10 2026

10 11

necessary cookie

10 11

zane clothing chair portrait

10 10

zane at grime’s singers dj set

10 10

saturday

wake up

vitamins

hydration

new outfit

finish deck

buy a yerba

gym / call mom

interview friends

walk in park with friends

turkey sandwich = foster sundry

change outfit to go shopping with z

teenage engineer with z / buy doll + car

dinner = kazu nori / get on “regulars list”

go home / relax / change outfits / order car

grimes dj set = singers / 1 martini / 1 tequila soda

10 10

laptop open at the tank air popup.

10 10

big peace

10 10

finally found the perfect color / bubble bunny

10 09

sex talk with 2/5 of blix

we will interview the other three next week

10 08

sex talk with harto fallon

10 07

pink surprise apple

10 06

love in nyc =

being together

making breakfast

2 straws in a diet coke

flowers from the bodega

enjoying music with them

sharing a slice of hot pizza

bringing them tea in the morning

finding your perfect love bird in nyc

images for @hoppy

a new dating app launching on october 15th

10 05

my favorite <3

10 04

happy anniversary z

10 04

anniversary dinner at balthazar

10 03

shopping with three stylists lol

10 03

zane’s new outfit

10 02

counter culture can never die if we are alive to make it

10 02

bed day

10 01

the storm

09 2026

09 30

my goal is to profoundly affect how we use the internet

09 29

working so much it feels like nothing again

09 28

i am shooting for haus labs today.

you will see the images + videos soon.

09 27

i used to email three artists i admired every week, asking to just talk.

some would respond, most wouldn't.

still, i encourage everyone to do this.

you are as strong as your resources.

the best part about gaining knowledge is sharing it.

09 26

normal Saturday morning

09 26

first shot on the new canon elph 180

09 25

happy 10 year anniversary cafe forgot.

09 25

lovely event. <3

good job isa!

good job max!

good job julie!

good job aakash!

09 25

ette day!

09 25

install + popup tonight for ette x gr10k.

09 24

thank you alex it is perfect <3

09 23

awesome FOOD.xyz girls dinner

09 22

ivy is living with us right now <3

09 21

understand

09 20

zane’s first soccer game (they won)

09 20

josh scouting players

09 19

cj’s beautiful piece

09 19

secret jim joe 2026

09 19

cj with his piece

09 19

we are supposed to take care of each other

09 19

sleeping bird on my way to the gym.

i think he is migrating but got too tired, so he stopped in nyc.

09 18

sasha’s shoe broke (so did tulanes + so did mine lol)

09 18

anarchy vinyl for prettysick

09 18

it’s not peer pressure, its just your turn.

09 17

gap x apc <3

09 17

lunch with the hinge team at restoration hardware in chelsea

09 16

birds

09 15

i wrote this about g-d when i was 11

09 14

zane’s breakfast

09 13

zoe gustavia anna whalen ss27

09 12

took a break from fashion week for the silk 400m face (zane won)

09 12

mykki blanco for sex talk

09 12

so perfect

09 11

anarchy by pretty sick out today!

09 11

the only week we party

09 11

no nyfw until tonight

work hard from home today

09 10

lucky jewel spotting

09 10

nai’s book release <3

09 10

read me launch at funny bar

08 10

i did 10 things today

1. haus lab popup

2. cognitive therapy

3. margesherwood showroom

4. happier grocer

5. yureman showroom

6. dimes restaurant with zane

7. iseder runway

8. nai’s book release

9. read me launch party

10. hiihorse party

09 10

yureman popup

09 10

haus lab popup <3

09 08

feeling better

09 08

my computer screen

09 07

birds on my computer

09 06

margesherwood

09 04

tsulangeyoe

09 03

open yy

09 02

hover

09 01

home <3

08 2026

08 31

casa azul <3

08 31

<3

08 31

<3 dr. pizza

08 31

lovw birds

08 31

zane if you are reading this i think you are perfect + a genius + i adore everything you do

08 31

turned the lucha libre mask inside-out

08 31

flea makret objects

08 31

things for our doll house

08 31

best things ever i do not care

08 31

beibi makeup <3

08 31

amazing pants i cant stop wearing

08 31

mom at the embassy of the philippenes

08 29

casa barragan

08 30

cuteness

08 30

crazy homemade poptart from farmcia international

08 30

family

08 29

perfect

08 29

zane with birds

08 28

at sundar and ilan’s bar

08 28

amazing meal at hugo

08 28

mom and zane looking amazing

08 28

trucha……

orange + chocolate chip scone… to die for

08 28

st. jardin pushkin flea

expensive (for non locals) but amazing

this is were i got my perfect birds from the 40s

08 28

awesome

08 28

beautiful claire on the way to the flea

08 28

amazing time at the museum of anthropology

08 28

matcha string ice cream

leave me behind

08 27

we bought the rare white hendricks…

08 27

i forget where this was but good

08 27

cross

08 27

mama and claire in bed <3

08 26

luche libre amazing

08 26

walk with claire and ivy

08 26

claire arrived today <3

i booked her an in-home blowout

for the moment she arrived lol <3

08 25

we are in condessa now

new house is beautiful

08 25

normal person third space

08 25

cute mama

08 25

crazy matcha from rumor idk about this

08 25

i can’t get over the green sidewalks

08 24

bird stop motion

08 24

bag meal at bobos burger… annoyed.

08 23

crazy meal at martinez

08 23

dr. jardin puskin flea >

08 23

beautiful walk in condessa with ivy.

08 22

perfect lunch with ivy at ciera.

hot immunity ginger drink with bee pollen >

08 22

haircut = @mal.cortada
dress = @springtimewishes

08 22

Jardín Dr. Ignacio Chávez flea market

08 22

my birds from the 40s

08 22

orbita again lol

08 22

excited about clothing again

08 20

most dirty martinis are crazy good in cdmx. we also tried a corn mezcal drink…

08 20

chilaquiles and a smash burger at ORBITA (very good

08 20

beautiful mom at ORBITA

08 20

dany’s mini pom named riri.

she looks like a miniature version of ivy’s dog mimi.

08 20

extremely beautiful

08 20

i tried on everything. <3

one of the best shopping experiences i have ever had at 19.4300_99.1747.

08 20

such beautiful display for sokio.skincare

08 20

sokio.skincare

08 21

perfect headband at 19.4300_99.1747

08 21

amazing visit to 19.4300_99.1747 show room

08 21

in-home haircuts by Regina Rábago

08 21

solo walk around rome norte

08 20

red snack

08 19

dinner at cursi with endy and lucia

08 18

this is how i go through life.

i am never bored.

everything is information.

everything is an experience.

everything is beautiful.

nothing is a waste of time.

if u pay attention there are beautiful

messages from god in everything you see.

stay open to receiving them.

everything is important!

08 18

pink market

08 17

cdmx objects

08 16

bartola

08 15

inspiring

08 15

Jardin ignacio Chavez market

08 15

perfect breakfast

08 15

i <3 our air bnb

08 15

right

08 14

dream purchase: TÔGENESIS at wig

08 15

TÔGENESIS at wig

08 14

viamonte = perfect restaurant

08 14

studio visit with ditzy <3

08 14

ditzy sink

08 14

post operation day 2 (discharged)

08 14

post operation day 2

08 13

post operation day 1

08 12

pre operation

08 12

hospital bathroom

08 12

OTW TO THE HOSPITAL

08 11

an ok omelette

08 11

love

08 11

green obsession

08 11

walking with mom this morning

08 11

perfect green

08 10

packing = one month is mexico city

08 11

1000 usd to 17070 mxn

08 10

i thought i was being normal

08 09

i document my life so throughly for no reason

08 08

08 07

running a strict program with myself >

mom here: she bought this because she is into nostalgia

08 06

perfect breakfast

08 05

special book find

08 04

tru fu i hate you

08 03

can’t stop making chicken rice tomato salad

08 02

all black outfits

08 02

black cake

08 02

emmas birthday <3

08 01

ice rice with k, echo, becca, zane and meiting

07 2026

07 31

your standards are not too high if you can meet them

07 31

rian phin for sex talk <3

07 30

07 30

zane being a model for me

07 30

prop cake

07 30

meal prep

07 29

awesome dinner with biz and zane

07 29

my gift to zane.

a miniature by thomas moore = coins in a bag.

