01 31 2025
waiting for the train to go to funny bar
funny bar is exactly wanted nyc to feel like
01 30 2025
left: me when i finish an apple
right: playlist 1 + playlist 2 by zane made for me to play on my muji cd player (gifted to me by zane)
01 29 2025
as per duh
01 29 2025
it is not even that dark at 6am anymore <3
01 28 2025
tea at laduree with olive after work
dinner with shay and olive at minetta tavern
no reservation so we ate at the bar (45 minute wait)
olive entertained most of the 45 minutes with her dream sequence
at dinner we shared:
apple tart
side salad
french fries
beef tar tar
one scoop of vanilla ice cream
two medium rare minetta burgers (2/3 each)
drink breakdown:
olive
1 extra dirty gin martini (house gin)
last word with requested cherry
shay
dirty martini with vodka (house vodka)
me
hot toddy (in a wine glasss…)
dirty gin martini (hendricks gin)
01 27 2025
right: us as beer in molo glasses
left: z turning on the muji cd player
01 27 2025
me
01 26 2025
perfect snow
01 25 2025
patrick in the snow
01 25 2025
bye vermont
01 25 2025
weekend in vermont with 17 friends
01 24 2025
ice skating in vermont
01 24 2025
left: pumpernickel bread with butter and jam
right: pumpernickel bread with butter, peanut butter, bananas, Cinnamon and coffee
01 23 2025
pure
01 23 2025
z got me:
mre
liger pin
muji / naoto fukasawa cd player
2 burned cds of the playlists he has made me
i also got z a giami hat and prada sport messenger bag
see zane wearing all gifts below:
01 22 2025
we both got each other napoleon dynamite related gifts
i got him a napoleon dynamite liger t shirt
he got me a napoleon dynamite liger pin
01 21 2025
perfect outfit
01 21 2025
upsetting meal for gut health
01 20 2025
reorganized my junk drawer
01 20 2025
new outfit fixation
01 20 2025
understand
01 20 2025
contacts + paper incense from taylor (gift exchange)
01 19 2025
inspiring text on my sunday walk to the park
01 19 2025
7: wake up
7: make tea
7: get dressed
8: take laundry to laundromat
8: get celsius
8: drink celsius and walk to gym
8: gym
8: read at gym
9: read at park
9: life thyme (groceries)
9: walk home
10: shower
10: put away groceries
10: get dressed
11: hair
12: meet ivy and giane for brunch
12: brunch
1: shopping (beacons closet and brandy meville)
1: find fur coat at beacons (reading cat marnell right now…)
2: read
3: blog
4: clean
5: get laundry
6: get dressed (new fur jacket, diesel jeans, white tank, helmut land sweater, white tabi sneakers, brown soccer ball bag)
7: meet naomie and teegan for a hot toddy
7: considered going to earth for “silence”
8: check livestream of “silence”, decide not to go
9: dinner at forget me not (cesar salad with chicken and no croutons + another hot toddy)
10: f train home
10: get ready to sleep
10: sleep
01 18 2025
gift exchange with taylor, sasha, and tulane
tulane gave us juicy couture underwear and a foot mask
i gave everyone a pair of earrings (mixed and matched styles)
sasha gave me a hair mask, Tulane got a guinness glass, and taylor got leaf incense
i gave sasha rhinestone tights, tulane got a bergamot perfume, and taylor got brown knit mittens
taylor gave me a magnet and paper incense holder, sasha got a cheburashka cancel, and tulane got a bone salt spoon and bone dish
01 18 2025
girls dinner with taylor, sasha and tulane
01 18 2025
Feeling really in defense of the poor image
01 20 2025
contacts and paper incense holder from taylor (gift exchange mentioned below)
01 18 2025
zand + i will meet olive + lucas
at forget me not to watch arsnal/villa
i will order a hot toddy (no sugar) + Cesar salad with no croutons and steak (or chicken)
i assume zane will order a bloody mary and a breakfast burrito maybe a beer maybe a coffee
lucas will order the boston breakfast or other breakfast plate, a coffee and or a beer depending on if he is biking today
olive has already stated she will order a bloody mary and i can see her going for the breakfast burrito as well (she will bring a yerba matte)
01 17 2025
music themed outfit
01 16 2025
studio coming together
built the judd day bed + organized boxes
still need a desk + shelving + lighting + fridge
01 15 2025
noise canceling headphone for privacy
01 15 2025
was invited to a herman miller event
learned i was invited as a designer <3
01 15 2025
denim consideration
01 15 2024
protein
01 14 2025
cabbage + grapes for lunch
will use the cabbage to make tuna wraps
01 13 2025
new kinto cups
took 4 months to decide to buy these
01 12 2025
mom showing off her new boots
she purchased these for her Live action role play d&d game
01 12 2025
mom also showing off her new objects
she says the cement cones are “me (her), stacey, Lola (me), and ivy / our family”
01 11 2025
two best friends purchase a pair of earrings to share
01 11 2025
closet sale
i <3 owning very little
sold more than half of my wardrobe
01 10 2025
made breakfast for z
it was his first time having this
there are so many names for this dish (see below)
popeye
bullseye
one-eyed
hole in one
hobo eggs
pirates eye
egg in a nest
egg in a hole
toad in a hole
one eyed jack
one eyed sam
buckeye toast
one eyed pete
egg in a frame
egg in a basket
gashouse eggs
gashouse special
01 09 2025
perfect
01 08 2025
girls dinner at emily’s
we spoke about:
the fires
boyfriends
bv medication
unemployment
making money
up-side down sweater
60 year old influencers
1 bedroom apartments
drinking on bv medication
2016 vermont house rules
ghia non alcoholic beverage
01 08 2025
today is almost tomorrow
01 08 2025
this is what it feels like this:
i own a black comb + a black mason pearson brush.
