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i will come back and tell you later.

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flyer for our event at domicile


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everyday

12 12 2025

morning walk with z to get coffee from the hot refrigerator at 7/11

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i am so happy to be here

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beautiful light in the house we are staying in

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good morning tokyo

12 11 2025

can’t sleep almost at all

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haneda is a very beautiful airport

12 11 2025

arrive so sick from eating bell pepper

15 years ago i ate bell pepper when i was sick

and threw up and i still can not stomach it

12 10 2025

14 hour flight from nyc to tokyo

i <3 meticulously planning out the work

i will complete on the plane hour by hour

10:00am = board plane + find seats + unpack travel bag + take off

11:00 = settle / eat first meal / chicken + udon + shrimp + + salad

12:00 = try to get wifi / fail to get wifi + loose headphones

1:00 = write 10 questions for 3 sex talks

2:00 = organize and delete aeg photo on laptop

3:00 = continue to organize aeg photo

4:00 = try and fall asleep

5:00 = big hero six

6:00 = try to sleep

7:00 = sleep

8:00 = wake up, have “snacK”

9:00 = edit belia edward goucha photos

10:00 = eat horrible meal (eggs with bell pepper)

11:00 = arrive + immediately throw up (ate bell pepper)

12 09 2025

my perfect lunch

romaine lettuce with dimes chicken salad

i could easily eat this everyday (sometimes i do)

12 08 2025

bella m lucio in her perfect jacket for sex talk

12 07 2025

belated birthday dinner at eel bar with sasha and tulane

perfect meal: egg with anchovy situation

martinis are only $16.00 at here btw

12 07 2025

lucy 000 shot me with these dots

12 07 2025

shot with lucy 000 today

they were both wearing perfect outfits

i wore three looks

one: grey outfit

two: white outfit

three: black outfit (leather)

12 06 2025

celebratory dinner at funny bar

with the abelia edward goucha team

12 06 2025

shooting at my favorite wall-ball court

on the westside highway

12 06 2025

abelia edward goucha shoot <3

12 06 2025

lunch break with abelia edward goucha team

7th street burger of course (zane’s favorite spot)

adg said they would “eat this everyday” if it was in japan

"umai" / うまい

12 05 2025

picking up jewelry with aakash

12 05 2025

management contract <3

very exciting day

12 04 2025

interviewed gala prudent for for sex talk with sex magazine

she showed up wearing the same

helmunt lang sweater as me <3

12 04 2025

gala prudent for sex talk

12 04 2025

sex mag set up

12 03 2025

creating a logo with this

12 02 2025

house felt pretty

12 02 2025

chai tea everyday

it is too cold to drink anything else

12 01 2025

revelie luncheonette with eliza after a

bunny rodgers reading at surrender dorothy

we split a burger and both got ginger carrot soup

+ raspberry buttercream cake for her birthday

i was my first time meeting eliza

very beautiful person and brain

she asked me to go to the bunny rodgers talk

b/c she found my comment on a

bunny rodgers video posted 9 years ago

12 01 2025

bunny rodgers singing and playing guitar

for the first time in front of an audience

notes from her reading at surrender dorothy

the weird girl is now a weird women 

feels bad, i’m going to keep doing it 


lady on the train, you can see me? 

turns out, everyone can see me 


i am revolted by how much help i need

it is infinite 


my dream is reasonable and plain

12 01 2025

amazing store = surrender dorothy

12 01 2025

shoot prep for abelia edward goucha