07 29

ingredients =

2 ripe bananas, mashed

11/2 cups oats

2 tbs nut butter (I use cashew butter)

11/2 tbsp chia seeds

½ cup chocolate chips

make =

1. mash the bananas in a large bowl.

2. add nut butter, oats, chia seed, and chocolate chips.

3. mix well.

4. shape the dough into 10-12 cookies,

place on a lined tray and bake at 350 for 18-20.

07 28

breaking in my new desktop with lee

07 28

getting into sweet potato again

07 28

setting up my gift to myself

07 27

both

07 26

the reward for good work is more work

07 25

perfect day on nantucket

07 25

ferry to nantucket

07 23

sesuit harbor cafe = best oysters on the cape

07 22

i like this place but it is hard to stop working

07 21

cape code

07 21

we are on cape code i am walking around

with my laptop open waiting for my files to upload.

07 20

doesn’t zane look like he is from charlie and lola?

07 19

everything is ok now but it wasn’t ok for three days.

07 18

bernard speech

07 18

bernard b-day shirt

07 18

zane apology

07 17

perfect dinner with hannah at cove

07 17

creative person shirt = loladementmyers.com/shop

07 16

07 15

07 14

07 13

07 13

07 12

07 11

07 10

07 10

07 10

07 09

07 08

07 07

07 07

07 06

07 05

07 04

made white asparagus for the 4th

07 04

happy 4th of july #hotdog

07 04

4th breakfast

07 03

“made” chocolate covered gummie bears

to take to see the invite at the nitehawk

07 03

house happy

07 03

new wardrobe from lichen + personal cantaloupe

07 03

ruby justice thelot for sex talk

07 02

what i fed harmony

07 02

harmony tividad for sex talk + what is in her bag

07 01

farmers market

06 2026

06 30

06 29

06 28

06 27

06 26

06 25

06 24

06 23

06 22

06 21

we purchased 2 iphone 4s and one macbook from

2008 for $20.00 for zane from the mit flea market.

06 20

everyone for dads birthday

06 20

mooncakes from lyndells

06 20

2 bites of celebrities ice cream

06 20

Brazilian buffet from oliveraros (our favorite)

06 19

me and ivy

06 19

perfect box my aunt collaged

06 19

photos of my family

06 19

my grandparent apartment

06 19

seeing my dad today for the 4th time in 12 years

06 18

this summer will change my life

06 18

moving on…

06 18

perfect eggs from hala pastures

06 17

hala pastures at the farmer market

06 16

9:00am 

Earl grey tea

1 scoop of coconut culture 

2 eggs + ½ cup cottage cheese 

12:30pm

Few bites of Kimchi

1 tomato with lemon 

1 tbsp fried garlic and olives 

5 Lettuce boats with chicken salad

1:30pm

2 reeses cups from justin’s 

1:40pm

1 big asian pear 

1 bite of chocolate bp luna bar

3:00pm

1.5 servings popcorn  

4:00pm

2 strawberries 

Few bites of popcorn 

6:00pm 

chicken salad

06 15

i want to see my neighborhood the

way i see the world when i am traveling.

06 14

finally tried the strawberry smoothie from gem home.

very perfect. the matcha was nice but very sweet.

i would skip it if you are looking for a more tart flavor.

06 13

breakfast at bakery

zane djs tonight for opus.

06 12

summer roll obsession.

not perfect at rolling them yet.

06 12

richard turley for sex talk

06 11

something new <3

06 10

tulane’s perfect emoji / japanese eraser cake

06 09

back home

06 08

my bag on rocks

06 08

perfect animal

06 08

zane and asher climb this rock.

06 08

i take photos like this to show you what i am looking at / focusing on.

06 08

<3

06 08

beautiful color.

06 08

Oregon coast today.

06 08

zane and asher on a bridge.

06 08

holding nature like makeup objects

06 08

horton hears a who.

06 07

leaving

06 07

zane and slime

06 06

slime’s bone

06 06

slime

06 06

visiting zane grandfather for his 80th birthday

06 05

beautiful bathroom

06 05

flying to Oregon today

06 04

prada mode at the chelsea today

06 04

upsetting crackers

06 04

cartoon

06 04

last one

06 03

farmer market

06 03

perfect lunch

06 03

obsessed with coconut culture

06 03

ivy sleepover

06 02

perfect dinner

06 02

round 2

06 01

soon >

06 01

:0

06 01

reid and i are working on something funny / fun

05 2026

05 31

i do not write very much because i can not tell the difference between an interesting thought and just a thought. similarly i can not tell the difference between an interesting young person and just a young person. i like all of it. i like consistency. i like doing the same things everyday. i take my supplements, hold my legs up on the wall for 10 minutes, brush my teeth, wash my face, put in my contacts, stretch and then, often i hit a vape despite being interested in health. i am confused by health. i create limitations for my own health everyday (vape).

making images is my solution to writing. i know what is important when i am inclined to take a photo. images are how we hold a memory forever. if you are interested in making a memory permanent you can ask yourself “do i want to have this forever?” when i ask myself this questions (and when i take a photo) i remember it for the rest of my life.

this week i have been trying new forms of movement. for the past year and a half i have been weight lifted 3 - 6 times a week. i am not sure if i am doing it right. it is not really about doing it correctly or incorrectly. it is about consistency. having something that is mine. becoming a choice. i never tell myself i have to go to the gym. this allows me to go with ease. i enjoy getting stronger because it is free. that being said, the gym is not much of a hobby. it is independent. a conversation between you and your body. more similar to getting dressed (routine) than enjoying your day (pleasure). it has also been requested of me to find new hobbies. the ones i have no longer count because i make money from them.

monday i took off.

tuesday i tried muay thai and did upper body. it was ok.

wednesday i tried boxing and did back and shoulders. it was ok.

thursday i took off.

friday i did legs.

saturday i tried brazilian jiu jitsu with my sister. it was also ok.

sunday is today. i might take off.

i am not interested in continuing these things. although i am still interested in finding new movement / a hobby. i think soccer sounds nice. my sister and i will try that this week. maybe tennis? someone suggested swimming. i wish i could just walk. nothing compares to walking. i like that walking is hardly movement. it is the ‘nothing’ of exercise. very democratic. i like that it is portable. i like that it is useful. i like that i can listen to ‘all fours’ by miranda july while doing it. walking is a perfect movement. unfortunately it is not considered a hobby unless done to an extreme or at a high intensity (running). maybe i will start a walking team. ‘mundane movement’ by lola dement myers. we would walk from bushwick to downtown manhattan and then back. we would also walk up the westside highway as far as we felt. those are my two favorite walks. the westside highway is for when we are sad. bushwick to manhattan is reserved for fridays when we meet our manager for our routine friday meeting at betty. we will all order a side of steak, a side of sautéed greens, and a side of scrambled eggs. he will tell us about our successes of the week. he will tell us what is to come in the following week. we will ask about his other clients and the girls that he may or may not have seen that week. we will passively run new ideas by him. we will fight over the check and then eventually split it like every other week. then we will all walk back home over the bridge.