all other bathroom appliances + products are white.
my soap is white.
my flat iron is white
my towels are white.
my blow dryer is white.
my laundry bin is white.
my tooth brush is white.
my bath products are white.
my bathroom it’s self is white.
the black brush and comb bother me.
but the mason pearson brush was $150
+ is repeatedly damaged by my hair dryer.
i don’t bother replacing the brush because of that.
the brush and the comb work well together
+ i keep them in a cabinet so they are not
measured against the other white products.
when i visit my family for the holiday,
my sister offers my black comb to my mother.
she does this b/c my mother forgot to bring a comb.
i’m not sure why my sister feels
comfortable offering my objects to my mother.
i assume she does this b/c
i had noticed she had the same comb in white
+ i remarked i wish mine was white as well.
the offering of my comb throws me.
i’m upset because i don’t like when things change.
regardless, i let my mom keep the comb.
she doesn’t understand my fit
+ offers to purchase me a new comb.
Yes: she could buy the comb in white.
no: she can’t buy the comb in white
b/c then it won’t match the brush.
no: i would have to spend another $150
on a new white mason pearson brush.
no: i don’t want to do that.
yes: but… i do want the white brush eventually.
yes: so i should purchase the white comb because eventually i will have the white brush.
no: it will throw me to have the
white comb while i’m waiting for the white brush.
yes: she could get me a black comb…
+ it would match the black brush.
i already have the black brush and black comb,
so i would be reset to what was already there.
no: because i want the white brush eventually.
nothing: there is no soliton.
no: even if i purchase the white brush and the white comb eventually,
i don’t want to damage the new white brush with the hair dryer.
no: damaging the black brush with the hairdryer was unintentional,
+ cannot be repeated with the white brush.
no: even if i get the white comb + the white brush,
i will have to keep the black brush to use while i blow dry my hair.
her final solution is suggesting i purchase a silver metal brush for blow drying my hair.
there is no solution.
nothing is purchased.
an equation without an answer.
(black brush - black comb)
+ white brush + white comb
=
01 07 2025
i’m going to make an outfit so boring
01 07 2025
6am wake up to extended the day by 2 hours
12 06 2024
i can see the end at the beginning
01 05 2024
us
01 05 2025
uhaul for zane’s bed frame + mattress + my colombo trolly + random roller chair from denmark
12 05 2025
us again
12 05 2025
2025 =
purity ring
no makeup
nyt crossword
dirt under nails
iphone 8 button
luka modric headband
ian level of normal style
lush product in metal tin
basketball ball ambient sound
twee adjacent outfit (peacoat + a hoodie)
bringing your boyfriend on the family vacation
12 05 2025
us again and again until its backwards
01 04 2024
IN
blogs
health
shame
posting
humility
honesty
manners
autotune
expired id
monogamy
owning less
snow globes
normal outfit
forgiving him
thin eyebrows
fake piercings
subversive drip
grocery shopping = hanging out
laying out outfit the night before
OUT
shyness
being tired
purchasing
rebranding
opium style
being crass
buying new
dating apps
dishes in sink
remembering
viral products
dressing down
private account
1:1 protein intake
being on your phone
being negative online
being down bad (publicly)
01 03 2025
borscht by grace
01 02 2024
i <3 the delusion of a new year
01 01 2025
zane waiting for me to be ready
new years day: central park + bagels + everything enjoyers
01 01 2025
new year: nothing needs to change
12 31 2024