11 2024

11 30 2024


watching the thanksgiving day parade in Oregon

11 29 2024


z’s fathers farm

11 29 2024


miguel adrover inspired farm photos

11 29 2024

z’s barn

11 29 2024


z with the families horse

11 29 2024


cute structures

11 29 2024


us

11 28 2024


august’s genius cinnamon rolls

11 27 2024


frontier bathroom infrastructure

11 27 2024


is this anything?

11 27 2024


airport obsessed forever and ever

11 27 2024


i love when you (you) are wearing greasy hair

bomber jacket blue green jeans no id trainers no

bag knit scarf missing tooth dirt under nails 1

silver ring 2 silver rings

11 27 2024


it means nothing it’s like water it’s breathing air

11 27 2024


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11 27 2024


finalize packing for portland

11 26 2024

my extra dirty martini with hendricks

vs. shay’s extra dirty spicy martini with titos (“dirty jeans”)

11 26 2024


more packing for portland

chose the helmut lang (left) over the paloma wool

11 26 2024


packing for thanksgiving in portland with z’s family

i need “walking shoes” for a thanksgiving day run we will attend

i am bringing the tabis for waking and my margiela heeled boots for everything else

11 26 2024


favorite window in soho

i think the proenza schouler psi is the next it-bag btw

11 26 2024


every internet addicted girl is my sister

every girl with a vape is my responsibility

11 25 2024


for me, the biggest indie sleaze revival is the uptick of neckface tags in soho

11 24 2024


felix for lunch with ivy

this was my second time eating escargot in two days

we ordered: escargot, peppermint tea, trout, spinach, salmon + green beans

11 24 2024

i am grateful to live alone on sundays

11 24 2024

hair wash day


11 24 2024


my $22.00 straightener from don quijote

rare to find a straightener with a white cord

believe me, i have been looking for a long time

11 24 2024

How can the body be so strong

and so weak at the same time

How can glue curl my eyelashes

how can heat straighten my hair 

How can i make it permanent 

11 24 2024



perfect object on a photo book of naturally growing arugula

11 24 2024


organizing the clothing i would like to give away / sell

i am interested in hosting a clothing swap with winter

11 24 2024

gave ivy new symbol earring for her birthday

11 23 2024


dinner at frenchette with lucas

unbelievable meal

snails in scrambled eggs

and duck and chocolate ice cream

and charred carrots and cruciferous greens

11 23 2024


bathroom in shana cave’s greenpoint studio

11 23 2024

24,745 steps today

11 23 2024


i walked a family from barcalona to the f train today so they could go to Rockefellers center

11 23 2024


drinking recovery:

apple cider vinegar + Japanese turmeric drink


11 22 2024


sake with other lola at dimes

11 22 2024


other lola doing her makeup at dimes before we went to sovereign house

11 22 2024


open bag +

deplorable soup:

tamarind ginger chia seed bone broth sauerkraut

11 22 2024

perfect givenchy silk bomber

i want to sell everything i own again


11 22 2024


zanes keys

my keys

11 22 2024


wfh desk

11 21 2024


needed a midday walk

went to dimes on my lunch break


tried to read the new dean kissik harpers essay

sent it to my mom who sent back screenshots of her favorite parts (see below)


“these concerns raises another question:

When the world's most influential, best-funded exhibitions

are dedicated to amplifying marginalized voices, are those voices still marginalized?”


“Curators keep fighting a culture war that has already ended in the world outside.”


i sent the silk node discord this one.


“If the role of the contemporary artist was to consume the world,

Obrist believed the role of the curator was to connect it, to become

the conduit through which all twenty-first-century creativity and thought might flow.


still need to finish it so i can talk to zane about it.


i also edited an interview i did a few months ago.

i usually forget what i said and in-turn surprise myself with my answers.

i want to share this thought on ai i had from our conversation (see below).


i think a lot about ai because

i think about what we can register as genuine.

we have this innate ability to register genuine behavior.

constantly. whether it's an image, a social interaction, writing, etc.

you can tell when someone is plagiarizing. it doesn't sound natural.



remembering the feeling of creating something genuine and trying to escape that.

just really thinking this output is true to me.


sometimes i get frustrated with what i actually make.

its like, that's it?

that's the product?

that came from here (head) and here (heart)?

that's crazy.


but then again, that is gorgeous because, that's me.

that's really special.