05 31

zane and ivy sleeping in

05 30

<3

05 29

cute soccer game with nike x cafe forgot

05 28

each person does the amount of lying that is right for them

05 27

thank you adias

04 26

need forever

05 25

awesome backyard dinner

05 24

shay and sage birthday dinner at minetta tavern

05 24

twins

05 24

dimes recharge after big cry

watched graveyard of the fireflies at metrograph

05 23

made this lunch for shay

05 22

dim sum go go with mom and regina

05 22

moma with mom, regina, and ivy

05 22

thank you eckhaus latta

05 22

moma bathroom

04 21

14 clover in 10 minutes

05 21

kingston

05 21

day trip to kingston

05 20

mom reading her cards

05 19

mom brought mango from the island

05 19

breakfast with aakash

05 18 perfect dinner

05 17

celebrating with a hot dog

05 17

05 16

saying goodbye to nori

05 15

win son with abbie

recommendation = soy milk

05 15

walked over the williamsburg bridge today with nori and nathan

05 15

happy

05 14

lovely dinner

05 14

balance / peace / unity

05 14

at my cognitive therapy appointment

05 13

amazing girls dinner with tulane and sasha

05 13

perfect technology

05 13

good peace

05 12

momaps1 50th anniversary gala after party

05 12

nori meets abbie at la cante

05 11

bringing down boxes

05 11

05 10

i <3 being competitive

05 09

perfect day with biz

05 09

2 grapes with biz

05 08

favorite food

05 07

made lee a sandwich

05 06

sandwich making party

05 06

05 05

i just don’t compromise but im easy to work with

05 04

suki waterhouse’s preparation for the met gala

05 03

05 02

05 01

04 2026

04 30

8:30am 

1/2 pita bread 

tea 

9:00am 

protein shake

coffee

10:30am

banana

11:30am 

pita bread

1/2 tsbp jam 

10 cherrie tomato 

2 oz chicken salad 

12:30pm

3 more cherry tomatoes

6 blue berry 

1:00

80% soft pretzel with cinnamon sugar 

1/2 tbsp vegan butter

tea 

4:00pm

1 pita 

1 oz chicken salad 

2 cherry tomatoes di 

1/2 tbsp vegan butter

7:00pm

small bowl of green curry and 1 scoop of rice

4 bite pad see you with beef 

6-7 bites papaya salad

04 29

8:00am 

1 piece sourdough

1/4 faye 0% yogurt serving 

3 slices tomato 

basil leaves

a little oil + salt + lemon

10:30am

1/2 cookie

1/2 soft  pretzel with cinnamon sugar + vegan butter? 

12:00pm

1 gluten free choco muffin 

tiny chia pudding with blue berry + raspberry

2 slices dragon fruit

2:00pm

2 slices melon

2 oranges 

3:00 

pieces of chicken (wing) 

salad (1/2 cup) 

collard greens 

3 shimp with pickled red online 

6:00pm

1 bag freeze dried strawberry

1 kind bar 

7:00pm

1 brownie (2 x 2 x  .25") 

1 small coconut bar with chocolate (1 x 2 x .25")  

8:00pm

1/2 pita bread 

3 bites hummus

1 oz chicken salad

3 bites babagnoush 

3 pieces cauliflower

2 pieces friend eggplant 

3 bites of zane's chicken shawarma sandwich  

9:00pm

6 squares chocolate / 1 serving 

04 28

creating bts videos for ________

8:30am

protein shake 

1 banana 

12:00pm

green apple 

1:30pm

1 orange 

2:30pm 

5 crackers 

1 slice of baguette 

2 pieces of turkey 

1 piece of prosciutto

3-5 maple glazes pecans 

5-6 grapes 

3:00

2 crackers  

1 orange 

6-10 grapes 

1 piece cauliflower 

1 straw berry 

1 piece mellon 

6:00pm

1 cracker 

1 banana 

1 straw berry 

2 maple glazed pecans 

7:30pm 

green apple 

pb2 powder

honey 

9:00pm 

1 steak taco

1 birra taco 

1 pork taco 

+ 1 bite of another birra taco later 

04 27

dinner with trudy + tina + zane at la cantine

04 27

unsure today

04 27

work from home map

04 26

dimes with everything

02 26

everything

04 26

package

04 26

me

04 26

future

04 26

perfect

03 26

dimes with olive

04 26

videos from kyu camera

04 26

desk

04 25

catch up

04 25

room service perfume release at lovely day

so proud of perfect best friends

04 24

quiet light album release party at lovely day

04 24

new health

04 24

kyu camera = 27 9 second videos a day

04 23

perfect lunch

04 23

farmers market

04 22

zane brought me apollo bagels <3

04 22

americano with protein shake for creamer

amazing invention by jack salazar

04 22

awesome snack

04 21

farmers market before cognitive therapy

04 21

kyu camera.. obsessed…

04 22

sextalk with dyltwosix

04 21

i am not going to gatekeep this because

i don’t think anyone else would choose to do it

04 20

morgensterns with shay and ML.

perfect night perfect people happy again.

04 20

new awesome bag

04 20

good morning 420

04 19

dinner with ivy at la cantine

04 19

my awesome snack

04 19

zane sideburn explanation…

04 18

going home

04 18

reid’s birthday

04 17

silk party with 25 users.

office too hot (no ac) so we moved it to the house.

04 17

bathroom branch

04 17

consumption

04 17

new usm desk i traded for design work

04 16

larriat warriors

04 16

quiet light for sex talk

04 15

perfect food / day time date

04 15

pink on my walk to the gym

04 15

from my questionable smoothie

i made zane eat the other half

04 15

i did my taxes… correctly…

i… am… so… happy… now… :)

bag cham by macy

04 14

it is not suppose to be inspiring

04 14

amazing dessert with lee from la cantine

04 14

pistachio matcha pineapple spirulina banana smoothie

from happy zoey’s vegan bakery with macy

04 13

mia kerin for sex talk

04 12

gregs birthday round 2

04 11

gregs birthday round 1

04 11

awesome vegan food with ivy

04 11

being uniquely right >

04 11

soil thornton

04 10

>

04 10

bought 2 cherry blossom branches to decorate for march madness lol

04 10

whatever

04 09

claudia brought the post beautiful flowers for march madness lol

04 09

us

04 08

house

04 07

harriet the spy snack.

04 06

march madness!

ivy asleep on the bed.

04 06

thank you tankair

04 06

recommendation =

04 06

40 pairs of shoes

04 06

homemade bouty bars…

they were… ok…

04 05

happy spring

04 05

understand

05 05

portable moss

04 04

la cabra with aakash

04 03

camila carper for sex talk

04 02

ISO a flipper zero to turn off the street lamp in front of our apartment

window because zane does this every night…

04 01

rabbits!

03 2026

03 31

bye march

03 31

grace ives for sex talk

03 31

<3

03 31

i brought zane a flight of 5 leftover sandwiches for lunch

03 30

pb and j croissant from radio bakery

03 30

perfect simple sandwich

03 30

lee and i went to radio bakery and split a cookie + pb and j croissant

03 29

tammer :)

03 29

quiet house

03 29

weird snack

03 28

packing my lunch to work at zane’s office

03 27

k’s miami themed birthday party

03 26

balthazar with tammer and k

03 25

my bloody mary garnish because i watched willy wonka

03 24

tammer here!

03 23

bedroom

03 23

happy

03 23

farmers market haul from hala pastures

03 22

babymorocco for sex talk

03 22

sex talk set up for babymorocco

03 21

organized snack

03 20

twin boyfriends

3 20

shay sage + ivy came over

03 19

meeting with aakash at la cantine

03 18

03 17

confusing day

03 16

03 15

03 14

03 13

03 13

becoming…

03 12

shot opperelly for sex talk

03 11

IIc

book

loans

studio

health

budget

manager

grow hair

jump rope

write daily

healthcare

nutritionist

video work

work slowly

not get a job

find patience

morning walk

stop smoking

gym schedule

post everyday

travel for work

define my work l

earn how i relax

posting schedule

move apartments

file taxes quarterly

define my business

grow my client book

take a ceramic class

speak to myself honestly

speak to myself with care

reframe negative thought

take a graphic design class

strength train 4 days a week

standardized sleep schedule

manufacture a ceramic collection

stand for everything bend for nothing

03 11

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03 10

shot bassvictim for sex magazine today

03 09

perfect day

03 08

walking with z

03 08

bassvictim for sex talk

03 08

maria of bassvictim

03 08

ike of bassvictim

03 08

sex talk preparation

03 07

coffee with z at sey

03 06

our plates

03 06

girls dinner <3 em is in town

03 05

bassvictim at webster hall

03 05

zane and i go b2b on interview subjects

we walk them from the house to the office

(2 blocks away)

03 04

so much work but we prayed for a client books like this

03 02

lucas and maddy >

03 03

went to the whitney biennial opening lol

03 02

more room for stretching >

03 01

rabbits!

02 2026

02 28

zane made a purchase…

02 28

wait… bushwick is awesome.

02 27

shoot day with ______

02 27

need a desk

02 27

i am so happy we moved =

i feel like my brain is turning back on.

