine so this made sense to me)

11 15 2024

stick with studs as prep for the lucky jewel popup on 11 16 2024

if you are reading this, you should come to my pop up in fidi (139 fulton street suite 319)

i am studding these sticks because bless service (brand) always has a stick in their home installations

i felt jealous of the bless sticks so i had to make my own for lucky jewel (they cost $15.00 each and were sent to me via uber package by my florist friend, taylor)

11 15 2024

zane sleeping with my laptop

new comme des garcon archive poster that is perfect because it is also the Beatles

11 15 2024

z trying the buckwheat tea

i asked him what his thinks of this kind of tea because most people say it tasks like dirt

he said ‘not my favorite but good. i prefer earl grey’

11 14 2023

breakfast because i drank on a school night and now feel a little broken

11 12 2024

wooden dolls + ivory bell from osaka

11 12 2024

prep of the lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup on 11 16 2024

11 12 2024

shopping is a feeling

11 12 2024

i wanted home on my lunch break to eat this

11 11 2024

i am home

so many gifts to give

i will write a list of all items tonight

10 days is the ideal lenghth of a trip when you are alloted 3 - 4 weeks of pto

11 11 2024

i met a lovely person in the narita airport on the way home from japan

she posted this today :,)

“Curating images that piqued my interest in

design, whether it be fashion, furniture, art,

or a particular pattern, was my obsession. As I

learned more, I discovered Braun, Vitsoe and

Dieter Rams the most fascinating German

industrial designer. Rams introduced the idea of

sustainable development and product that are

unattainable by the masses, good design and

functional; ULM STYLE - many moons ago I

discovered a girl named Lola Dement Myers on

Instagram who shares a similar design philosophy

with Braun and Dieter Rams. After seeing her

work, I became a fan and she became someone I

looked up to in terms methodology.

GUESS WHAT

The world decided to make me happy by bringing

us together in the airport on the day we were

departing Japan. Thank you, life”

11 11 2024

japan object gift and clothing haul for zane

zane reviewing a photo book purchased in shinjuku

on the usm:

metal tray

fino hair oil

photo book

metal dishes

muji xacto knife

portable charger

fake eyelashes x2

muji white-out pen

monchichi in yellow

muji portable tooth paste

Kiss Me Heroine Make Long Up Mascara

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11 07 2024

you + me

deer park in nara :)

11 07 2024

deer lineup

everything perfect

11 07 2024

exactly

11 07 2024

it is not an issue

11 07 2024

extremely perfect map on the bus in nara

11 07 2024

purchased list

css cd

siwa bag

muji food

black cigs

yogurt cigs

cough cigs

fav lipgloss

tinned ham

tinned fished

socks fron 711

burberry jeans

muji xacto knife

military can opener

helmut lang sweater

muji mini tooth paste

muji chopstick holder

perfect leather jacket

vintage wooden doors

muji fork + spoon holder

11 06 2024

ate a prawn and a giant crab leg in osaka

pink images over and over in Kuromon Ichiba Market

11 06 2024

pink theme in osaka

11 06 2024

claire eating candied grapes (she didn’t like)

claire eating a square crepe with squid (she loved)

11 06 2024

inspiring storage image

foam boxes at a fish ship

11 06 2024

images mean everything to me

11 05 2024

view from the bullet train

mount fuji being snowless for the first time in 130 years <

11 05 2024

bullet train station photography

11 05 2024