11 20 2024


for @ autostudio.nyc on ig


bags are cars for girls

bag dump no. 008


contents:


advil

nail file

lip balm

mascara

bb crème

canon ixy

tooth paste

fake piercings

muji bag hook

contact lenses

margiela wallet

cold sore cream

lighter with tape

muji makeup case

brown eyeliner pencil

muji portable ash tray

blip nicotine tookpicks

cinnamon gum in case

studded leather gloves

muji portable tooth brush

sd card converter to iphone

are.na catalogue of simple pleasures

11 20 2024


walking home photo

waiting for z outside his founders mixer situation also in soho

11 20 2024


big fire on broadway

11 20 2024


ivy and minxy came to my office for lunch


11 20 2024


new favorite onion soup

with herbs and nuts and

hot sauce from le botaniste


i always though it was so chic

now not so much, but the food is still healthy for an office lunch

my aunt used to take me to le botaniste as a child

we would go after gymnastics or shopping in soho

we do not talk anymore and she has unfollowed me on instagram

11 19 2024


morning prep the night before

preparing tea pot and tea kettle

preparing dilated apple cider vinegar

preparing lunch of almonds and deer jerk

preparing cup for tea by adding cold water

11 19 2024

this is her tooth on top of a ceramic tray i made and printed an image of myself on

the other object is a piece of my unreleased jewelry collection that i gave to zane for his birthday

but he traded out for a different piece after his mother said this one looked like a clit… anyways


i have carried this tooth around for so long

i often loose it but its one of those things that always comes back

i will find it on my floor or in my pocket or in my laundry or in my sock drawer

11 19 2024


i recommend meticulously documenting your life and mythologizing yourself into exceptionalism

11 18 2024









switching my makeup from muji bags to a muji container









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laundry day









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morning tea + apple cider vinegar

bringing lunch to work >











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siwa bag












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tulanes perfect cake

tulane and i took an uber two-stop home from ridgewood to manhattan after dinner around midnight













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tulane and sasha smoking on the fire escape after our dinner















me: kale salad, squash with tahini, purple cabbage, white wine

sasha: pork lion with dates, oilves, cilantro, some perfect sauce, etc.

tulane: spiced chia cake with poppy seed cream cheese buttermilk frosting



















































11 17 2024


gifting lucas a wooden doll



















































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apple cider vinegar because health = wealth

kale salad + squash as my contribution to girls dinner tonight (dinner with sasha and tulane)



















































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i will always love you posh grocery store (happier grocery)












































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grocery hall from happier grocier

















































organic granola

purple cabbage

pickled red onion

epic deer jerky x2

epic bison jerky x2

2 hard boiled eggs

low fat cottage cheese

green buttermilk chive dressing

premade kale salad + premade squad with tahini

about $72.00 total
















































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sunday

















































wake up at bfs

go to health food store (bedstuy)

go to health foods grocery (tribeca)

walk home

laundry

blog

exercise

shower '

hair wash day

use new japanese blow dryer

take walk

give a wooden doll as a gift

make dinner with friends

etc.















































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studded sticks

+ ig / twitter announcements for our popup
















































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new york band + toxe djing lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup














































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zora x lucky jewel keys

vegan and non vegan available














































11 16 2024

lucky x zora key design by mira on shoppers bags

each shoppe was gifted a free key when they downloaded the zora app



all 60 keys were given away <3












































11 16 2024


good outfit havers

zane + drew at popup











































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proud of today

185 - 250 people turn out

consistent attendance throughout the day












































rack at lj x grotesque x zora popup











































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lucky jewel studded stick










































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lantern wine perfect wine bottle








































11 16 2024


lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup sponsored by lantern wines








































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lunch snack







































11 15 2024




friday wfh tea

given to me by clare for my birthday

she used the tea to make my cake which was a peanut butter and jelly buckwheat roll

she did this because i asked for a low sugar birthday cake this year (it felt more 27 i think + we were in maine so this made sense to me)










































































11 15 2024




stick with studs as prep for the lucky jewel popup on 11 16 2024

if you are reading this, you should come to my pop up in fidi (139 fulton street suite 319)



i am studding these sticks because bless service (brand) always has a stick in their home installations

i felt jealous of the bless sticks so i had to make my own for lucky jewel

(they cost $15.00 each and were sent to me via uber package by my florist friend, taylor)







































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zane sleeping with my laptop

new comme des garcon archive poster that is perfect because it is also the Beatles



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z trying the buckwheat tea

i asked him what his thinks of this kind of tea because most people say it tasks like dirt







































he said ‘not my favorite but good. i prefer earl grey’





































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breakfast because i drank on a school night and now feel a little broken



































11 12 2024



wooden dolls + ivory bell from osaka



































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prep of the lucky jewel x grotesque archive x zora popup on 11 16 2024


































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shopping is a feeling


































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i wanted home on my lunch break to eat this

































11 11 2024




i am home

so many gifts to give

i will write a list of all items tonight

10 days is the ideal lenghth of a trip when you are alloted 3 - 4 weeks of pto































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met a lovely person in the narita airport on the way home from japan

she posted this today :,)































“Curating images that piqued my interest in

design, whether it be fashion, furniture, art,

or a particular pattern, was my obsession. As I

learned more, I discovered Braun, Vitsoe and

Dieter Rams the most fascinating German

industrial designer. Rams introduced the idea of

sustainable development and product that are

unattainable by the masses, good design and

functional; ULM STYLE - many moons ago I

discovered a girl named Lola Dement Myers on

Instagram who shares a similar design philosophy

with Braun and Dieter Rams. After seeing her

work, I became a fan and she became someone I

looked up to in terms methodology.