02 27

zane sleeping

02 26

first meal in the new house =

smoked salmon

carrot salad

lemon

02 25

paused moving to have a ’before’ celebration dinner with biz + reid

02 25

new house >

02 25

i will love you forever

02 25

moving today <3

02 25

goodbye minetta street 220 sq ft apartment

02 24

made an awesome larb salad

02 23

snow day + pb + j winter obsession

02 23

perfect in washington square park

02 23

met bb + alex in washington square park

built tiny snow birds + enjoyed a hot toddy at cafe reggio

02 22

i am excited to move +

i will miss west village so much

02 22

top 5 biggest storms in the past 100 Years

02 22

i love you so much 220 sq ft apartment

02 22

we got burgers + enjoyed the snow

02 21

circle snack plate

02 20

horrible protein powder cookies gone so wrong

02 19

awesome 5 ingredient sweet potato brownies

02 18

dinner with mika at eel bar <3

02 17

discovered egg whites

02 16

shot with ___ ____ today

02 15

sunday 

8:30 = wake up 

9:00 = get ready / eat breakfast 

9:30 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = edit _____

11:00 = edit _____

12:00 = shoot sex talk / femcels 

1:00 = shoot sex talk / femcels 

2:00 = hangout with femcels

2:30 = call ______

3:00 = go home 

4:00 = edit _____ 

5:00 = wholefoods / big salad 

6:00 = make big salad

7:00 = dinner at danny’s

8:00 = dinner at danny’s

9:00 = silk party 

10:00 = silk party 

11:00 = silk party 

12:00 = silk party 

1:00 = silk party

2:00 = silk party

3:00 = silk party

3:30 get ready for bed / bed

02 15

sex talk with femcels >

02 14

saturday

7:30 = wake up 

8:00 = get ready 

9:00 = go to rachel

9:30 = shoot rachel

10:00 = shoot rachel

11:00 = get sweet with biz

12:00 = shoot sex talk / ML 

1:00 = shoot sex talk / ML 

2:00 =  go to shoot rian 

3:00 = shoot rian 

4:00 = shoot rian 

5:00 = go home

6:00 = edit ____ 

7:00 =  edit _____ 

8:00 = get dressed

9:00 = dinner at miss ada

10:00 = dinner at miss ada

11:00 = go home / relax

11:30 = bed

02 13

friday

7:30 = wake up 

8:00 = get ready 

9:00 = go to gym 

9:30 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = aakash meeting

11:00 = nyfw post

12:00 = shoot zoe gustavia anna whalen

1:00 = shoot zoe gustavia anna whalen

2:00 =  visit richard turley

3:00 = go to shoot lindsey okubo

4:00 = shoot lindsey okubo

5:00 = shoot lindsey okubo

6:00 = go home

7:00 =  dinner with lucas at lovely day

8:00 = dinner with lucas at lovely day

9:00 = create posts for nyfw  

10:00 = relax

11:00 = get ready for bed

11:30 = bed

02 12

thursday

7:30 = wake up 

8:00 = get ready 

9:00 = go to gym 

9:30 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = computer work

11:00 = shoot sex talk / e

12:00 = shoot sex talk / e

1:00 = walk  

2:00 = locanut 1/2 salmon

3:00 = edit sex talk 

4:00 = go to shoot taylor 

5:00 = shoot taylor 

6:00 = shoot taylor 

7:00 = go home 

8:00 = aakash b day dinner   

9:00 = meet k at pianos  

10:00 = welcome jpg party 

11:00 = welcome jpg party 

12:00 = go home / get ready for bed

12:30 = bed

02 12

ysl beauty party poster on west houston st.

02 11

we got the apartment <3

02 11

wednesday

6:30 = wake up / get ready

7:30 = leave house to shoot joe 

8:00 = shoot joe 

9:00 = shoot joe 

9:30 =  go to rachel  

10:00 = ______ call  

10:15 = shoot rachel 

11:15 = shoot rachel 

12:00 = call _____ 

1:00 = go home 

2:00 = lunch = locanut

2:45 = edit sabrina 

3:15 = edit sabrina 

4:00 = write sex talk for _____

5:00 = write sex talk for _____

6:00 = go to party 

7:00 = valentines party 

8:00 = valentines party 

9:00 = valentines party 

10:00 = go home / relax 

11:00 = get ready for bed / blog 

11:30 = bed

02 10

tuesday

8:00 = wake up 

8:30 = get ready 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = _____ call 

11:00 = morning posts 

12:00 = nyfw prep / sex talk - post mgna crrrta 

1:00 = gym 

2:00 = shower

2:45 = passport place

3:15 = post office / passport

4:00 = post office / passport

5:00 = shoot morgan + stella  

6:00 = shoot morgan + stella  

7:00 = walk home 

8:00 = forcasting / email 

9:00 = edit ____ / blog

9:30 = dinner at minetta tavern  

10:30 = relax / get ready for bed / blog 

11:30 = bed

02 09

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast

9:00 = edit ____ 

10:00 = start work / email check in / job log

11:00 = nyfw prep 

12:00 = morning posts / co work with aakash 

1:00 =  forecasting - entire weekly objectives 

2:00 = ______ call 

2:30 = lunch 

3:00 = new object design [ceramic + object] - research 

4:00 = new object design [ceramic + object] - design 

4:30 =  post personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = _____ first look 

6:00 = nyfw prep

7:00 = nyfw prep

8:00 = dinner  

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

02 08

sunday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = go to masa for test shoot

8:30 = shoot test

9:30 = go home

10:00 = start work / email check in / job log / blog 

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = shoot prep

12:00 = shoot  

1:00 = shoot  

2:00 = shoot  

4:00 = late lunch at dim sum go go  

5:00 = grocery shop / super bowl dessert

6:00 = shoot prep with biz

7:00 = feyfey worldwide

8:30 = superbowl party at shays 

9:00 = superbowl party at shays 

10:00 = superbowl party at shays 

11:00 = go home

12:00 = get ready for bed

12:30 = bed

02 07

saturday

7:00 = wake up 

7:30 = gym 

8:30 = home

9:00 = get ready + breakfast

10:00 = start work / email check in / job log / blog 

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = get clothing together for yours 

12:00 = head to yours 

1:00 = sell at yours 

2:00 = sell at yours 

3:30 = sell at yours  

4:00 = lunch

5:00 = sell at yours 

6:00 = go home

7:00 = dinner sammy, molly, emma + michelle

8:00 = dinner sammy, molly, emma + michelle

9:00 = go to babies for blix show 

10:00 = blix show  

11:00 = blix show  

12:00 = blix show  

1:00 = bed

02 06

friday 

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log 

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash (in person) or writing post creation 

12:00 = yours call 

1:00 = bernard shoot 

2:00 = bernard shoot 

3:00 = bernard shoot 

3:00 = writing post 

4:00 = lunch 

4:30 = post + create personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = email check in / job log 

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 =  get clothing together for yours 

8:00 = dinner 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

02 05

thursday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = nyfw concept

12:00 = client work / _____

1:00 = edit sex talk

2:00 = biz + aakash call

3:00 = outreach new clients (3 - 5)

4:00 = lunch

4:30 = post + create personal / lifestyle

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work

7:00 = dinner with shay

8:00 = golfing in chelsea

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

02 04

wednesday

7:00 = wake up

7:30 get ready

8:00 = laundry / coffee

8:30 = get ready + breakfast

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

10:30 = concept nyfw

11:00 = concept nyfw

12:00 = new object design / ____ / ______ emails

1:00 = new object creation / snowflakes

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = client work / ______

4:00 = client work / ______

4:30 = post + create personal / lifestyle

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work

7:00 = dinner with ivy + zane / funny bar

8:00 = walk

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

02 03

tuesday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

10:30 = tiktok concept / shoot / post

11:00 = meeting with aakash (digital)

12:00 = plan for _____ shoot

1:00 = write treatment for _____

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = creation for personal / lifestyle content

4:00 = post for personal / lifestyle content

4:30 = post + create personal / lifestyle

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work

7:00 = office pizza party

8:00 = walk

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

02 02

monday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym / listen to _____ album  

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready 

9:00 = start work / email check in (____) / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

10:30 = object design / _____ / ____ emails 

11:00 = new object creation / snowflakes 

12:00 = sex talk - post (moved to tomorrow)

1:00 =  meeting with biz 

2:00 = meeting with biz 

3:00 = meeting with biz  

4:00 =  aakash MEETING

4:30 = review _____ estimate 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work / capsule (6 - 8pm) 

7:00 =  dinner 

8:00 = see apartments in williamsburg 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

ON BECOMING = A COMMUNITY ON SILK.CX

02 01

sunday 

8:00 = wake up 

9:00 = get ready 

9:30 = gym

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = pick up uhaul / fail

12:00 = breakfast at empire diner

12:30 = pick up uhaul / succeed 

1:00 =  drive to offline gallery / pick up pedistal

1:30 = drop 1 pedistal at dannys 

2:00 = drive to studio in harlem 

2:30 = drop 1 pedistal at studio

3:00 = fill up uhual with gas

3:30 = drop off uhaul 

4:00 = go home / eat lunch (popeyes + salad) 

5:00 =  client work 

6:00 = client work 

7:00 = client work / weekly schedule 

8:00 = sex talk edit 

9:00 = dinner 

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 2026

01 31 2026

saturday

8:00 = wake up  

8:30 = email in bed

9:00 = get ready 

10:00 = _____ call 

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = walk  

12:00 = wait in line for buvette  

1:00 = lunch at buvette   

2:00 = email

3:00 = sex talk edit 

4:00 = sex talk edit

5:00  = client work

6:00  = client work

7:00 = email check in / job log

8:00 = massage

9:00 = dinner / movie

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 30 2026

friday 

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = email ____  

8:00 = go back to sleep

8:30 = get up / get ready

9:00 = gym

10:30 = home / morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash meeting at betty

11:00 = _____ / confirm ______ 

12:00 = _____ / shoot prep 

1:00 = _____ interview with ____ 

2:00 = _____ interview with ____ 

3:00 = post - writing  / client work

4:00 = lunch

5:00 = sex talk edit 

6:00 = email check in / job log / forecasting 

7:00 = dinner at abcv with masa + maddy

8:00 = dinner at abcv with masa + maddy

9:00 = party at ____ gallery   

10:00 = party at ____ gallery    

11:00 = relax / journal / blog / outfit log 

12:00 = bed 

01 29 206

thursday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = email ____

8:00 = go back to bed

8:30 = get ready + get laundry

9:00 = get ready for gym / walk to gym

10:00 = training (pulling)

11:30: grocery shop

12:00 = sex talk - shoot mgna crtta

1:00 = sex talk - shoot mgna crtta

2:00 = strategy and ops _____ call

3:00 = post personal / lifestyle

3:30 = lunch

4:30 = out reach to new clients (3-5)

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work

7:00 = dinner with elena at tomo21

8:00 = dinner with elena at tomo21

9:00 = dessert with elena at concerned inn

10:00 = dessert with elena, zane + kevin at commerce inn

11:00 = walk home / relax / blog

12:00 = bed

01 28 2026

wednesday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym

8:00 = laundry / walk

8:30 = get ready + breakfast  

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

9:30 = text ____ to talk about book / interview 

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = make + post jewelry promotion / work on snowflakes 

12:00 = sex talk - post gala prudent

12:00 = sex talk - shoot _____ 

1:00 = edit _____ 

2:00 = submit _____ 

3:00 = lunch 

3:30 = call with ______ 

4:30 = call with ______ 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop working / walk to metrograph 

6:50 = a new love in tokyo at metrograph 

8:30 = a new love in tokyo at metrograph 

9:00 = dinner at mission chinese food

10:00 = walk home 

10:30 = blog / outfit log / relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = watch girls (hbo)

12:00 = bed

01 27 2026

tuesday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym / listen to _____ album  

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast + shoot ____ 

9:00 = shoot _____ 

10:00 = start work / email check in / job log

11:00 = betty with aakash - notion 

12:00 = morning posts

1:00 =  see space with aakash / post tiktok 

2:00 = lunch / see _____ Rivington St #2A 

3:00 = shoot ____ 

4:00 = shoot + edit _____ 

4:30 =  post personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = look at pedestal at offline gallery for _____

6:00 = edit _____

7:00 = edit _____  

8:00 = dinner  

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 26 2026

carrying a monitor around wholefoods

because my friend randomly gifted it to me…

01 26 2026

monday

8:00 = wake up

8:30 = get ready  

9:00 = breakfast  

10:00 = drive / email / job log 

10:30 = drive / blog

11:00 = drive / ______ 

12:00 = drive / ______ 

1:00 = drive / lunch 

2:00 = drive / computer work 

3:00 = drive / new object research 

4:00 = drive / new object design 

5:00 = drive / submit _____ playlist 

6:00 = drive / send files to ______  

7:00 = home / send ______ files 

8:00 = walk in snow 

9:00 = relax 

10:00 = dinner at minetta tavern 

11:00 = relax / get ready for bed 

12:00 = bed

01 25 2026

sunday 

11:00 = wake up (snow day)

12:00 = get ready / morning posts

1:00 =  snow walk / breakfast

2:00 = blog  

3:00 =  blt lunch / computer work

4:00 = watch national treasure

5:00 =  watch national treasure

6:00 = make meatballs

7:00 = dinner

8:00 =  snow walk

9:00 = watch _____

10:00 = hot toddies

11:00 = more

12:00 = bed

01 24 2026

saturday

8:00 = wake up  

8:30 = create morning posts 

9:00 = get ready

10:00 = _____ call 

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 =  fun breakfast at pamela’s

12:00 = candy shop

1:00 = enjoy pittsburgh  

2:00 = enjoy pittsburgh  

3:00 = lunch 

4:00 = enjoy day 

5:00  = sasha’s + zora’s show opening at romance

6:00  = ^

7:00 = pizza at sasha’s + zora’s show opening

8:00 = la mardi gras in pittsburgh

9:00 = la mardi gras in pittsburgh

10:00 = mario’s in pittsburgh

11:00 = mario’s in pittsburgh

12:00 = atke a break in pittsburgh

1:00 = take a break in pittsburgh

2:00 = back to air bnb

3:00 bed

01 24 2026

bag show-and-tell at la mardi gras in pittsburgh

01 23 2026

friday 

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = get ready to go of airport 

7:30 leave for airport 

8:00 aakash meeting in uber 

8:30 = airport type  

9:40 = plane departs / pittsburgh 

10:00 = writing post creation / ____ video 

11:00 = arrive in pittsburgh 

11:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

12:00 = enjoy pittsburgh / thrift

1:00 = enjoy pittsburgh / thrift

2:00 = lunch 

3:00 = post - writing  / client work

4:00 = sex talk edit 

5:00 = email check in / job log / forecasting 

6:00 = stop work

7:00 =  enjoy pittsburgh  

8:00 = dinner 

9:00 = enjoy pittsburgh 

10:00 = enjoy pittsburgh  

11:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

12:00 = bed  

01 22 2026

thursday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = final edit of _____

12:00 = submit _____

1:00 = concept _____ video 

2:00 = strategy and ops - aakash call 

3:00 = post - personal /  lifestyle 

3:30 = lunch 

4:30 = out reach to new clients (3-5) 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

6:30 = pack for Pittsburg 

8:00 = dinner

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 21 2026

wednesday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = get ready + breakfast  

8:00 = laundry / walk 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = make + post jewelry promotion 

12:00 = work on snowflakes 

1:00 = follow up with _____ + _____ + _____ 

2:00 = concept for _______ album  

3:00 = lunch 

4:00 = concept for _________ album  

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = club chess 

9:00 = club chess 

10:00 = blog / outfit log / relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 20 2026

tuesday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym / listen to _____ album  

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

10:30 = aakash meeting (digital) 

11:00 = sex talk - _____

12:00 = write sex talk questions

1:00 = content lunch = peter lugers 

2:30 = travel home 

3:00 = aakash co-working meeting 

4:00 = concept for _____ album 

4:30 = post + create personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = email check in / job log

5:30 = see 21st street apartment 

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner with rory 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 20 2026

jack zebra for sex talk.

1. what is love 

2. what is truth 

3. what is health 

4. what is perfect 

5. what is the goal

6. what do you need

7. what do you want

8. what’s worth doing

9. what should change 

10. what can you control 

01 20 2026

content lunch at peter lugers

zane brough his robots for show-and-tell

01 20 2026

dinner with rory at lords…

insane burger but nothing is like rootstock.