GUESS WHAT































The world decided to make me happy by bringing

us together in the airport on the day we were

departing Japan. Thank you, life”






























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japan object gift and clothing haul for zane

zane reviewing a photo book purchased in shinjuku






























on the usm:






























metal tray

fino hair oil

photo book

metal dishes

muji xacto knife

portable charger

fake eyelashes x2

muji white-out pen

monchichi in yellow

muji portable tooth paste

Kiss Me Heroine Make Long Up Mascara






























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11 07 2024


you + me

deer park in nara :)

11 07 2024


deer lineup

everything perfect

11 07 2024

exactly

11 07 2024

it is not an issue

11 07 2024

extremely perfect map on the bus in nara

11 07 2024

purchased list


css cd

siwa bag

muji food

black cigs

yogurt cigs

cough cigs

fav lipgloss

tinned ham

tinned fished

socks fron 711

burberry jeans

muji xacto knife

military can opener

helmut lang sweater

muji mini tooth paste

muji chopstick holder

perfect leather jacket

vintage wooden doors

muji fork + spoon holder

11 06 2024

ate a prawn and a giant crab leg in osaka

pink images over and over in Kuromon Ichiba Market

11 06 2024

pink theme in osaka

11 06 2024

caire eating candied grapes (she didn’t like)

claire eating a square crepe with squid (she loved)

11 06 2024

inspiring storage image

foam boxes at a fish ship

11 06 2024


images mean everything to me

11 05 2024



view from the bullet train

mount fuji being snowless for the first time in 130 years <

11 05 2024

bullet train station photography

11 05 2024

food forms

permanent food

11 05 2024


i am inventing a new kind of girl:

girl Obsessed with wearing fake piercings

11 05 2024

travel closet + bag


when i travel

i always pack lightly

i often want to only own what i have on me

packing list:

diesel jeans

tabi sneakers

3 black socks

3 tan thongs

5 black thongs

black moto boots

3 white tabi sock

grey ripped shirt

2 white tank tops

2 black tank tops

gap leather jacket

waxed canvas bag

paloma wool back pants

paloma wool 89 sweater

grey compression socks

black marc le bihan dress

zucca black lamb skin bag

uniqlo sheer black cardigan

chrome hearts leather pants

brandy melville grey zip hoodie

brandy melville grey yoga pants

chrome hearts leather button down

11 05 2024

snack documentation + wearing the following:


white tank top

siwa paper bag

leather moto boots

paloma wool pants

lariat dice necklace on bag

edition cropped leather jacket

11 05 2024



various walk images

i prefer a pink undertone in my photos like below

11 05 2024


massive clover in koenji


11 04 2024


show me to me



11 04 2024

beautiful claire


11 04 2024


claire cd shopping

about 80 cents each


i was lucky to find a css cd

11 05 2024

perfect pink bathroom


11 04 2024

morning walk to fujiya



this is the biggest camera store in koenji

famous for its customer service and large collection of cameras


claire and i both purchase digital cameras

i brought two cameras on this trip (knowing i would buy more)


claire purchases a canon ixy in blue

similar to my canon poweshot elph 1135


i purchased a canon ixy 3 as well in silver

the edges are sharp + it takes a mirco sd card + good flash


amazing to both have a camera now

it is helping me get over my fear of seeing images of myself


11 04 2024


we wake up at 5am

and do not go back to sleep


our hosts makes us steam egg and seaweed for breakfast

we eat this with tea and speak with tom, the other person staying in our hosts home

see both breakfasts from 11 03 and 11 04 below

11 03 2024

posts outside of a shrine

reminds me of giant studs

11 03 2024

facade obsessed

11 03 2024


blue images

11 03 2024

we go to sleep exhausted at 9pm

we sleep for 10 hours and wake up at 7am


we stay in koenji

the vintage clothing district friends suggested


our hosts makes us steamed tofu and rice

we eat, wash our dishes, drink team, and get dressed in the same outfit



the same outfit is as follows:


blue jeans

leather jacket

white tank top

white sneakers

this is the perfect unisex outfit

i recommend this outfit 2 - 3 times a week at minimum

11 03 2024

claire getting a little bit detained because she said her medicine was narcotics in customs >

11 03 202

post plane photography

11 02 2024

plane outfit


no makeup

straight hair

us passport

white tank top

uniqlo sports bra

intermissa thong

leather moto boots

waxed canvas bag

grey compression socks

zucca black lamb skin bag

brandy melville grey zip hoodie

brandy melville grey yoga pants

11 02 2024

14 hour flight to tokyo

i use the restroom 5 times

three times to brush my teeth

i once learned airplane food

is extremely carb dense to keep you tired

i do not sleep on the flight

instead i watch the brandy melville documentary

while wearing full brandy melville (grey hoodie + grey yoga pants)

11 02 2024

i have never been punished and

nothing bad has ever happened to me

if something bad happens

it is none of my business


the thing about suffering

is it ends

a 14 hour flight isn't even a memory

it's closer to a the kind physical pain that happens when you

reach too high or too long and your tendon twists in that way

that shocks briefly but can't be replicated even by repeating

the same action

11 01 2024

this is my first blog post

i am in japan from 11/1 to 11/11 enjoying everything