01 19 2026

monday

7:30 = wake up 

8:00 = gym / listen to ____ album  

8:30 = training 

9:15 = home 

9:30 = get ready + breakfast 

10:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:30 = morning posts + shoot prep 

11:00 = shoot _____ 

12:00 = shoot _____ 

1:00 = edit _____ 

2:00 = yours meeting 

3:00 = lunch 

4:00 = edit _____   

5:00 = edit _____ 

6:00 = email check in / job log  

7:00 = dinner with maddy at buvette 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = finish _____ edit / listen to _____ album  

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 18 2026



sunday 

8:00 = wake up / get ready 

9:00 = write sex talk questions

9:30 = make schedule

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = breakfast with gentry at commerce inn

12:00 =  breakfast with gentry at commerce inn

1:00 =  blog

2:00 = make playlist for OGBFF

3:00 =  run

4:00 = review schedule / forecast 

5:00 =  dinner with ivy + giane + zane

6:00 = dinner with ivy + giane + zane

7:00 = walk in fort greene

8:00 = train home

9:00 = email check in / job log 

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 17 2026

saturday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = grocery store / sweet potatoes + hu chocolate

8:30 = get ready 

9:00 = make sweet potatoes + hu chocolate

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 =  free write 

12:00 = free write 

1:00 = brunch at betty with jake + max + cj + lee + alice +

2:00 = shop with lee

3:00 = walk home  

4:00 = enjoy day 

5:00  = enjoy day 

6:00  = dinner

7:00 =  sasha + zora’s show at iowa pt.1

8:00 = sasha + zora’s show at iowa pt.1

9:00 = coyote club

10:00 = coyote club

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 17 2026

amazing snow today

01 17 2026

respect everything

01 17 2026

love it so much sorry

01 16 2026

friday 

6:30 =  wake up

6:50 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash (in person) or writing post creation 

12:00 = concept video 

1:00 = concept video 

2:00 = lunch 

3:00 = post - writing  / client work

4:00 = sex talk edit / client work

5:00 = email check in / job log / forecasting 

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner at abc v with noah / bernard / zane

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax 

11:00 = bed

01 16 2026

went to abc v tonight with bernard, noah, and zane.

i found this restaurant killing time before

a bunny rodger’s talk a few months ago.

abc v (est. 2017) is a '“plant-forward”

jean georges restaurant in the flatiron.

it was truly one of the best meals i have ever had.

super hipster vegan food and decor.

it’s beyond perfect = light pink tint on everything.

we dressed in our most hipster attire.

bernard dressed normal (hipster).

noah drew a mustache on the inside of his finger.

i wore my prescription tortoise shell aviator glasses.

zane wore his pink los angeles apparel zip-up hoodie and newboy cap.

the food was beautiful and healthy.

we took flash photos the entire time.

we told them it was my birthday and they sang (my request).

halfway through the dinner, we switch seats.

this way, everyone could have a full view of abc v.

we spoke about =

hipster names

office shopping

hosting a reading

apartment shopping

independent education

moving out of new york (no)

who to interview / shoot next

getting funding / sponsorship

alternative short form content

bernard’s grad school applications

noah’s screening of errands at public records tomorrow

being an inconsiderate photographer (flash photography)

the broker of the best lofts in brooklyn who is always 30 minutes late

perfect night.

01 15 2026

thursday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = shoot edit 

12:00 = shoot edit 

1:00 = sex talk interview 

2:00 = strategy and ops - aakash call 

3:00 = post - personal /  lifestyle 

3:30 = lunch 

4:30 = out reach to new clients (3-5) 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = galleries / jarvis + gern

6:45 = see metropolitan at metrograph with lee 

7:00 = see metropolitan at metrograph with lee 

8:00 = dinner with lee 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 15 2026

new perfect jacket

01 15 2026

the semiotics of me wearing supreme >

01 15 2026

i <3 the internet

zane would not try this with me

viral sweet potato + dark chocolate + seasalt

01 14 2025

wednesday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = get ready + breakfast  

8:00 = laundry / walk 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = make jewelry promotion 

12:00 = post jewelry promotion

1:00 = new object design [ceramic + object]

2:00 = jewelry meeting 

3:00 = lunch 

4:00 = client work

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = girls dinner / emily's house 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 14 2025

me vs. zane

01 13 2026

tuesday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash meeting (digital) 

12:00 = write sex talk questions

1:00 = write sex talk questions

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = post - creation for personal / lifestyle 

3:30 = call robin - socially engaged posting 

4:30 = post - personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner at dimes with maddy

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 12 2026

shot with comet today

also tried to recreate luke vu’s sardine butter toast

it went well but keto bread was kind of… blah…

01 11 2025

sunday

8:00 = wake up 

9:00 = get ready 

9:30 = do nothing 

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = house showing (the house makes me upset)

12:00 =  breakfast / lunch omelettes

1:00 = computer work

2:00 = computer work

3:00 =  enjoy day 

4:00 = enjoy day 

5:00 =  enjoy day 

6:00 = call aakash / make schedule / forecast 

7:00 = email check in / job log 

8:00 =  dinner

9:00 = blog

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 11 2026

unfortunately i think its genius

01 10 2026

saturday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready

9:00 = free write

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = free write

12:00 = fun breakfast

1:00 = fun breakfast

2:00 = poem / photo book

3:00 = poem / photo book

4:00 = snack / small lunch

5:00 = enjoy day

6:00 = enjoy day

7:00 = dinner

8:00 = enjoy night

9:00 = surprise birthday for danny ar food

10:00 = enjoy night

11:00 = enjoy night

12:00 = bed

01 10 2026

danny’s birthday cake by rocky (amazing)

01 10 2026

perfect meal by luke at food

01 09 2026

friday

6:30 =  wake up

6:50 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash (in person) or writing post creation 

12:00 = client work

1:00 = client work

2:00 = lunch 

3:00 = post - writing 

4:00 = sex talk edit 

5:00 = email check in / job log / forecasting 

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner with sasha and tulane

8:00 = give them gifts from japan  

9:00 = catch up

10:00 = relax 

11:00 = bed 

01 08 2026

50 degrees today

waling everywhere again

01 08 2026

i <3 simple

thursday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = tiktok - concept 

12:00 = tiktok - post 

1:00 = sex talk interview 

2:00 = sex talk interview  

3:00 = post - personal /  lifestyle 

3:30 = lunch 

4:30 = out reach to new clients (3-5) 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner / drinks with client 

8:00 = ^ 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 07 2026

first day of following my new hour-by-hour schedule.

wednesday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = get ready + breakfast  

8:00 = laundry / walk 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = make jewelry promotion 

12:00 = post jewelry promotion

1:00 = new object design [ceramic + object]

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = client work

4:00 = client work

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

01 07 2026

everything feels beautiful again.

01 07 2026

i am excited to move but i will miss our courtyard so much.

01 07 2025

monday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = client work 

12:00 = sex talk post 

1:00 = forecasting - entire week ahead  

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = new object design [ceramic + object] - research 

4:00 = new object design [ceramic + object] 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

tuesday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash meeting (digital) 

12:00 = tiktok - concept 

1:00 = tiktok - post 

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = post - creation for personal / lifestyle 

4:00 = post - personal / lifestyle 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

wednesday 

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = get ready + breakfast  

8:00 = laundry / walk 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = make jewelry promotion 

12:00 = post jewelry promotion

1:00 = new object design [ceramic + object]

2:00 = lunch

3:00 = client work

4:00 = client work

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

thursday

6:30 =  wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = tiktok - concept 

12:00 = tiktok - post 

1:00 = sex talk interview 

2:00 = sex talk interview  

3:00 = post - personal /  lifestyle 

3:30 = lunch 

4:30 = out reach to new clients (3-5) 

5:00 = email check in / job log

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner / drinks with client 

8:00 = ^ 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax / get ready for bed

11:00 = bed

friday 

6:30 =  wake up

6:50 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready + breakfast 

9:00 = start work / email check in / job log

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = aakash (in person) or writing post creation 

12:00 = client work

1:00 = client work

2:00 = lunch 

3:00 = post - writing 

4:00 = sex talk edit 

5:00 = email check in / job log / forecasting 

6:00 = stop work 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = walk 

9:00 = journal / blog / outfit log 

10:00 = relax 

11:00 = bed 

saturday

6:30 = wake up

7:00 = gym 

8:00 = home

8:30 = get ready 

9:00 = fun breakfast 

10:30 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 =  free write 

12:00 = free write 

1:00 = poem / photo book

2:00 = poem / photo book

3:00 = lunch 

4:00 = enjoy day 

5:00  = enjoy day 

6:00  = enjoy day 

7:00 = dinner 

8:00 = enjoy night 

9:00 = enjoy night 

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

sunday 

8:00 = wake up 

9:00 = get ready 

9:30 = breakfast 

10:00 = morning posts (ig story + tweet)

11:00 = enjoy day 

12:00 =  enjoy day 

1:00 =  enjoy day 

2:00 = lunch 

3:00 =  enjoy day 

4:00 = enjoy day 

5:00 =  enjoy day 

6:00 = call aakash / make schedule / forecast 

7:00 = email check in / job log 

8:00 =  enjoy night 

9:00 = enjoy night 

10:00 = enjoy night 

11:00 = enjoy night 

12:00 = bed

01 06 2025

egg custard and 80 grams of pineapple.

01 05 2026

llc 

book

loans

studio

health 

budget 

manager

grow hair 

jump rope

write daily 

healthcare 

nutritionist

video work 

work slowly 

not get a job

find patience

morning walk

stop smoking

gym schedule 

post everyday 

travel for work 

define my work

learn how i relax

posting schedule 

move apartments

file taxes quarterly 

define my business

grow my client book 

take a ceramic class 

speak to myself honestly 

speak to myself with care 

reframe negative thought 

take a graphic design class 

strength train 4 days a week  

standardized sleep schedule 

manufacture a ceramic collection  

stand for everything bend for nothing

01 04 2025

i am still doing it for no reason.

01 04 2025

zane is home.

01 04 2025

wooden doll collection grows.

01 04 2025

astro boy coaster found at the osaka flea.

copying osamu tezuka is how i learn to draw.

01 04 2025

unpacking = this is my side of the mantel vs. zane’s side.

01 04 2025

i have not been sleeping.

mostly because of jet lag.

half because zane has been gone.

he got home last night.

we made our perfect steak frites.

i bake-and-sear the steak.

when i start to sear, i have zane run to mcdonalds for fries.

by the time he returns home, they steak is plated and ready.

so happy to have him home.

01 03 2026

amazing meal with lee at win son

i missed lee a lot.

we had a good check-in.

we split =

pork dumplings

congee with a jamey egg

pancake with boba and cream

cucumber salad with nutritional yeast

the pancake…

nothing like it.

01 03 2025

19 videos in japan (press center to play)

01 03 2026

happy to be home…

but not sure what ‘work’ is right now.

we can’t sleep anymore…

so we take a walk at 4am

and then go to the diner at 6am

and then equinox at 8am

and then dimes deli at 10am.

01 02 2026

absolutely perfect slippers from em.

i have not taken them off.

01 02 2026

thank you em <3

perfect wooden bowl.

01 01 2026

thank you basket case <3

01 01 2026

double walled handblown glass cups from bink <3

01 01 2026

happy new year <3

thank you bink for the perfect water bottle.

this is ideal for green tea.

12 2025

12 31 2025

i love you 2025.

12 31 2025

everyone.

12 31 2025

perfect new years at shays.

except zane is home in oregon.

12 30 2025

happy to have my white surface back.

12 29 2025

so jet lagged.

sleeping at 6pm lol.

makes it much easier

to go to the gym early.

i collect these leaves ( form study)

on the way home from the gym.

12 28 2025

arrive to the airport

excessively early, juat like i like.

12 28 2025

sad to go.

12 28 2025

we go to jimbocho to

go to komiyama books.

the best book store ever btw.

it makes us both so happy.

last time i was here, i purchased =

a visonaire and a bunch of cdg ephemera.

this time i purchase =

two visionaires, purple magazine,

+ some books for bowman.

12 28 2025

last day treat.

said goodbye to yuka last night

because she is not an early riser.

i woke up to a text from her

saying she would meet me for pancake.

so happy we get to spend

my last day together.

12 27 2025

i think i have to study here.

12 27 2025

i walk and take photos

to say to good bye.

12 27 2025

last full day!

12 26 2025

yuka and i try horse meat.

really good…

12 26 2025

i extend a day and spend the entire time with yuka.

truly a perfect day of eating, shopping, talking etc.

i feel so lucky to have met yuka.

12 25 2025

it is a tradition to get kfc in japan on christmas.

they were taken reservations.

we participate of course.

we then meet yuka for izakya

and these giant drinks (mega mug).

this is zanes last day,

but i decide to extend a day.

12 25 2025

back to toyko.

12 25 2025

highest altitude in japan for a train car.

12 25 2025

<3

12 25 2025

we take a car up to the top of the mountain.

enjoy a coffee and then take the romance train down.

12 25 2025

we bathe in every pool at the ryokan.

one of the most beautiful experiences i have had.

12 25 2025

merry christmas!

12 25 2025

an insane amount of food.

commical and fitting for christmas together.

12 24 2025

zane did not realize they provide dinner…

so when purchasing the room,

he also purchasing 2 hot pot meals…

12 24 2025

we check into a ryokan in hakone.

they serve us dinner in out room

which includes 30+ dishes.

12 24 2025

good.

12 224 2025

daniel and nori at okbura.

so so sad to leave these two. <3

12 24 2025

nori in their store.

12 24 2025

‘travel pairs’

what you see + what i see

12 24 2025

we head to okbura.

there we create a 4 color riso of our travel photos.

12 24 2025

zane stops to take a photo here.

i steal his shot.

12 24 2025

it doesn’t feel like christmas eve.

12 24 2025

we leave kobe today (very sad).

this is my favorite window at bison gallery.

12 23 2025

we are staying at an architecture commune in kobe called baison.

our friend nori has lived and worked here for three years.

12 23 2025

nori took us to the osaka flea maket.

despite the pouring rain, we shopped for 4 hours.

my design professor at saic (kazuki guzmán)

told me to always purchase old tools when in japan.

we found this hammer (it is a gift for someone who may be reading this.)

12 23 2025

prayer bead gifts

12 23 2025

i am so in love with the traditional wooden Kokeshi dolls.

alexander girard would collect these.

he later made a set of his own (now sold by vitra.)

i have made a ceramic set before.

i hope to create a wooden set as well.

12 23 2025

they are perfect.

12 23 2025

astro <3

12 23 2025

gift organizing.

12 22 2025

karoke until 3am… :)

12 22 2025

nori compared the cathartic experience of karoke to church.

i think we need more activities like this.

12 22 2025

trying kobe beef at steakland lol

12 22 2025

stairs in the house / gallery we are staying in.

12 22 2025

lineup.

12 21 2025

zane has become obsessed with chicken katsu curry.

tried this one in osaka after a long day of flea marketing.

it was ok, but the pork cutlet was thin (love raw egg).

12 21 2025

small beer

12 21 2025

understand.

12 21 2025

great selection of Kokeshi dolls.

12 21 2025

more.

12 21 2025

1.5 hour train to osaka for the flea.

we all purchase umbrellas.

12 21 2025

zane put a folded bill into the machine

and a man popped out from a little door.

very wizard of oz / 4th wall broken moment.

12 21 2025

good train handles.

12 21 2025

grey color.

12 21 2025

rain in osaka.

12 20 2025

this is the electrical box in kobe that all the teens drink at.

called “the box”, not to be confused with the club in nyc.

As you can see we participated in some public drinking.

12 20 2025

two doors.

12 20 2025

good.

12 20 2025

so warm here tonight.

we just want to walk all night.

12 20 2025

nori showing us leon’s tree house.

12 20 2025

nori playing guitar hero in his bookstore, okuba.

12 20 2025

zane trying out mac paint.

12 20 2025

zane playing guitar hero.

12 20 2025

zane eating honey toast with ice cream

12 20 2025

christmas bell concert in a 125 year of tunnel.

very special /one of my favorite parts of the trip

12 20 2025

zane putting his shoes on in the gallery living room of baison.

12 20 2025

The architects are kind of funny and play little tricks in their designs.

this is a clear floor right as we walk out of our room lol.

12 20 2025

more photos of baison.

perfect space / how we would like to design our home.

12 20 2025

waking up here >

12 19 2025

food that i forget the name of.

good and all cooked in the same broth.

12 19 2025

the best lamb curry i have ever had.

good choice by zane kind.

12 20 2025

Fushimi Inari-taisha Shrine.

12 19 2025

a kiln in the house of Kanjiro Kawai.

wonderful ceramic artist from the 30s.

12 19 2025

house of Kanjiro Kawai.

12 19 2025

zane waiting.

12 19 2025

happy.

12 19 2025

zane taking off his shoes to walk in a shrine in kyoto.

12 19 2025

good.

12 19 2025

good no.2

12 19 2025

color.

12 19 2025

zane waiting again.

12 19 2025

zane’s new hat…

12 19 2025

so love.

12 19 2025

bamboo covers in kyoto.

style guide city type.

12 19 2025

shrine metal details.

12 19 2025

this is one of my favorite things at the shrines.

creates a beautiful collage of the beams and rafters.

12 19 2025

good again.

12 19 2025

understand me.

12 19 2025

two twin beds pushed together.

12 19 2025

kyoto light.

12 18 2025

arrived in kyoto of a very rainy day.

this is the second leg of the trip and what i have been most looking forward to.

12 18 2025

rain.

12 18 2025

the tiny truck.

12 18 2025

super rainy day in kyoto.

12 18 2025

zane on the bullet train passing mt. fuji.

12 17 2025

wonderful dinner with shay, sage, and mandy (shays mom).

park hyatt hotel / the best steak i have ever had.

12 17 2025

so awesome.

12 17 2025

cj spread.

12 17 2025

bento for the train ride to kyoto.

12 17 2025

cj and i talk about the colors of each day.

it is the color we gravitate towards with photos.

so much of tokyo is pink.

12 17 2025

pink day.

12 17 2025

walking to the train.

12 17 2025

again.

12 17 2025

message.

12 17 2025

i miss how you would see this.

12 17 2025

i think i actually sad not angry.

12 17 2025

goos at mirands.

12 17 2025

1ldk for sex talk .

12 17 2025

goos with the best outfit always.

12 17 2025

egg sando.

12 17 2025

don’t know why but love.

12 17 2025

transition day to new apartment.

12 17 2025

me.

12 17 2025

also always loved.

12 17 2025

christmas chalk.

12 17 2025

goodbye house.

12 17 2025

my best object.

12 17 2025

everything.

12 17 2025

travel photos.

12 16 2025

bloody angle...

12 16 2025

zane at the house i loved last time in koenji.

12 16 2025

kosuke tsumura fof inal home for sex talk.

12 16 2025

walk home from a sex talk interview.

12 16 2025

Nobuhiko Kitamura of hysteric glamour for sex talk.

12 16 2025

Nobuhiko Kitamura wrote all his answers of cue cards.

12 16 2025

<3 special interview.

12 15 2025

z shouting “good luck” before my interviews.

12 15 2025

too much to say today.

i will come back and tell you later.

12 15 2025

for sasha’s doll house.

12 15 2025

i have these at home.

12 15 2025

goodbye perfect air bnb.

12 15 2025

karaoke >

12 14 2025

zzz.

12 14 2025

good text again.

12 14 2025

i want to make one.

12 14 2025

just super love.

12 14 2025

for mom (circles).

12 14 2025

lol.

12 14 2025

me.

12 14 2025

pink train.

12 14 2025

everything.

12 14 2025

very cold here.

12 14 2025

zane + cj’s pocari sweats.

12 14 2025

purchases from today.

one for shay + one for ivy.

12 13 2025

<3

12 13 2025

us at domicile.

zane bought this shirt.

12 13 2025

more good text.

12 13 2025

whatever.

12 13 2025

i <3 photos of food.

best katsu ever also.

12 13 2025

good text.

12 13 2025

twins.

12 13 2025

walk in koenji.

12 12 2025

flyer for our event at domicile

12 12 2025

everyday

12 12 2025

morning walk with z to get coffee from the hot refrigerator at 7/11

12 12 2025

i am so happy to be here

12 12 2025

beautiful light in the house we are staying in

12 12 2025

good morning tokyo

12 11 2025

can’t sleep almost at all

12 11 2025

haneda is a very beautiful airport

12 11 2025

arrive so sick from eating bell pepper

15 years ago i ate bell pepper when i was sick

and threw up and i still can not stomach it

12 10 2025

14 hour flight from nyc to tokyo

i <3 meticulously planning out the work

i will complete on the plane hour by hour

10:00am = board plane + find seats + unpack travel bag + take off

11:00 = settle / eat first meal / chicken + udon + shrimp + + salad

12:00 = try to get wifi / fail to get wifi + loose headphones

1:00 = write 10 questions for 3 sex talks

2:00 = organize and delete aeg photo on laptop

3:00 = continue to organize aeg photo

4:00 = try and fall asleep

5:00 = big hero six

6:00 = try to sleep

7:00 = sleep

8:00 = wake up, have “snacK”

9:00 = edit belia edward goucha photos

10:00 = eat horrible meal (eggs with bell pepper)

11:00 = arrive + immediately throw up (ate bell pepper)

12 09 2025

my perfect lunch

romaine lettuce with dimes chicken salad

i could easily eat this everyday (sometimes i do)

12 08 2025

bella m lucio in her perfect jacket for sex talk

12 07 2025

belated birthday dinner at eel bar with sasha and tulane

perfect meal: egg with anchovy situation

martinis are only $16.00 at here btw

12 07 2025

lucy 000 shot me with these dots

12 07 2025

shot with lucy 000 today

they were both wearing perfect outfits

i wore three looks

one: grey outfit

two: white outfit

three: black outfit (leather)

12 06 2025

celebratory dinner at funny bar

with the abelia edward goucha team

12 06 2025

shooting at my favorite wall-ball court

on the westside highway

12 06 2025

abelia edward goucha shoot <3

12 06 2025

lunch break with abelia edward goucha team

7th street burger of course (zane’s favorite spot)

adg said they would “eat this everyday” if it was in japan

"umai" / うまい

12 05 2025

picking up jewelry with aakash

12 05 2025

management contract <3

very exciting day

12 04 2025

interviewed gala prudent for for sex talk with sex magazine

she showed up wearing the same

helmunt lang sweater as me <3

12 04 2025

gala prudent for sex talk

12 04 2025

sex mag set up

12 03 2025

creating a logo with this

12 02 2025

house felt pretty

12 02 2025

chai tea everyday

it is too cold to drink anything else

12 01 2025

revelie luncheonette with eliza after a

bunny rodgers reading at surrender dorothy

we split a burger and both got ginger carrot soup

+ raspberry buttercream cake for her birthday

i was my first time meeting eliza

very beautiful person and brain

she asked me to go to the bunny rodgers talk

b/c she found my comment on a

bunny rodgers video posted 9 years ago

12 01 2025

bunny rodgers singing and playing guitar

for the first time in front of an audience

notes from her reading at surrender dorothy

the weird girl is now a weird women 

feels bad, i’m going to keep doing it 

lady on the train, you can see me? 

turns out, everyone can see me 

i am revolted by how much help i need

it is infinite 

my dream is reasonable and plain

12 01 2025

amazing store = surrender dorothy

12 01 2025

shoot prep for abelia edward goucha

11 2025

11 30 2025

alternatives to sleep

pills

time

night

party

sugar

coffee

drinking

adderall

11 29 2025

15% off side wide today until 12 07

site closed 12 07 to 01 01

shop small <3

11 28 2025

home to nyc

11 27 2025

always loved

11 27 2025

long beautiful walk with zane through san francisco

11 27 2025

z in a tunnel in golden gate park

11 27 2025

coconut cake from the creamer

11 27 2025

i wish i had more to say

11 27 2025

law building at standford

11 27 2025

bag portrait

11 26 2025

really great

11 26 2025

very interested in the white firehydrant of the west coast

i guess they can do this because they do not get snow

11 26 2025

nothing photographs well right now

11 26 2025

tammer’s two refrigerators

11 25 2025

drive to standford

11 25 2025

perfect display in the San Francisco airport

11 25 2025

off to standford to see tammer

11 23 2025

beautiful bar in portland called holmans

11 22 2025

we saw twilight new moon at the drive-in <3

zane’s sister said it was her drive-in movie dream come true

11 21 2025

i hope i blog forever

11 20 2025

i am upset with this object

11 19 2025

this is also me

11 19 2025

perfect birthday gift from zane

on cloud x post archive fashion running shoes